Getting married is really a very important thing. If I don't think he is the most suitable, I will definitely give in, and the marriage I want to do will never be happy.
Just like my parents spent their whole lives together and quarreled all their lives, I never felt that the other person was the best person in my life and kept complaining every day. My mother, in particular, always complains about my father in front of me, and all her slanders are used to accuse him. Even if dad is not so bad, he will say that dad is worthless, which really gives me a headache.
Every time she says dad, I avoid it. I don't want to hear her complain when she sees me, like Sister Xianglin. She is not tired. I'm tired of hearing it. They are unhappy, noisy and sometimes fight all their lives, which really makes me feel bad. I have a shadow since I was a child, and marriage must love each other to a certain extent before we can be together. Otherwise, it will be as tragic as my parents.
I don't want me to make the same mistake again, so I must be careful enough when choosing a marriage. If my marriage also fails, then I will no longer believe in marriage. I think everything is fate, because my parents don't have a good marriage and I don't have a good marriage. Maybe this misfortune is contagious ...
I don't want my marriage to be like a dying ember without twists and turns. I don't want it to be full of smoke all the time. That is not the happiness I want at all. If it is destined to be like that, then even if I have decided to get married, I will escape this marriage the night before!
I just want to have a clear conscience and listen to my inner thoughts. If I really regret it, I will not continue. If I am doomed to lose, then I will stop.
If I regret it the day before I get married, I will definitely not get married, but choose to leave here.