If a man has a lot of money, it doesn't matter even if he is ugly. There will still be many friends and women around him.

But Niu Er doesn't have much money, but he is ugly, so he was always alone when he was a child, and no one wanted to play with him.

Until he met Kiki.

When all the friends in the town avoided Niuer, only Kiki took Niuer's hand and said that we should play by ourselves and ignore them.

Niu Er said that he would never forget Kiki that day. For the first time he saw a man shining in the crowd.

02

Niu Er's ugliness is well-founded. It is said that the nurse congratulated his father on the day he was born. His father was so happy that he grabbed him from the nurse's arms.

The moment I saw Niu Er, Niu Er was cruelly thrown on the bed and wailed. His father beat his chest and said, "Sin! Like me, Wang Dazhu is not a handsome man, but at least he is a handsome man. How could he have such a son? "

His mother flew into a rage when she heard her husband say this about her son, saying that his son, no matter how ugly, is also a piece of my mother's meat and your own son Wang Dazhu.

When Niu Er's father heard this, he seemed to think of something at once. I knew it. It's not my son. It's definitely not my own.

Mother lying in bed is going to fly into a rage. Fortunately, it is not his own son, but the biological son of the old buffalo at home. ...

Because Niuer is the second child in the family, this is the origin of Niuer's name.

03

When I was in primary school, Kiki once wore two long braids and a skirt to school. Boys in the same class hate beautiful girls in skirts. They stared at Kiki with malicious intent. After school, several children asked Kiki to choose one of them as a boyfriend.

Kiki ignored them, so they grabbed Kiki's braid and made Kiki cry. At this time, a person came out in the afterglow of the sunset. The man only said "get out", and several children were scared. The ghosts screamed and ran away crying.

Kiki looked up and saw that it was Niu Er. The black cow opened her mouth and showed her white teeth. He said, Kiki, just be ugly.

Kiki said with a smile, my mother told me that it doesn't matter if boys are ugly when they are young. The ugly duckling will become a white swan, and Niu Er will become a handsome boy when he grows up.

Really? Niu Er scratched his head embarrassedly.

Kiki nodded, really, my mother said that my father is like this.

04

When I was in junior high school, Kiki grew taller and became a slim girl, with a pair of lovely big eyes full of tears.

The campus smells of puppy love. Kiki began to receive many love letters, and some bold boys even openly pursued Kiki. But without exception, they were scared back by two serious cows.

Niu Er, a junior high school student, has really become a "cow". He is crazy and tall, taller than the PE teacher in his class.

Niuer has changed. He has grown taller and fatter. Besides Kiki, he began to have some friends of his own. He began to pay attention to dressing up, matching clothes and taking care of his hair. What remains unchanged is that he is as ugly as ever.

The ugly duckling finally grew up, but this time the ugly duckling grew into a big black duck.

For those boys who are pestering, Kiki is used to letting Niu Er be a shield. Niu Er lowered his voice and said to those fanatical suitors, secretly telling you, that's my daughter-in-law. We were engaged to get married early when we were young. Forget it.

Everyone's expression that flowers are inserted in cow dung and Chinese cabbage is arched by pigs makes Niu Er very happy. I like the way you can't stand me and can't do anything about it.

05

When she was in high school, Kiki grew from a little girl to a big girl. Tall and straight figure, delicate face, ushered in a lot more suitors than junior high school.

The monitor of their class also fell in love with Kiki and began to write love letters to Kiki. The monitor is very handsome, height 1 m 75, short hair and shallow bangs. He likes to wear a white shirt and jeans, and he is the kind of person who smiles brightly.

In the evening, the sun sets and shines obliquely on the playground. Kiki and Niuer are sitting on the edge of the playground. Kiki casually said to Niu Er as usual that someone confessed like me.

Niu Er also habitually answers anyone, so I tell him to leave you alone.

After waiting for a while, I didn't hear Kiki's answer. Niuer turned to look at Kiki. I saw Kiki pouting shyly and saying, Niu Er, what do you think of the monitor?

Very good, Niu Er said.

Really? Kiki said in surprise.

That's good.

While he was speaking, Kiki didn't notice the dim eyes of two Niu Yi moments. Niu Er seems to have a hunch that the girl who only doesn't dislike herself when everyone doesn't want to play with him may really not belong to herself this time.

05

The monitor took Kiki to a movie at the weekend, and Niu Er took Kiki to two movies the next day. The monitor brings a box of milk to Kiki every morning, and Niu Er brings Kiki a box of milk and a bag of mushroom lean meat every day. Niu Er always wants to prove that she can give Kiki more than the monitor. He thought that Kiki would think that the monitor was not good enough, and she would not like the monitor if it was not good for him.

Until one day, as usual, Kiki was eating steamed buns bought by Niu Er. Niuer pointed to Kiki's left face. He wants to remind Kiki that there are crumbs on her face. Kiki understood the meaning of Niuer's hand to wipe it. Niuer smiled and looked at Kiki with a belly, silly.

I don't know when, the monitor appeared and gently wiped the bun crumbs from Kiki's face. Kiki's face rose beautifully.

At that moment, Niu Er finally understood that no matter how much you did, you didn't love it. In front of the person you love, everything the other person does is the world, and even if others give the world, it is nothing in the eyes of the person you don't love.

Loving someone will make you feel inferior. Niu Er finally realized cruelly that with the growth of age, a deep gap has formed between him and Kiki, and this gap is innate and cannot be changed. This is the so-called face value.

He finally understood a cruel fact: ugly people don't deserve to say they like them.

Qiqi is with the monitor.

That year, Niu Er 16 years old, first experienced the feeling of heartbreak. For the first time, she realized that liking someone would be so beautiful and so painful.

06

After graduating from high school, Kiki and her monitor were admitted to the same university in the neighboring province. Because of his unsatisfactory grades, Niu Er went to another city to go to college.

Niu Er misses Kiki very much. He wants to take Kiki to the movies, go shopping and go for a walk by the river full of stars.

The monitor takes Kiki to the movies, go shopping and go for a walk by the river full of stars every day.

Two Niu Yi thought of here, feel sad. Two cows want to be watched. Monitor, if you dare to treat Kiki badly, I won't break your dog's leg!

That day, Niu Er put down the phone, said nothing and took nothing. A man got on the train and went straight to another city.

Two Niu Yi roads kept slapping their faces, you crow, you crow. ...

Yes, the monitor treats Kiki badly. After going to college, facing a more colorful environment, he inevitably moved on.

Kiki broke up with him.

Niu Er doesn't want to see Kiki with a monitor, because he will feel sad. But he doesn't want to see Kiki break up with the monitor, because Kiki will be sad, Kiki will be sad, and he will only be more sad.

When we were young, we were young and stingy, but because we loved someone, we became generous and willing to tolerate and forgive all the unpleasantness in this world.

07

Niu Er didn't break the monitor's leg as he said. He just tapped the monitor's front teeth with his fist.

Kiki wailed in Niuer's arms, and Niuer's heart trembled as if the cake had melted. This is their first hug, but Niu Er can't bear to celebrate, and some just feel distressed.

At that time, the joy of youth was so hot, and the broken love was so unforgettable. First love is always sweet and beautiful, and it is also fleeting.

In the summer after a rainstorm, Niu Er came to Qiqi School for the second time to see her. They made an appointment to eat in the restaurant at the school gate. Kiki wore light makeup, long shawl and a short skirt that day, which was particularly eye-catching.

When eating, it happened that the next table was Kiki's senior. Senior saw Kiki and praised Kiki for being beautiful again. His eyes showed his love for Kiki. Kiki may not understand, but Niu Er, as a man, feels it.

The senior asked, would you mind spelling a table

Yes, very much. Niu Er said.

Kiki hurriedly dozen circle field, sorry, senior, this is my little cow, he is very humorous and likes to joke.

During the whole meal, Kiki and her seniors talked and laughed. They discussed foreign literature from Paganini's music. Niu Er wanted to interrupt, but what they discussed was too abstruse for him to understand.

When they talked about The Great Gatsby, Niu Er thought that the opportunity had finally come. He smiled. Kabir Gates, I know that dropping out of school can still be the richest man in the world. He's pretty good, hahaha ...

He found Kiki and his seniors looking at him in surprise, as if they were watching an alien species, and the atmosphere became very embarrassing at that time. He smiled awkwardly, and while delivering food to his mouth, he said, "Eat, hey, eat ..."

08

Niu Er is very sad. Kiki was robbed by the monitor for the first time. This time, it seems that Kiki will be robbed by the seniors again. He thought it would be nice if they never grew up, so Kiki could stay with him all the time.

Niuer sent Kiki back to the dormitory. Along the way, the two cows seemed very silent. The summer wind drove the hot air past, and the air was full of loneliness.

Near the dormitory door, Niu Er said, Kiki, something has come up at school temporarily, so I won't accompany you to the seaside when I go back tomorrow.

Kiki said, ok.

The two tacitly turned around and ran counter to each other. Niu Er took ten steps, and he turned to look at Kiki's back. He was surprised to find that Kiki also turned to look at him.

Kiki yelled at him in tears, Wang, do you like me?

Niu Er is worried that he heard wrong. He couldn't believe it. He just shook his head desperately.

Kiki shouted again, Wang, let's go out.

Niu Er made sure that he didn't hear wrong this time. he is filled with a wild ecstatic happiness. He wants to say yes, Liang Qiqi, let's be together.

But he didn't.

He remembers that when he was a child, everyone disliked him being outside, and no one wanted to play with him. Only Kiki came to play with him, and then everyone stopped playing Kiki.

He remembers that when he was in middle school, he told other boys that Kiki and he had an early marriage. The boys looked like flowers stuck in cow dung and began to sneer at Kiki.

He thought of Kiki going out with two cows and other people's strange eyes with malicious intent. ...

Niu Er said, I'm sorry, Kiki, I forgot to tell you that I have a girlfriend. We are in the same class, and she is more beautiful than you. With that, Niu Er turned his head and walked away without looking back. He dare not look back. He didn't dare to look into Kiki's eyes, more afraid of Kiki seeing him cry.

Wang, let's go out. That sentence repeatedly appeared in Niu Er's mind, which was the most beautiful oath he had ever heard in his life. I can't help grinning at the thought of him until tears come down.

He thought it was enough to have such a sentence all his life, which could support him for the rest of his life.

He likes Kiki, but he can't be with Kiki. He didn't want Kiki to suffer any more gossip. /kloc-When he was 0/6 years old, he knew that ugly people were not worthy to say that they liked him.

He cried all night in the waiting room of the railway station. The train was about to leave, and he looked back at the platform and the strange city. He thought it might be the last time he came to see Kiki.

Someone hugged Niu Er gently behind him. Niu Er turned around and saw a naughty girl. Kiki said, you stupid cow, you still want to lie to me. You are so ugly, who else is blind except me?

Two cows struggled to say, you let go.

Kiki said, no, I won't let go, I won't let go.

If you don't let me go, I will be rude to you.

Kiki stretched out her hand and held her tighter. Well, I'm not afraid of you.

Niu Er turned around and held Kiki in her arms: You asked for it. This time I want you to accompany me for the rest of my life.

Many times, we feel inferior to our appearance. People who always think they are ugly don't like love, but we forget how good we are and how hard we work in front of the people we love.

When the person who loves you the most is around, you will find that appearance is not so important, what matters is whether you love him so much.

Kiki understood this truth, so she fell in love with Niu Er, who loved him deeply, and that was enough.