I was not eighteen when I first heard Farewell. I clearly remember that the teacher sang with deep feelings, but we only felt that the tune was so bad and the lyrics were so obscure that we didn't understand why this farewell song could be sung for decades. I heard this song by Pu Shu again. The horizon, the horizon, intimate friends are half scattered? The melody is played back again and again, the singer choked and lost his voice, and the listener burst into tears?
When I was young, I came and went smartly. I never noticed the gathering and parting of my friends, but I wrote this poem in tears because of Xu's departure that year. Pu Shu, who has always been free and easy, was in tears when she bid farewell to her lover, dog, youth and simplicity. What did she think of? And you and I, when we heard the familiar melody again, turned from indifference to disappointment! The secret of life is time! In the eyes of children or young people, the years are endless and warm. Li Shutong's state of mind, Pu Shu's loss of control and our sadness are all just because time has brought us to our present age, and at this age, we understand the pain of parting and that life is nothing more than one game after another? Farewell! Then, when we heard the music coming again, we saw: You have already left, he has turned to the end of the world, and you are drifting away, so tears flow down?
Descartes said: I think, therefore I am. We might as well think about what we have said goodbye to in the passage of time.
Watching Youth that night, sitting next to me were two strange old people with beautiful hair. Seeing that they still had a bottle of mineral water in their hands, I helped them put down the armrest where they could put the bottle. The old man said gratefully. Thank you. This is our first time to the cinema, just to see the film. ? Unfortunately, I didn't have time to ask them the original intention of coming to the movie, but I heard the old man sigh countless times throughout the movie. Xiao-ping He bid farewell to Liu Feng, and the melody sounded slowly. The old man said: alas, separated! ? I think they must have remembered their passionate years, their prime of life, friends they may have never contacted, and drinking again and again. It took them more than two hours to look back and pay homage to their long-lost youth! Isn't Youth just a song? Do you really want to say goodbye? Director Feng said: After watching this movie, I don't feel anything. He used a movie to make their generation bid farewell to their former love, youth and years in an almost ceremonial way?
What did we say goodbye to in those years? I tried to send this question to a reading group, including young people who haven't graduated from college and middle-aged people in their forties and fifties. There are many answers: bid farewell to lovers and go to the ends of the earth; Send your child away for a long trip, and worry about it; Farewell to friends forever, I believe we will meet again; Say goodbye to parents, tears can't be brushed; Say goodbye to carefree teenagers; Say goodbye to wayward youth; Say goodbye to middle-aged people who are full of ambitions. Looking at the complete reply, I was thinking: What did I say goodbye to? The words of a group of friends resonated with me. He said: No matter who we bid farewell to, no matter what age we are at, we are actually bidding farewell to ourselves in the long river of years.
Think about it carefully, a disconsolate!
Yes, in this farewell again and again, we went from childhood to middle age and then to old age. Listen to the discussion in the society and thank you with a smile; Sitting among a group of friends, I also said one-liners; I'm not angry at heart, and I've learned to be silent and quietly. Many times a voice will suddenly ring in my heart:? This is not me! ? A few days ago, a friend who happened to see my article said: I always think that Mr. Wang is heroic and spirited, but he also has such a delicate side. ? There are old classmates who have known each other for a long time. Wang Zuying is like this! ? Yeah, right? Running away for half a life, the teenager returns? What ordinary people can easily do! We can only accept the absurdity of existence, and our freedom lies only in the way we accept it. It turns out that happiness is really a kind of disappointment! In this way, walking in the years, I have been hurt, burned and cocooned, and my heart is very thick. Seven points of pain only felt three points through this thick dead skin, and I was so happy that I was blocked in my heart. It turns out that we are walking in time, bidding farewell to that simple, persistent, true and passionate teenager and youth!
This is the flow of time. We always feel that we are saying goodbye to time, but in fact, time is saying goodbye to us. Time is nothing, leaving us not the days on the calendar, but the years in our lives. We have to face it? Death? .
Is it shocking to see these two words? People in China are afraid to talk about this topic. Do they all use it? Gone, gone, gone? Wait for the word eyes to soften this? Die? Words, but in fact everyone will die. We might as well imagine ourselves as a big tree, witnessing a group of children frolicking and coming from a distance, growing up, making love around, aging slowly and stumbling away. We consider ourselves one of them. He walks in the same way as others. I rushed over and shouted and waved him around, but he paid no attention. We sadly bid farewell to his irreparable aging and death.
Talking about death is not a passive appearance. As long as a person has thought about death, no matter whether he draws a conclusion or not, he has surveyed the boundary of life and seen the panorama and limit of life, so that we can form a more open-minded mind and jump out to examine it while ups and downs.
Recently, I was reading a book recommended by teacher Yu, which was based on a true story. This book describes a social psychology professor who chats with students every Tuesday in 14 weeks after learning that he is about to die. The students polished the teacher's proverb about getting up, so the book was named tuesdays with morrie. There is such a dialogue in the book. Students ask the teacher: What do you want to do if there is still a healthy day? The teacher replied:? Get up in the morning for morning exercise and have a delicious bagel breakfast. Then go swimming, chat with friends, see the colors of nature and enjoy the long-lost nature. Eat duck at night and finally go dancing? . The student asked in surprise. That's it! That's it! ?
Farewell to childhood, we know that we have grown up; We didn't know we were alive until we lost the years, did we? Die? In order to better understand? Healthy? Meaning of. Just like Professor Murray mentioned above, there is also Mr. Jiang Yang whom we are familiar with. Life should be positive and enterprising, but you might as well keep a dying eye, so that you can calm down and give in when necessary. Have their own pursuit, but do not pay attention to success or failure; In the face of happiness and pain, the former will not get carried away, while the latter will not lose his temper.
In the process of writing, I have come a long way, stop here and go back to the present. If you are reading, think about it: What did you give away? How to face the present life? Finally, let me sing a song for you. The name of this song is Farewell: Outside the pavilion, beside the ancient road, the grass is blue and the sky is blue. The evening breeze blows the flute, and the sunset is beyond the mountain?
It's late at night, good night, and I wish you peace and joy all your life!
Author: Wang Zuying
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