That year, when she was sixteen, she fell in love with a boy for the first time. He is not very tall and gentle, but he likes playing football very much.
He has a deep voice and good grades, and is often the first in his class. Although puppy love was no longer a big problem at that time, it was no news for girls to chase boys, and she was not the kind of introverted girl. But she never wanted to tell him. She just thought it would be nice to admire him from a distance. At that time, she often met him happily on the road and said hello for a long time. She often doesn't go back after school, so she jogs around the playground just to watch him play football.
She also learned to fold lucky stars. Every day, she wrote a sentence she wanted to say to him on that little note, folded it into a small lucky star and put it happily in a big bottle. She often looks at him and thinks that a boy like him should like the kind of gentle and considerate girl with long straight black hair and watery eyes who giggle when he is happy. Her hair is black, but only short to her ears. She has a pair of big eyes, but she often narrows into a crack because of laughter.
She is nineteen years old and has been admitted to a university that is not very good but not bad. He played his normal role and was admitted to a key university in another city. When she left the town where she was born and raised by train, her little memories with him came to mind. University life begins with more than 20 days of hard military training. Before going to bed at night, other girls are hiding under the covers and secretly calling each other to tell each other about their lovesickness. She pressed the familiar number keys many times, but never pressed the call button. In nineteen years, I knew what was missing for the first time. It turns out that missing is a kind of power that can make people cry inexplicably.
Four years of college life is not too long. She is lively and lovely, and never lacks suitors, but she chose to be single. When nosy people ask why, she always smiles and says that learning is the most important thing. She worked really hard just to get into the graduate school of his university. Her hair has been getting longer for four years and has not been cut short. At an old classmate party, everyone saw her shine at the moment. A pair of long, straight black hair, watery eyes are more radiant because of the right eye shadow, and the skin is white and red. From time to time, people can't help but think that this is a little clown in the past. He couldn't help being moved when he saw her, but his hand was holding another woman's slim waist. She looked at the woman around her who was more gentle and charming than herself, and well concealed a trace of loss in her heart. She just smiled at him and said, long time no see.
She was twenty-two years old and was admitted to the graduate school of his university with the first place. He didn't continue the postgraduate entrance examination and entered a foreign-funded enterprise. He did a good job, and his annual salary soon reached six figures. She continued to live a monotonous and even boring student life and insisted on being single. When I came home from vacation, my mother pulled her aside as soon as she entered the door, and she was earnest. Daughter, reading is a good thing. But women always want to get married and have children. This is home. She nodded and went into the room to sort out the luggage she had brought back. The first thing I took out of the box was a bottle full of lucky stars and put it on the shelf. There is a row of lucky star bottles on the bookshelf, all full, just six bottles.
She is twenty-five years old. With a master's degree from a key university and excellent grades, she soon found a good job with a monthly salary of tens of thousands. By this time, he has started his own company, and his business is getting bigger and bigger. When the third branch opened, he married the daughter of a vice mayor, which was a double happiness. She attended the grand wedding, and heard from the people next to her that the groom was young and promising, handsome, the bride had a prominent family background, and she came back from studying abroad beautifully. She really is a couple. When she looked at his smiling face, she inexplicably felt a sense of happiness, as if the smiling woman beside him was herself.
She is 26 years old and married a colleague in the company. They have known each other and been married for less than half a year, so short that she doesn't even know if they have ever been in love. Their wedding was simple at her urging, and only a few close relatives and friends were invited. She drank a lot that night. This is the first time she has drunk so much wine. She was not drunk, but she threw up in a mess. In the bathroom, she looked at the face in the mirror that was gradually blurred under the transpiration of water vapor, and she felt the urge to cry for the first time. But in the end, she made up her makeup and went out to continue to play the role of a happy bride. In the pocket of her coat, there is a lucky star that she hastily folded in the morning. It says, Today, I married another woman. But I know I love you.
She is thirty-six years old and leads a quiet and well-off life. One day, I happened to meet an old classmate in the street and chatted with him. I learned that his business failed. After being hit hard, I wandered around the bar all day, and my wife and children separated. She looked for him for several days and finally found him in a small bar. Instead of scolding him, she handed him a passbook with all her savings in it, and then said to him, I believe you can start all over again. He opened the passbook, and the huge sum made him unbelievable. Those so-called relatives and friends turned away coldly when they heard him say "borrow money". She is just an old classmate who almost made him forget his name, but she is so generous? She still smiled faintly and said that friends should help each other. That night, her husband found that a heavy slap immediately dumped him and roared, and millions of people gave it to him without saying anything. Have you ever had a crush on someone else? She was knocked down by the slap, and she didn't cry or talk, let alone answer her husband's questions. Although she has never admitted to others that she loves him, she is forty years old, and his company has become one of the most competitive companies in the same industry. That night, he brought two million yuan and the share transfer certificate of his company 10% to her home. Her husband said happily, there is no need to be so polite. Friends should help each other and sign the share transfer. She said nothing but that she might as well stay for dinner. He has no reason to disagree. When the food was served, he was surprised to find that he had several favorite dishes. But when he looked up and saw her quietly picking vegetables for her husband and son, he felt relieved and thought he was thinking too much. When he left, he took out an invitation from his pocket and said with a smile, I hope you can all come then. She thought he had opened another branch, so she took it and put it on the sofa.
When he saw him off, he turned back to the kitchen to wash the dishes. Suddenly he heard her husband say loudly that it is true that people have fun when they are rich. Look at you, an old classmate, who married the second one so soon. As soon as her hand shook, she was scratched by a gap in a broken bowl, and the blood suddenly poured out and dropped drop by drop. Looking at the reddish water, she suddenly remembered the wedding dress of the smiling woman fifteen years ago, as if it were this color.
She is fifty-five years old. One day, she suddenly fainted at home and was taken to the hospital. After the examination, the doctor looked heavy and wanted to call her husband aside to talk. She is a clever woman after all. Calling the doctor, she asked seriously, how many days do I have left? It's been three months, and the bridge in the movie has been used too much. I didn't expect to really answer the sentence that life is like a play. Insisting on refusing to be hospitalized, she returned home and began to prepare for herself. A person has lived for most of his life and has a lot to explain. Relatives and friends who received the news rushed to see one last time. He was the last one. She was lying in bed, unconscious, but when she saw the lucky star in his hand, she immediately woke up as if it were a light? Hey? Is this for me? She smiled and pointed to the lucky star. He answered quickly, ah, yes. Yes, I brought you this. It was an accident. It was just a gift from the little girl who raised money for the Red Cross when he first got out of the airport. He is anxious to see her. He took it and rushed to the car without seeing what it was, unconscious all the way. She took the lucky star and held it tightly to her chest for a while. Finally, she pointed to the table next to her, which also had a lucky star on it. She folded it for more than an hour last night and slowly told him that there were 39 cans of lucky stars in the house where I used to live. When I am cremated, will you put these with these two? Before he answered, she closed her eyes and looked calm.
On the day of her cremation, he scattered those lucky stars on her according to her wishes, 30 cans, which accidentally fell to the ground and no one found them. When he turned to leave, he suddenly found two more on the ground. He thought, pick it up, forget it, and keep it as a souvenir.
He is seventy years old. One day, he was reading in the garden with reading glasses. The four-year-old grandson suddenly ran to him with two small pieces of paper and cried, Grandpa, Grandpa, teach me to read. He adjusted his glasses and saw the first note clearly.
The newspaper said, Jay, the blue uniform you are wearing today is very beautiful. Besides, I like the number 6, too, huh?
oh He frowned and asked his grandson, where did you get these two little notes? This is not a note, this is
Those two little stars you put on the table. When I opened it, I found words in it! He was stunned, and then went to see it first.
Two little notes, Jay, there is a kind of happiness that you can love someone for life regardless of everything.
There is a kind of happiness that there is someone who can make you love him desperately for a lifetime.