At that time, both of them were in hazy adolescence, and that late-night glimpse deeply touched the frivolous and unruly heart of this idle rich boy, and they fell in love at first sight. So he began to restrain himself, went to her school as a teacher and set up a poetry club just to be closer to her.

During this period, a better man, Ouyang Yu, appeared and fell in love with Leng Qingqiu. However, in that clear autumn, Jin Yanxi, who dared to face thousands of people at that time, was chosen. This man's courage, self-confidence and desperate love won Leng Qingqiu.

As Gao Fushuai at that time, Jin Yanxi was willing to bend over for Leng Qingqiu. Without the support of love, how can we win the heart of a poor but disdainful cold girl? It's just that after they really got married, faced with the pressure and inadaptability brought by different classes and their immature feelings, they collapsed and separated.

They are in love, and what really separates them is the torrent of the times. If Leng Qingqiu's love for Jin Yanxi at this time is that she misses her husband like a full moon and loses her brilliance every night, then Jin Yanxi is full and lacking, full and lost.

Therefore, when they live together, the incompatibility of personality, values and outlook on life becomes increasingly prominent. The pressure that a man should bear on his family makes Jin Yanxi, who advocates romance and freedom, feel bound and depressed. Immature, he will naturally choose to escape and get farther and farther away from Leng Qingqiu.

What I want to say is that until the end, Jin Yanxi didn't abandon Leng Qingqiu because he didn't love him, but this kind of love was not as important as himself, including what he said to Eight Sisters, "I never loved anyone except clear autumn." And when I finally saw the burnt photos of Leng Qingqiu, I could see that he had always loved Leng Qingqiu deeply. This love, which was hot at first, seems to be dying embers, but it has always been warm.

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