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The joy in my heart,
The grandeur of this emotional realm;
Nintendo sinks, hell opens,
Can't destroy the treasure of my inner temple!
-"The evening photo of He Kang is a scene"
Mansfield (1888— 1923) is a British woman writer. Wheeling, born in New Zealand.
Leiden studied in London when he was young, and then settled in England.
Aesthetic memory is the most precious industry in life, and the instinct to know beauty is a key that God gives us to enter heaven.
Some people's temperament, such as myself, is not only uncertain, but also often stormy.
There is also the most gorgeous and vigorous spring, sometimes disillusioned, causing world-weariness and pessimism, and the weight of lead is on the heart, like the winter.
Make the haze, ice everywhere, not a little alive; Then I doubt everything; The universe, life, self, are just illusions.
Yes; Human feelings, hopes and ideals are only illusory.
Ah, human nature, how about it,
If you are so fragile and mean,
If you were dust, would your heart be so great?
If you are somewhat noble,
What are your noblest impulses and thoughts?
Such a despicable reason to ignite and extinguish
"A beautiful woman."
These lines are pessimistic poet (2) (Leopaldi; On the tombstone of a barren grave, it is engraved with
The beautiful portrait of life in the grave caused his fundamental question-if life is reasonable, why is it everywhere?
This is just a contradictory phenomenon. If beauty is illusory, why can it cause such a profound mental reaction? If beauty is real.
Yes, how can it be as decadent as ordinary things, but although Li Badi is as smart as a sea lamp, everything between people becomes illusory.
External images were stripped off one by one, even religion was stripped off into a naked dream, but he had no right to deny beauty! He can only realize the creation of beauty.
Because it is magical, he can't deny the lofty love in spirit, although he doesn't believe that women can have the same realm and feel beautiful.
The purest moment of love, Ribaldi had to admit that it was the news of heaven, and it was the most important thing in life.
Precious experience, so every time I am bored to the extreme, a feeling as tight as ice suddenly surges up in my heart.
Melt all the heat flow, instantly melt the crystallization of world-weariness, and melt the boring freezing. That heat flow is aesthetic love.
The purest memory of a moment.
The poem is translated as follows: "Ah, human nature, if you are absolutely fragile and evil,/if you are dust and.
Ashes,/Why are your feelings so noble? /If you are noble,/What are your noble impulses and thoughts?
So humble and fleeting? "
(2) Richard Batty, translated as Aupart Di (1793-1837), an Italian poet and scholar.
To see a world in a grain of sand,
There is a heaven in a wild flower.
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand.
Eternity is in an instant.
A harbinger of great events William Gribby
See the world from a grain of sand,
The news of heaven is in a wild flower,
Will exist in your palm indefinitely.
This mysterious feeling is certainly not an ordinary experience, nor is it an ordinary experience. People who only talk about reality.
Of course, I ridicule mysticism, and of course I don't believe that the neurological function that science can explain will lead to gods that science can't explain.
A feeling of secrecy. However, there are many situations in the world where "you can speak for those who know, but you can't speak for those who don't know"!
Sometime in the 16th century, an Italian priest and scholar went to the English countryside and saw a large number of blooming flowers.
Our clover is like a golden lake dancing in the sun. He is at a loss and kneels on the ground.
Pray to heaven, thank God for his grace, let him see such beautiful scenery, such beautiful scenery, and he acts like a madman.
I'm sure it will arouse the laughter of the villagers nearby. I am afraid that the experience I want to talk about in this article may also be the ecstasy of some priests.
But I am also convinced that readers have their own sympathizers, so they are not afraid of being laughed at by country people!
One night in mid-July last year, it was raining and wet, and I was alone in Hampstead, London.
D) Asking directions scares pedestrians, and look for a house at Pender Street 10. That was the first time, unfortunately the last time, I met Schumann.
Phil-"those 20 minutes of eternal life!" One night.
I first met John Middleton Murray, editor-in-chief and poet of ACthenaeum②.
The famous critic was also Mansfield's closest companion in the last ten years of his life.
He and she have been together since 19 13, that is, husband and wife, but Mansfield has been using a pseudonym since he came to England.
Miss Katherine Manthfield. She grew up in New Zealand (3) and was originally named New Zealand.
It's Catherine Bean Jean, daughter of Sir Harold Bean Jean, manager of the Bank of New Zealand. She is ten years old.
She left her hometown five years ago and went to University College London with her three little sisters. She was beautiful since she was a child.
Name, but also very timid since childhood, she once lived in Germany, when she wrote her first novel "In a Mongolian yurt".
During World War II, she stayed in France for a long time. In recent years, she has also been to Switzerland, Italy and southern France.
Department. She often stays abroad because she is too weak to stand the fog and rain in England. Lei Mai wants to accompany her.
I had to give up part of my career (Athenaeum was incorporated into the London Nation (5) for this reason) to follow him.
Angel wife, seeking health, it is said that poor Mansfield got a certificate of lung disease after the war, and the doctor confessed her.
However, life spans only three or two years, so the limited time Lei Mai spent with her is really a matter of minutes. See more sunset photos and more.
After a period of pursuing Xu, her brilliance, like an excellent haze, has also destroyed such vitality, which reminds us of La Traviata vomiting blood.
The famous saying when you are intoxicated with wine: "You know I won't live long, so I live."
Will live fast! -"You know I won't live long, so I deliberately gave him a good time! I don't have
I got to know the sentimental Lei Mai. Facing this gorgeous sunset, he gradually disappeared, and the sadness of "helplessness" intensified.
What a good field!
The British poet and critic John Middleton Murray (1889- 1957) did the same.
Journalists and editors. Mansfield has been living with her first husband since her divorce.
(2) (2) Athenaeum, that is, Athena Temple magazine, was founded in 1928, and 19 century has been quite powerful in Britain.
Wei's literary and artistic publications.
(3) New Zealand, translated into New Zealand.
(4) "Pension in Germany", that is, "apartment in Germany".
⑤ The Nation of London, the magazine of nationalities in London.
But Mansfield's method of "giving him pleasure" is not like the indulgence of La Traviata, but in literature and art.
Work hard; She is like a cuckoo on a summer night in Yulin. She works hard to make a unique love song, and then sings until her blood hisses.
I also don't forget her responsibility, that is, to sacrifice her limited energy, add a little more beauty to nature and give it to depressed people.
A little consolation of artistic spirit.
Her painstaking efforts are condensed into two collections of novels, one is Blissful and the other is Garde published last year.
N Party "(2) With twenty or thirty novels of these two books, she has occupied a very stable position in the British literary world.
The general novel is just a novel, but her novel is pure literature and real art; Ordinary authors only
For a moment's popularity and popularity among the masses, she just wants to leave a few small pieces of "gray" black real crystals, as long as there are few.
Appreciation from several close friends.
(1) "bliss", namely "happiness".
② "Garden Party", that is, "Garden Party".
But the premise is that if it is pure literature, the brilliance of her works is hidden inside rather than outside, and its interest should be readable.
Only by chewing with your heart can you pay full attention to it. I accept the author's permission to select and translate her fine works face to face. Now that she has passed away, I am even more
I should cherish my privilege of translation, although I doubt my own ability, as my good friend Chen Tongbo knows.
European literature is probably more profound than anyone in Beijing. He teaches short stories at Peking University and once talked about Mansfield's works, which is very
Make me happy. He has promised to choose a few articles now, and I want to thank him all the more. About the advantages of her short art, I also
I hope Tong Bo can have a chance to say something.
Now let me tell you how we met Mansfield that night. A few days ago, Murray and I were behind charing cross.
A noisy a.b.c tea shop, discussing the situation of British and French literary circles. I take this opportunity to talk about the Renaissance trend in China in recent years.
Item, in the novel, what I feel most is the influence of the Russian author, who jumped up because their husband and wife worship Russia the most.
Some of you here, he once studied corridors in particular and wrote a book Dostoevsky: A Critic.
Al studies Martin Sikbersky (4) Mansfield and Private Shu Gao Qi (5) Fu.
(Chekhov) They often regret that Russian literature has never received considerable attention from the British, so the quality of novels
And types, still can't get rid of the Victorian bourgeois. I took the opportunity to ask Mansfield about his recent situation, and he said
She was in good health, so he dared to accompany her back to London for two weeks. He gave me their room.
Address, please invite me to meet her and their friends on Thursday and evening.
(1) Chen, namely Chen Yuan (Xiying).
Charing Cross can be translated into Charing Cross Road. This is the name of a block in London, King Edward of England.
I once built a big cross here in memory of his queen.
(3) Tao Shitao Anforsky, translated into Dostoevsky (1821-kloc-0/881), a Russian writer, is the author of Crime and Punishment.
Penalty. " Brothers karamazov and other novels.
The literal translation of the title of this book is: critical research by Martin Seck.
⑤ Chekhov, translated by Chekhov (1860-1904), is a Russian writer who is famous for his short stories and drama creation.
6 6 philistinism, namely vulgarity.
So I met Mansfield. It was a coincidence that I went to Wheels (H.G.Well) on Wednesday.
His wife and I went back to London the next day, and it rained heavily that day.
I remember getting soaked when I got back to my apartment.
Their apartment on Pender Street is hard to find. Finding a place in London is always troublesome. I hate that back street.
London in winding alleys. ) Then I found a small house on the ground floor. Ray stepped out and opened the door for me. I was quiet.
I entered the door with an umbrella and several volumes of Chinese calligraphy and painting returned by my friends. I took off my rain gear. He let me in.
The first room on the right, before that, I only admired and expected Mansfield, a famous young woman writer;
As for her "fairy posture", I didn't expect it at that time. I thought she was just with RoseMacaulay, a virgin.
IaWoolf, Roma Wilson, Mrs Lueas, Vanessa Bell and several other female writers.
Things. Ordinary male writers and artists are eccentric enough, and modern female writers seem to be deliberately developing eccentricities.
Habit, one of the most obvious common habits is that the decoration is simple and unfashionable, "carrying a woman": the hair is cut, and
If you don't tidy up well, a mess will be scattered on your shoulders; Socks are always swimming; There is either mud or dust on the shoes, and
Most of them are the ugliest styles; The skirt is either unusually short or too long, and there may be a circle or two between the eyebrows.
Yellow halo ",or wearing the most disgusting American tortoise-shell glasses, but they never see traces of powder on their faces and hands.
There will never be any decoration on it. At most, it is the scorch mark of burning cigarette butts, and the laughter is covered in nine cases out of ten.
People who share a seat; Walking is also chest-high, and you can no longer tell that it is Eve's back. Most of the time.
Men dare not export; Of course, the favorite topics to discuss are Freudian complex, birth control or
New books published privately by George Moore and James Joyce, such as The Storyteller.
Holiday"⑿"Ulysses"⒀。
(1) Wheel, translated by British writer and historian Wells (1866-1946), and author of The Time Machine.
Invisible person, etc.
(2) ②Easten Clebe, translated as Istanbul, near London.
(3) Rose Macaulay, translated by British woman writer Rose Macaulay (1881-1958), is the author of Fool's.
Words ","they were defeated "and so on.
(4) Virginia Woolf, translated by Adeline Virginia Woolf (1882-1941), is the author of The Sea.
Waves, lighthouses, and so on. She is one of the early explorers of the "stream of consciousness" novel.
⑤ Roma Wilson, translated by Romer Wilson (1891-1930), a British female writer. Despite his literary career
Short, but accomplished. He is the author of the novel Modern Symphony.
6. Madam, Lou Ajax, unknown.
⑦ Vanessa Bell (1879— 196 1) was translated by Vanessa Bell, a British female writer. She's Virginia.
Woolf's sister, the wife of clive bell, a famous art theorist. They all belong to Bloomsbury.
Art circle.
⑧ Freudian complex, literally translated as "Freudian complex", but this statement is obviously wrong and should be "Russia".
Beidou complex. "
Pet-name ruby birth control, namely "population control".
Attending George Moore, translated by George Moore (1852-1933), Irish writer.
⑾ James Joyce, translated by James Joyce (1882- 194 1), Irish writer and modernist.
One of the founders of science.
⑿ "A Storyteller's Holiday" literally translates as "A Storyteller's Holiday", but James
Joyce doesn't have such a book, which is suspected to be a mistake in his novel A Portrait of a Young Artist.
[13] Ulysses, the most important novel of James Joyce.
In short, their whole personality is just a satire on women's liberation (amy lowell). I heard that they smoke big cigars all day! )
There must be many interesting places with this group of "smart" women, who are determined to oppose God's intention to create men.
Fang. But sometimes I can't help but feel that the traces of their affectation are too deep, which leads to a sense of sexual aversion.
Amy lowell, translated by amy lowell (1874— 1925), is an American woman writer and an imagist poet.
One of the representatives.
I didn't see Mansfield at that time. Although I didn't expect her to be such a first-class futurist, she was also unique.
Don't dream that you are an idealized woman.
(1) ①Futuristic, that is, "futurism", "futurism" or "futurist writer", but here is the description.
Ci seems to be understood by a popular word "pioneer" in today's literary world.
So when I walk in the door, I expect her-a kind woman who is near middle age-to smile.
Get up from the sofa in front of the fireplace and shake my hand.
But in the room-the long and narrow room opposite the fireplace-I saw the quiet light of goose yellow and the mottled stove rack on the wall.
Art furnishings and paintings, several sofas with colorful painting sets are listed in front of the stove, but there are not half of them. Merejean
I sat in a chair and talked to me about Guanyin in the east and Virg-Gindi, the virgin of Yea in Greece.
Egypt's Ana①, IsIs②②, Mithraism's Madonna ④, Persia's ③ ③ and so on all believe in Buddhism, as if they were the saints of the Madonna.
Mother is an indispensable symbol in all religions ... we were talking when we heard a knock at the door and then came in.
A young girl stood at the door with a smile on her face. "She's Mansfield-so young ..." I thought.
Wonder. She has curly brown hair and a small round face. Her eyes are lively, her mouth is smart, and she is equipped with a pole.
Bright clothes-painted shoes, green stockings, silver-red silk tops, velvet aprons with purple sauce-stand slim, like
Tulips in the breeze.
Lei Mai stood up to introduce me, and I realized that she was not Mansfield, but the shopkeeper. I don't know if it's Miss Bell, but
It's Bike (5). I can't remember clearly. Lei Mai is staying at her house for the time being. She is a painter and most of the paintings hanging on the wall are her own.
She sat in the chair opposite me. She took something similar to a small generator from the hob and put it on her head again.
A student who answered the phone wore a listening ring and talked to me very close. I thought it was a radio toy at first, but I didn't know until later.
A beautiful girl, hearing and my own vision seem to be supplemented by artificial methods. (I was.
This reminds me that deaf beauty is a good poem, and it is impossible to whisper to her! )
She was sitting quietly when the doorbell outside suddenly rang-I suspected that her doorbell was particularly loud, so I came to Flange 6.
Life (roger fry) will end at home. ⑦ Waterloo, Sydney, a very humorous gentleman, once he learned from him.
Seven or eight tubes, big, small, long and short, were found in the huge bag, which made us laugh. he
Come in and ask Murray how Catherine is today. I pricked up my ears to listen to his answer, Lei Mai said
"She won't go downstairs today. It's too bad for anyone ... "Hua drew asked him if he could go upstairs to see him, and Mai said yes.
So, Hua asked Miss B's permission and stood up. He was just about to go out when Lei Mai rushed over and whispered, "Sydney!
Y, don't talk too much ⑨"
(1) (1) the virgin Diana, namely the virgin Di Anna.
(2) ISIS, the Egyptian goddess ISIS.
(3) Mithraism, namely Mithraism.
(4) the virgin, that is, the virgin.
⑤ Miss Bell is still Beek, and Miss Bell is still Miss Bick, which is later "Miss B".
⑥ Fran, translated by Roger Frey (1866— 1934), English painter and art critic.
All landowners Sydney Waterloo, don't elaborate.
⑧ Gaselin, translate the names of Catherine Mansfield.
9 This English sentence means: "Sydney, there are too many words."
There are light footsteps upstairs. W is already in Catherine's room. At the same time, two more guests came, and a short m just swam over.
When Greece came back, a noble and beautiful husband made scientific literature at the National Museum of London and the Athena Museum every week.
Sullivan (2) (2) and M who signed S talked about his trip to Greece with ancient Greek monuments on his back, and Panacas (3) made a long speech.
Mycenae kept talking. S also asked about Mereka Selin. Mai said he wouldn't go downstairs tonight. W is upstairs now. Half an hour later.
Look, W's heavy footsteps came down, so S asked him if Catherine was tired. W said, "no, not like tired, but I also saidno."
Actually, I was afraid she was tired, so I came down. "
(1) the national and Athena temple in London, namely the national magazine and Athena temple in London.
Pool.
② Sullivan, unknown.
(3) (3) Parnassus, a mountain in southern Greece, was regarded as the sun god and the spirit of gods in ancient times.
Land.
(4) Mycenae, Mycenae, Argo Park Jung Su, prehistoric Greek cities. Since it was discovered in the 1970s,
It has always been considered as a site of the late Bronze Age in the Greek mainland.
Wait a minute. S also asked Lei Mai to allow him to go upstairs. Mai also told him not to make her tired. Mai asked me about China.
In terms of calligraphy and painting, that night I took a picture of Zhao ①' s "Grass Painting and Calligraphy Plum" and a picture of Wang Juesi ②' s cursive script.
Open a running script of Liang Shanzhou (3) and show it to them, and tell them some general ideas of calligraphy. Miss B listened happily and held her in her hand.
Pan, sit next to me.
① Zhao (1829 ——1884) was a painter and seal engraver in Qing dynasty.
② Wang Juesi, namely Wang Duo (1592— 1652), was a calligrapher in the late Ming and early Qing dynasties.
③ Liang Shanzhou, namely Liang (1723— 18 15), was a calligrapher in Qing Dynasty.
But I was quite disappointed at that time, because I wanted to find the author of Blissfulness in the Rain, but she couldn't stay.
Architecture; At the same time, the sunny days of W.S. Murray also increased my curiosity about her. I think it's bad luck that Catherine is here.
Upstairs, old friends still have the privilege of entering the room to talk. I'm a foreigner, so I definitely don't have a share. It's past ten.
Halfway through, I had to get up and say goodbye and walk out the door. Lei Mai accompanied me to put on my raincoat. While dressing, I said that I was very
Sorry, Miss Mansfield can't come tonight, otherwise I really want to meet her. But Lei Mai sincerely said, "If"
If you don't mind, please take a look upstairs. "I was overjoyed, immediately took off my raincoat and followed Lei Mai.
Step by step up the stairs ...
Go upstairs, knock on the door, enter the room, introduce, S leave, walk out of the room with M, close the door, she asks me to sit down, I sit down,
She sat down, too ... such a long list of complicated procedures, I just felt like an electric fire, but I only guessed that it should be.
There are so many logical processes, but I have never felt them affectionately; At that time, I only felt a blur, and every time I recalled it afterwards.
I just feel vague. We usually walk into a brightly lit room from a dark street or from a faint light.
When you come out of the room and suddenly face the strong sunshine, you often feel that the light is too strong, so you have to calm down and get dizzy before you can tell.
Recognize what's in front of you. In English, it means that the senses are flooded with exciting light, which not only
Light, strong colors, sometimes have the effect of "tide" official perception. I thought, though I might have been killed by Mansfield.
The bright light in the lattice is not enough, but the light in her room and the bright color of her own clothes are enough.
Nervous unprepared, instantly confused, very understandable.
The English meaning of this sentence is: "the light is too strong to drown the consciousness."
Her room didn't give me a clear impression, because I couldn't be distracted to remember the layout of the room when she was talking to me. I
I only know that the room is very small, and a big bed occupies most of the room. The wall is framed with colored paper and hung.
Some oil paintings are probably painted by their owners. She and I sat on the sofa on the left side of the bed. Because I lean on her.
Because of this, she looks much taller than me (no one is lower than her, really! ) I doubt those two lamps.
The whole body is red, otherwise, when I think of that room, I think of the scene of "red candle with high fever"! But the background is not?
It is very important, and it is important to give me the purest aesthetic feeling-her;
Is to let me use the key to heaven that God gave me-her; It is to add another treasure to the inner temple of my soul.
Hide-her. But to describe that night in wild language. She, not to mention showing the essence of her sexuality, is loyalty.
I'm afraid it's hard enough to express your simple feelings on the spot. Once upon a time, a man had a dream and went to heaven.
He went to play, and he was happy. He will go to see his friends together tomorrow, trying to describe his wonderful dream. but
Yes! He stood in front of his friends, tongue-tied, unable to say a word, because when he wanted to say it, he felt that he had
Words suitable for the world can never show the paradise scenery he saw in his dream. He was very angry and never spoke. Later,
I died of depression. At this time, I want to express a Mansfield in words, and I almost feel the same way, but I did it.
I would rather bear the crime of blasphemy than suffocate to death like that honest gentleman. She is also a shiny patent leather shoes, shining with color.
Green stockings, aprons made of jujube Red Velvet, pale yellow silk tops with pointed necklines, and a string of thin pearls hanging on the chest and cuffs.
Only an elbow long. Her hair is black, cut short like Miss B, but her hair style is European and American.
I have never seen it before. I suspect that she intends to imitate the Chinese style, because her hair is not only pure black, but also straight and tidy.
In front of the circle, just like our "bangs" more than ten years ago, it is smooth and abnormal. Although I can't say why, I only feel her.
The beauty of hair is also unique in my life.
As for the beauty of her eyes, nose and mouth, I can't actually express it just in case, as if you are facing an outstanding person in nature.
Works, whether they are lakes and mountains washed by autumn moon, sunset glow, starry sky in Nanyang or masterpieces of the art world,
Pei Dehua Fen's Qin Fangnan ②, Wegener's Oprah ④, Michelangelo ⑤' s statue, Vedra ⑤ (wh
Istler) or Connor 7 (Connor) paintings; You only think that their overall beauty, pure beauty, complete beauty, no.
Beauty that can be analyzed can be felt as unspeakable beauty; You seem to have directly grasped the will of the highest understanding, and you are the greatest.
The great and profound halberd thorn has experienced infinite joy and solved your soul in a greater personality. I saw Mansfield.
Just like the purest jasper in India, she is staring at the water in her soul and feeling the softest spring breeze.
Like a look, the total amount I get can only be called a whole aesthetic feeling. She seems to be a transparent body, and you are only surprised at her essence.
She is very clever, but she can't see some impurities, such as her gorgeous clothes, which may cause trivial criticism.
But in her body, you only feel appropriate, just like the green leaves of peony, just an indispensable foil for Tang, a living person.
I think it is meaningful for a good friend to compare her clear and extraordinary beauty with the eternal snow on the top of Alpas Mountain.
Yes; She said
Mansfield has a good reputation, but the beauty is not solid enough to show its truth. The world can be beautiful, and Mansfield is solid and pleasant. So what?
It takes off dust, and if the mountains are clear with snow, its beauty can be shocked, but its coolness can also be felt, and the sunshine is like snow and illusory.
Colorful, clear and identifiable, but also far away from the world, not isolated, Mansfield's skin as bright as teeth, its official show,
Its eyes are black, its cheeks are full, its hair band is as complete as a beard, and its expression is quiet, with the brilliance of China people, but it is not as beautiful as Westerners.
You are a great man. Its body is particularly beautiful and spacious. If there were no static flame of wax and the light of the morning star, the speaker would be surprised.
Its breath is heavy and turbid, and its sorrow is quiet and light, and it is deified. ...
(1) Pei Dehua Fen, translated by German composer Beethoven (1770-1827).
(2) southern Qin Fang, namely the word symphony Sinfonie (German), Sinfonia (Italian) and symphony.
Transliteration of (French).
(3) Wagner, translated by German composer Wagner (1813-1883).
④ Oprah, that is, the transliteration of the word opera.
(5) Michelangelo, a sculptor in the heyday of the Italian Renaissance (1475— 1564),
Painter.
⑥ Vedra, translated by Whistler (1834— 1903), an American painter, has lived in Britain for a long time.
⑦ Crowe (1796— 1875) is a French painter.
Shang also said that her sharp eyes seemed to penetrate directly into the depths of your spiritual building and uncover all your secrets together.
So he said she was something congenial and fairy-like, and she looked at you, not at your surface, but at your heart, but she
But the main thing is to explore your connotation, not to collect it purposefully, but to sympathize and understand. You will naturally feel in front of her.
The necessity of being careless with her; You don't have to tell her, and she won't be surprised if you tell her. She won't blame or encourage,
She won't praise or come up with any ideas for material benefits. She just listens silently and tells you about her after listening.
Your idea of being above beauty and evil-truth.
If this passage comes from a long-term friendship, I certainly won't realize that I have only been close to her 120 minutes.
But I dare say that in her eyes, these words are not only impossible, but also very affectionate.
So that night I sat with her on the blue velvet sofa, and the quiet light gently covered her wonderful whole body. I think I am infected.
As if she were hypnotized, she was just fascinated by the wonderful eyes of her god, the light waves like her sword, the sound waves like beautiful music, and the raging showers.
Just like pouring water on my spiritual building, even if I felt consciously at that time, it was just like Katz listening to the cuckoo's cry:
My heart hurts, and I feel sleepy and numb.
I feel as if I had drunk hemlock.
……
"This is not because I am jealous of your happiness.
But too happy in your happiness. "②
1) Katz, translated by Keats (1795— 182 1), an English poet.
The main idea of Keats' poems is: "My heart is aching,/Sleepiness and numbness are tormenting my senses/just like.
I swallowed hemlock/.../not because I was jealous of your luck/but because I got too much happiness from your happiness. "
The beauty of Mansfield's voice is another miracle. A note emanated from her fragile vocal cords.
In my accustomed secular ears, it reveals a magical artistic conception. As if the stars in the blue sky poured in one after another.
Now Just like listening to music. Although I have never heard of it in my life, I always feel that something I smell may be there.
In the dream, maybe in a previous life. She not only arouses the beauty of your hearing, but also seems to touch you directly.
Silent pain, gentle your semi-frozen hope, washes away your common fatigue that hinders your spirit and increases your emotional appeal of spiritual happiness;
It's like whispering in the soul's ear the news of heaven that you can't ponder. When I think back, I can't help but move inside.
The sadness of gratitude is less than zero tears; She did leave, and her voice, voice and smile disappeared like a rainbow. I can only learn Ab.
T. vogler ② ② masturbation, piety:
Whose voice has been issued, but each one.
When eternal affirmation, live for melody.
The concept of an hour.
……
Enough for him to hear once; We will.
Take your time. ③
Miracles, miracles, magical things.
② Abt vogler, translated by French composer Abt vogler (1749— 18 14).
Her voice is gone, but we all live for this sweet voice.
When eternity proves the existence of time ... it is enough for him to listen to this voice once; We will hear it again soon. "
Mansfield, like I said before, this is a disease.