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Penguin was published on July 7, 2009 1 2 1: 10 Read (9) Comments (1)

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His body trembled slightly, as if it shone slightly in the moonlight, and his voice was clear. "It's windy at night. Go and close the window. " The light and familiar tone seems to be still in those years. My heart was soft and sour, so I went to the window and closed the window sash. He said softly, "Look at the pattern on that window carefully. Is it suitable for this occasion? 」

The window is carved with dense and exquisite patterns, the drunken face is hollowed out with acacia flowers, and the stamens are painted with fine gold powder. Even after so long, the color is as bright as ever. This bright red and golden yellow is very similar to the wedding season. He went on to say, "The mother princess likes acacia flowers, so when the father built the tung flower platform, he asked the window sash to pick the flowers and hollow them out. Albizia Albizia is a very gentle and long name. 」

I smiled. "Didn't you plant acacia everywhere in the past? 」

He nodded, his face was foggy and dark, with the bright color of morning light, and smiled and said, "We are very happy together, aren't we?" I grew up in Tonghuatai and didn't return to Ziao City until the death of Queen Zhao Xian, so I always saw the love and joy of my parents. 」

"I also envy the feelings between the first emperor and Shu Fei. 」

His amber eyes seem to be covered with a thin frost. "No matter how much my father loves his mother princess, he can't be alone with her. Unfortunately, I can't do it either.

I'm sorry for Jingxian, I'm sorry for the lingering sound, and I'm sorry for you. 』

The burning pain in my heart forced me to let go of Shu Fei's reserve. I quickly pressed her lips with my cold fingers. "Don't say such things, I know. 』

He shook his head. "No, Jing Xian is actually very smart. He noticed the difference between you and me and the lingering sound. She really wanted to ask me, but she never asked me. She just gradually likes to imitate your clothes and talk. She has been trying to please me. Finally, she begged me to have a baby for her. 』

I held my breath and said softly, "Xiaoyu will be more like me if she imitates me." 』

He nodded slightly and felt guilty. "Echoes, he is proud and contradictory. She desperately wants to get pity from hiding like you, but she is most afraid of being your shadow like you, so all she gets is my pity. 』

There is a layer of coolness on the skin, which seems to overflow from the bone marrow and can't stop. I sighed sadly. "Maybe back to the beginning, we will all regret the choices we made that day." Maybe if we took another road, we wouldn't be so deeply involved as we are now. 』

He took a deep breath and the warm amber in his eyes gradually sank. "The only thing I regret in my life is that I went to Kanluoji to read the imperial edict to welcome you back to the palace. Son, that was an unforgivable mistake in my life. 』

Sake evokes half of my mutilated face, just like my mutilated life. I held back the cold tears in my eyes and looked at him quietly: "Qing, even if the wind in my heart keeps blowing to you, I will go against the wind." Everything is destiny takes a hand, and I won't resent you. " 』

He smiled gently, but the sadness in his eyes deepened. "I can't get the person I longed for all my life, but I failed two innocent women. It's really unbearable! 』

I put a chopstick, osmanthus lotus root, in his dish and tried to smile: "This is the place where my late emperor and Princess Shugui were affectionate in those days, and it is also your former residence. Why do you always say these sad things? " 』

His white fingers played with the wine lamp, but there was not a drop of wine in it. His voice was calm but not excited. "I'm afraid I won't say it again, and I won't be in a hurry in the future!" 』

My heart was shocked, and the silver chopsticks in my hand suddenly slipped and made a harsh sound on the table. Like a bunch of thorns and dense cones, I can't help but blurt out, "nonsense!" " 』

He just looked as usual, and the corners of his mouth raised a gentle arc. "Isn't it? I met you at a banquet in the palace. It's hard to contact you. How can you talk like that? I haven't had a dinner party for decades, and I never have time to tell you. 』

I listened to his explanation, only a little peace of mind, with a gentle tone, "are fathers, there is nothing taboo to talk like this! 』

"I'm just afraid of missing it again." His face is as calm as a pool of water. "When I was a child, in spring and summer, it was common for mom and dad to join hands to enjoy flowers and whisper to each other. At that time, the flowers of Tangdi were like snow, and the tung flowers were as light as purple as fog, but this year's flowers withered too early, and I missed the flowering period and couldn't see it. 』

Four eyes met and there was a moment of silence.

Wan Li Road, Tonghua, I can't even speak Korean.

After all, it is a dream that will never come true. Just like between me and him, what I get is always just a miss.

I shook my head gently: "I don't want to hear this. 』

He laughs like snow? Sunny colors, "a lifetime contract is always good." 』

My heart is melting away, only those gentle enough to fill all the shortcomings and emptiness in this life. I chuckled, "Pipa is royal, and the years are quiet." 』

May be too happy, raise your glass and drink it in one gulp. He turned the empty lamp over and showed it to me with a big smile on his face. "Look, I have finished it all. 』

I glanced at the bright colors in the wine, and with a happy and satisfied smile, I looked up and drank it without hesitation. As thin as a wisp of wine and as flexible as a snake's throat. I smile like a flower. Show it to him. I am as happy as a child. "This is a cup, I don't have a drop left. 』

He smiled slightly, so bright and sincere smile made me feel infinitely warm. He nodded. "That's great. 」

My hand hangs down and stops on the cool desktop in a quiet posture, like a thin white sunset. Cold wine has poured into my mouth, my throat, and finally reached my heart and invaded my five internal organs.

But at this moment, I am extremely satisfied and have no regrets in this life.

The night is as cool as the water over the Moon Lake, and as soft and colorful. I heard the wind blowing through the branches with a clear voice, like the sound of black and white impermanence approaching. I looked at him with lust, trying to remember his last smile.

I hope he doesn't blame me.

It's just that for a long time, there was only that kind of utter despair and coolness in my heart, but no pain attacked my body. My breathing is still steady and slightly urgent.

His eyebrows trembled violently, like a flame stirred by the wind, and he jumped up before he wanted to go out. He held out his hand to me, "son, let me hug you again. 」

It is the warmth he gave me at last, and it is also the last thing I can ask. My body can't help approaching like him. What happened? I'm going to die, as long as he's alive.

I fell into his arms, his thin skin was close to me again, and my heart was completely quiet. I whispered, "Han Er was very naughty when she was a child. He is really smart, unlike Linxi, who has been quiet and calm since childhood. They moved quietly, but Xue Ao, I still don't know what her temper is. Of the three brothers and sisters, she is the most beautiful ... "

My lips trembled slightly and I couldn't go on. I can't think about my children. I only know that tiger poison doesn't eat children, and Ling Xuan won't embarrass four children after all. I closed my eyes, like a delicate sunset glow growing from his arms, and the past gradually came to my mind. "Qing, I want to go back to Ling Yunfeng." 」

He seemed to nod his head again, and a warm liquid slipped from his jaw, drop by drop, and slowly landed on my bare collarbone and poured into the plain white lotus tube.

I slowly reached out to wipe, softly: "Qing, why are you crying?" 』

In the mist of tears, I saw my fingertips bright red, as if a very sharp knife quickly crossed my heart. I looked up in great pain, only to see the bright red wound from his lip corner to my collarbone, rubbing my chest.

My tears rolled down endlessly and seemed to burn me out in an instant. I turned my head in fear and grabbed my glass in panic. His eyebrows wrinkled slightly because of the severe pain. He held my hand and tried to smile calmly. "No, I have changed your cup. 」

The deep red wine residue magnetized the white bottom of the cup again, and it hurt my eyes like a tip of a needle. I can't believe it. I whispered sadly, "How come?" 』

"You and I met today is the first day, want to make a promise? I saw your reluctance when you moved the hip flask. Even if your fingers are still in the cage and sleeve, I can still detect the difference between left and right. A pot of wine is poisonous, and I may not be completely ignorant of the tricks in the palace. Besides, your brother is a gentleman, and he asked you to come alone. It feels different in peacetime. 』

His voice was heavy and warm, like new cotton wrapped around me shivering with cold. "When I told you to close the window, you and I had already changed our glasses. I don't want to embarrass you. 』

The freezing cold and shock in the body gradually turned into a large piece of ice, a hard lump, which rolled on the heart and rolled around, crushing the heart that was already full of carrion and abscess. My voice is not like my own, crying: "no! I am the one who will die! If I die, there is always a way out if you kill me. 』

His head held mine tightly. "Since I brought you back from Mog, my brother has killed his heart. I can't escape! " ! "More blood spilled from his lips, and he smiled." I knew this day would come. If you really pass me this poisoned wine, it won't hurt. Protecting yourself is your choice. Son, if I can't protect you from now on, you must know how to protect yourself. 」

I struggled, "I'll call Wen, you are quick to vomit wine, Wen will save you! 」

His eyes gradually drifted away, and the moonlight leaked from the pane covered with plain gauze, gently stroking his cheek, making his face as white and thin as dusk flowers, and the smell of death invaded his skin, and his lips were deeply dyed red. "The poison in the palace is terrible. Once you take it, you will die." "He struggled to stretch out his hand to wipe my tears," son, don't cry, waiting for you to go out, if your brother sees you crying, he will be angry with you. 」

"Well, I don't cry. I nodded desperately, trying to listen to him and wipe away my tears, but the more tears I wiped, the more I could not wipe them off.

He reached out and hugged me with difficulty, trying to stretch my face twisted with pain. "Son, don't be sad after my death. You have to promise me one thing, you must protect yourself and live safely. " His breathing is a little short, like a gentle west wind, and the fallen leaves are swept away. "Snow spirit, the child is really like you. You have your children, you must live well. " He sighed gently, "I'm sorry. Son, I can't protect you later than you. 」

I shook my head desperately. "no! Don't! Qing, not saying goodbye to Ling Yunfeng has become a lifelong mistake. I beg you, don't leave me again! I am your wife, I don't want to be in the palace, you take me away, take me away! 」

His feeble hand trembled and kissed my cheek, so the cold fingertips no longer had his usual warm temperature. He struggled to burst into a misty smile. "If I have you, I will have no regrets in my life!" " "His voice trailed off." In my heart, you will always be my only wife ... "

Tears flooded my cheeks, and the moonlight was white and dizzy, like a ferocious tooth, biting my throat and hurting my heart. Throwing caution to the wind, I whispered in his ear, "Yuhan, Linxi and Xuebo are all yours ..."

Almost at the same moment, his head gently slipped from my shoulder blade and slowly fell into my arms. He just stopped quietly in my arms, without a breath.

The night windbreaker opened the window bit by bit. In the cold moonlight, I saw a lush little white flower in the corner of the platform, and the vines were green and lovely. The flower branches are as slender as women's eyebrows, the flowers are quietly filled with heroic spirit, plain and white, and the thin petals are covered with pure dew, which is delicate and unbearable.

It seems that his clear voice slowly sounded behind him: "Don't you know what this flower is? 」

You won't ask me this question again.

He's dead.

There was warm blood on his chest, which gradually cooled down.

Just like my heart, it has lost its warm temperature forever.

He died, the person I loved and cared about all my life. He died for me, in my arms.

My face is close to his. It's been a long time. We haven't been so close.

But he died. Never talk to me again, never look at me with such gentle eyes to comfort me, and never write poetry, play the piano or play the flute with me again.

Sauvignon Blanc and dragons can't be together forever after all. It's a long night, because Sauvignon Blanc is inspiring, like a dose of poison, slowly eroding my mind, and my mind has become an empty shell, and I can never get rid of it.

The Yuanyang carved in clay turned into red notes, surrounded by phoenix patterns. With its white head as the basis of reunion, the meaning of Feng Huang Yu Fei, and the black pattern of Tilia amurensis, the flowers are tightly gathered together, which is the meaning of having many children and lasting love.

Wedding ceremony.

Xuanqing Zhen Xuan

A lifetime agreement is always good.

May the harp be in the palace and the years be quiet.

For me, the years have been fragmented and there is no quiet year. However, I can't even die with him.

For a long time, I don't know how long it took, and his body was completely cold in his arms. My cold lips kissed his equally cold forehead, and my heart was so painful that I felt nothing. I stood up listlessly and slowly opened the door of the temple. A ray of moonlight fell on me without stopping, making the whole person frozen like frost.

A hundred paces away, the bright light of the blade stung me hard to open my eyes. I turned my head and was surrounded by cold armor. It was Chang Li's voice. He trotted forward to hold my weak feet. He has mixed feelings of sadness and joy. "Empress out! 」

I pointed to those weapons and asked, "What is that? 」

Chang Li embarrassedly bowed his head, turned out to be the guard of the palace with summer. He gave a respectful military salute with his fist and said, "In the imperial edict, if the empress comes out, she will read the imperial edict;" If anyone comes out besides the queen, whoever the queen is will be killed! 」

Xia Cao made a gesture of raising his hand and dropping his sword. I saw a hey, Ling Xuan, he is determined to win, and he has a thorough plan!

My voice seems too quiet to be my own. "I am safe and sound, I have come out." 」

Cao Xia leaned his head behind me and asked, "So ..."

I bit my lip for a long time and said coldly, "King Qinghe died suddenly. 」

Cao Xia smiled contentedly and said to Li Changdao, "Please read the imperial edict. 」

When Li Chang saw his fierce tower, he couldn't help shivering and took out the imperial edict that had already been prepared. "Shu Fei ZhenShi listen to the purport-"

I knelt down blankly, and I heard Chang Li's shrill voice jump into my ear word by word. "The palace is immoral, and the Sixth Institute of Remote Sensing is an example of inaction. The heart is chartered and the volume is a noble lady." I admire that. 」

Chang Li helped me up, quietly wiped the tears from the corner of my eyes, and reluctantly smiled: "Congratulations, Empress, this is an unprecedented happy event-"

"Ah-ah-",a crow floating in the silent sky, I clearly know that there is one thing I have lost forever.

Chang Li helped me to the stage in Tonghua, and said, "The emperor knew that the empress was tired, so he specially held a banquet to wait for her in the water green south fumigation hall. 」

The night wind is very strong, bulging my wide sleeves and dancing like a butterfly, which is also a dead butterfly. A purple tung flower fell gently from the branch, and the broken part of the flower stem was covered with thin yellow juice. With a soft "jump-"sound, it landed in my blood-stained chest sleeve, and I picked it up casually, only feeling like this fallen flower, without any support.

I slipped and rolled off the Tonghua platform. Chang Li screamed sharply, "Empress-"

My right knee hurts badly, and I suddenly remembered my mother's words when I fainted. The red dance is for the man you love.

I know, I will never dance again.

On May 17th, 27th year of Gan Yuan, Wang Xuanqing of Qinghe died of sudden illness in Tonghuatai. On May 27th, the 27th year of Gan Yuan, Wang Zhen of Qinghe, a side princess, touched the coffin and wept bitterly and died.

On that day, when Chang Li came back from Qinghe Wang Fu, his face was still full of tears. "Hidden princess cried and fainted several times. When it was time to cover the coffin, the hidden princess bumped into it and her blood splashed three feet. At that time, Princess Shui was still alive. She climbed into the coffin of the report, hugged the report tightly, and then bit her tongue. Only then did I understand the meaning of the hidden princess, that is, sleeping in the same cave with the king, sharing life and death. 」

I was reciting the "Death Curse" in front of the Buddha. I was shocked when I heard this. My hand was not strong enough, and the Canaanite beads in my hand were scattered all over the floor. The tears that I endured for several days finally fell again. I hid my face and cried.

Ten days after the great funeral, Ling Xuan ordered the sudden death of King Qinghe, whose hands and feet were broken. I was sad in my heart, so I reburied him, and Wang Shizi of Qinghe was raised by Wang Pingyang. Ling Xuan cried several times for the death of King Qinghe, wasting his diet and losing a lot of weight in a few days. Ling Xuan was sentimental about Xuanqing's border defense, and he broke down from overwork. So a decree was issued to increase the number of troops by one million and two thousand, and the Sixth Army offered condolences and sacrifices to King Qinghe.

When I heard the will, my injured leg could walk slowly. Doctor Tai says it's okay to walk, but you can't dance or run any more. I just stood quietly in the study of the water-green Nanxuntang, clutching the piles of books I happened to see, which were the piles of books of Ling Xuan.

A thick stack of letters from home, every word written by Xuanqing personally, expressed condolences to Wang Fu's recent situation, and told Yu Yin and Cher to take care of themselves. Every word is plain and gentle, and it is an extended T-shirt. It's just that at the end of every letter from home, there are always three words written in the most neat small print-Ann?

Echoes of replies are often very long, beautifully written and peaceful, with only acacia between the lines. At the end of the letter, there is a small three-character hairpin-Shu Fei 'an.

Signing a contract is a long two years, spring, summer, autumn and winter. Across the four seasons.

Silently choked, layers of sadness came to my mind, the pain was unstoppable, and tears fell. Big drops of tears fell on the beautiful clothes of the imperial concubine and the imperial concubine, dizzy with mottled tears, and soon they were submerged in silk embroidery.

Chang Li stood quietly behind me and answered softly, "I have found out that these letters from home were given to the emperor by the empress Xianfei. After reading it, the emperor asked someone to copy the words of the prince to encourage him to go to the palace and the hidden princess, and so did the letter from the hidden princess. " 」

It suddenly occurred to me that the round fan that was left on the edge of the ruins in Ling Xuan that day belonged to Hu Yunrong. She was a virtuous princess.

Chang Li was worried. "Xianfei and empress are aiming at the next position, and they regard empress as a thorn in their side and plot against her repeatedly. The queen can't be careful. 」

My nails were pinched into my palm, and I whispered, "I know." 」

The original address copied from my Q space is also/s/indexlist _1250741203 _ 2.html. The full text is in A Zi's blog.

You just want to read the rest? ! I just want to see the previous one. . . Xuanqing is dead. . . But the ending is acceptable. One of the five extracurricular articles explains the emotional connection between everyone.