You think too much, there are too many unhappy people in the world, and Ma Yun is not necessarily destined to be a winner in life when he is born. You should know what "no pains, no gains" means. As for your saying that relatives and parents don't like it, I don't think so. What happened to relatives? It's hard to say. Parents should basically be more ambitious unless you do something that makes your parents too sad. Sometimes when negative energy is strong, people will have a bad influence on all judgments. Maybe when you are frustrated, your parents' sternness will be regarded as disgust by you. Another time, another mood, and then see. There may be different receipts.

In view of your present situation, I'll give you some suggestions:

Now that the New Year has just passed, you can try to find a job, such as delivering food. I feel good. As long as you can read the map and work hard enough, you should earn a lot in a month. Or you can work as a waiter at the wedding hotel first. People who have been married for a short time earn more money, and they can earn more money. At least, he should earn some living expenses first, and don't always want to ask for money from his family.

Think about what you know, what you can do, what skills you have, what classmates can help you, and what friends can help you, that is, sum up your strengths and weaknesses, fully understand yourself, position yourself well, and then slowly surpass your position. For example, you are now positioned as a fast food deliveryman, do it well first, and then slowly change yourself. Maybe the future food delivery emperor is you.

Tell your parents that you are safe, what do you want to do, and make a life plan recently. You can find a realistic goal to accomplish it. For example, I'm going to deliver food this month and earn 5000 yuan, or I'm going to be a bath worker and earn 4000 yuan. Don't think it hurts my self-esteem. To put it bluntly, you may not be able to compete with those people in positions you don't care about. Let my parents rest assured first.

Finally, it is to realize your life plan step by step.

To put it bluntly, I'm also planning my own life now. Although it's not going well, I don't think I can see the real rainbow without going through the storm. I hope you can try to change your view of life and really have a goal that suits you.