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In the new school, there are many people from China in my class, all of whom are younger than me. With a little conceit of just going abroad and the freshness of just entering the university, we all sat together and laughed. I sat in the front row with the Italians, and all the excitement had nothing to do with me.
I have always wanted to be particularly needed by others, which seems to be the key point of my self-knowledge. The feeling of clinging to living together is really needed by the other party.
I thought that when I came to Milan and lived with Giada, everything would be the same as when we first came to Italy. We were inseparable.
I was wrong. She has a boyfriend. Although that person has betrayed her emotionally, she still wants to be with her. I can't convince her.
So I'll give you enough space. As before, when you need me, I am your closest friend in this world. If you need me to give you space, I will leave you a shoulder. When that person breaks your heart again, you can hold this shoulder.
In retrospect, before I was alone in another city, Giada quarreled with her boyfriend and called me. She didn't say anything. She kept crying and crying. I was so distressed that I tried to persuade her not to look back. I said, be good, don't cry. Once the thing of love is dirty, even if you try hard to fill it, it will not help. In fact, I also understand, fuck. ...