Knowing that the news of Xia Chu's marriage is in the circle of friends, looking at those loving wedding photos is so dazzling. My hands are shaking, my nose is sore, my eyes are red and my heart hurts. I still have no future. I cried when we broke up. Now that I'm married, I still cry.

Well, you finally married someone else, so I'm dead. This may be the last time I shed tears for you, I swear, but I also know that if swearing is useful, there will not be so many scenes of breaking up in this world, let alone tragedies.

I first met Xia Chu in the corridor on the sixth floor of the teaching building. I am watching the sunset. I want to photograph the mood of the sunset with my mobile phone. When I was looking for an angle with my mobile phone, Xia Chu ran into the picture. I press the shutter of my mobile phone, and the sunset, teenagers and distant mountains are always fixed in the picture. The boy is wearing a white T-shirt and is very tall. This is my first impression in early summer. I didn't go to say hello. After all, we don't know each other. He didn't turn to look at me. He just stood at the end of the corridor and looked into the distance.

Soon, I had forgotten about the sunset boy. After more than a month, I looked through the photos in my mobile phone and saw the photos of the sunset. Suddenly I really want to know who the sunset teenager is. There is a force that drives me. That afternoon was the same time, the same place, the same sunset, but this time I was not watching the sunset, but looking forward to seeing the teenagers. The sun has set, but the person I was waiting for didn't show up. I am very disappointed.

02

I was just about to turn around and leave when he appeared beside me, still wearing that white T-shirt, with a little long hair. I was so excited that I forgot the fact that we didn't know each other at all.

I said nervously and hurriedly, "Hey, long time no see!"

He was a little surprised and said, "Are you talking to me?"

I smiled and said, "Of course, is there a third person besides you?"

He seemed even more puzzled: "Do we know each other?"

I said, "You don't know me, but I know you!"

I took out my mobile phone and showed him the photos of sunset. He looked at the photo and smiled and said, "I'm so charming, you actually photographed me?"

I said, "Who took it for you? Obviously, you took my photo secretly, so I reluctantly took one for you. "

He said, "Well, it's interesting to meet you. Let's make friends. My name is Xia Chu, and you? "

I said, "Sumo! Do you often watch sunsets here? " .

Early summer said, "Well, coming here when I'm in a bad mood can calm me down."

I smiled and said, "If you are unhappy, just say it and make me happy." .

Xia Chu smiled: "You are so funny!"

I said, "Everyone says so."

03

In this way, Xia Chu and I met. That year, we were sophomores, and the plot of meeting was a bit of an idol drama, but this may be the doomed fate. I am the kind of girl who loves someone and will take the initiative to pursue it, but I will never force it. If you want to love brave enough to love, if you don't, you can leave. I admit that since that meeting, I have a good impression on early summer. I believe that Su Mo will be a very important person for early summer for a long time to come.

I often invite Xia Chu to play basketball, badminton and volleyball ... I will invite Xia Chu to play all kinds of balls, and he is also very cooperative. I'm sure Xia Chu also has a crush on me. Girls have the strongest sixth sense. Occasionally, I will be invited to dinner, drink milk tea and take a walk on campus in early summer.

One night, when we were walking on the runway, I took Xia Chu's hand and said, "I like you." Someone told me that if you like someone, you should express yourself bravely and don't leave regrets. Do you like me too? "

Xia Chu seems a little surprised at my sudden confession. He looked me in the eye and said, "I like you, too."

I kissed Xia Chu's forehead gently. That was the first time I kissed a boy on the forehead. Although I pretended to be calm on the surface, my heart was already choppy. That night, I completely lost sleep, maybe I was too happy, or maybe I felt too unreal.

04

Since then, the corridor on the 6th floor has become our dating base, where we have left many wonderful memories, such as opening our hearts to each other for the first time, watching meteors for the first time, fantasizing about each other's future for the first time, hugging and kissing for the first time. ...

After falling in love, I usually don't pay attention to constellations, but I actually gossip to observe whether Virgo and Pisces are a good match. I don't like to wear skirts at ordinary times, so I put on all kinds of beautiful skirts; I have short hair, and I have long hair since then; I also learned to make soup and cook ... this is who I am after I fell in love with early summer. Although I don't like myself very much, I am really happy.

After being with early summer, I often like to step on the shadow of early summer when I walk. Early summer asked me, "Why do you like stepping on my shadow?"

I said, "I heard that if you step on a person's shadow, you will never be separated from that person." This is what July said to An Sheng. I like Anne Baby very much, and I like July and An Sheng ".

Xia Chu smiled and said, "You don't have to step on my shadow. I will never leave you in my life."

When I like someone, it's really strange. I will believe some inexplicable love legends. I gave Xia Chu a heart-shaped lock on his birthday. I heard that you can lock a person up and never change his opinion of you.

Xia Chu smiled when he got the birthday present. He said, "Su Mo, you are so superstitious".

I said angrily, "Don't laugh at me".

Early summer said, "How can a lock lock a person's heart? I don't need a lock, and I will never change my mind about you. " He held me in his arms and touched my head with his hand. I don't know why, but I'm a little sad to hear that in early summer.

05

I know that in our love, I am the one who pays the most and loves more. Because of this, I occasionally get angry with Xia Chu, and sometimes I deliberately don't answer his phone to see if he will call again; I was late for my date on purpose. See if he's worried about me When I go shopping, I often deliberately fall behind, which makes him very anxious ... all the small-tempered things I do are to prove that I am his favorite person in the world!

Early summer is really good to me. He tolerates all my little temper. Every time I go to dinner, the food I order is my favorite; I don't want to get up for dinner when it's cold. He can cook and send it to me at the gate of the girls' dormitory. I have a cold, and he will take me to buy medicine without saying anything, instead of letting me drink more hot water; What moved me most was that we went to the movies together one night. After watching it, we walked out of the cinema. I deliberately separated from him in the crowd. He was very anxious to find me. He looked around and shouted, "Su Mo, Su Mo, Su Mo ..." I looked at him anxiously, with my nose sour and tears streaming down my face.

I walked over and patted him on the shoulder and he held me in his arms. "Where have you been? I was so worried. It's almost evening 12 o'clock. What if you are caught by a bad guy? "

I touched his head with my hand: "Fool, I was joking with you. I thought I scared you. " .

He looked me in the eye and said seriously and loudly, "I won't make such jokes in the future." If there is another time, I really ignore you. "

That was the first time I saw Xia Chu so worried about me, and it was also the first time I saw Xia Chu lose his temper with me. Although he was scolded, I felt extremely happy.

06

Xia Chu touched me a lot. He was the first person to take me to see the snow, the first person to learn to cook soup for me, and the first person to say that he would marry me.

I also naively thought that I would marry early summer in a few years, and I wouldn't marry early summer, but fate always likes to play jokes on people. I broke up when I graduated from senior three. I broke up. Xia Chu wants to go to Shanghai for development after graduation. Going to Shanghai is my dream in early summer, but I want to go to Guangzhou, which is close to my hometown and a developed city, but we won't let anyone.

I simply said, "Why don't we break up first?"

Xia Chu said, "I don't agree with who broke up with you."

I deliberately left one day earlier than Xia Chu, who came to see me off that day. He said: "Give me information when you arrive in Guangzhou, and be safe on the road. This is water and food, remember to eat on the way. " .

I said, "Early summer, if you let me stay, I will stay".

However, Xia Chu said nothing. I left without looking back. In fact, I dare not look back. I am afraid that once I turn around, I will not have the courage to leave. I will be soft-hearted and inseparable from him. That day, I cried all the way

If Xia Chu said that day, "Su Mo, you stay, or I won't part with you", I would not hesitate to stay and go to Shanghai with him. Actually, I don't want to go to Guangzhou that much. I just bet Xia Chu in my mind that "he will give up going to Shanghai for me, even if he asks me to go to Shanghai with him." If he really loves me so much, he will give up ",but he did nothing but say" respect my decision and support me ".

After I arrived in Guangzhou, I sent a message to Xia Chu, who replied to me quickly, asking me to take care of myself and inform him as soon as possible if there is anything.

Later, I stopped taking the initiative to contact Xia Chu. Xia Chu contacts me occasionally, and I sometimes pretend not to see it. In fact, every time I see his news, I am very excited, but I am also angry with myself. I always feel that Xia Chu doesn't love me enough, and girls' intuition about love is very accurate.

07

In this way, we seldom contact, I don't take the initiative to find him, and he rarely looks for me. But I will find out his news from other people's mouths, I will secretly look through his circle of friends, and I will always pay attention to his latest developments, whether he is doing well, whether his work is smooth, and whether there are new girls. ...

I often unconsciously mention his name, and my girlfriends always call me a loser. "If you like, go and get him back. Don't look so infatuated and uncomfortable. " Every time I am speechless, I bravely pursue love, but I will never pester you. I always believe that if Xia Chu loves me enough, he will come to Guangzhou to find me. I bowed to him countless times. Can't he just bow to me?

Sometimes you can really risk your life for love, but sometimes you will haggle over every ounce and be insatiable about love. Why can't the other person love me more? People are always so selfish.

Xia Chu gradually faded out of my life, but he has always lived in my heart. I have always fantasized that one day he will always come to Guangzhou to find me. He once loved me. He embraces all my little temper and knows all my preferences. He also said that he would marry me. Yes, he said he would marry me.

But three years later, I didn't wait until early summer to marry me, but I waited until early summer to marry another girl. Looking at their sweet wedding photos, the small videos in the circle of friends at the wedding scene, and their kisses in the audience's boos, everything is so ironic. The man who said he would never change his mind for me said he would marry me. Now he is married to another girl.

My heart suddenly became very relaxed and empty. Although it hurts a little, it's really good. In early summer, you finally married someone else, so I gave up. I can finally let myself go. I wish you happiness. I really, really hope you will be happy.

I said to myself, sumo, you are free!