This book was bought by my mother from the bookstore that year. I don't remember. I just remember seeing it at first sight. It seems that I was caught. This book has magic power, which made me like it at once. I really have a soft spot for Niu Niu. I read the other books once and put them in the corner. I can't put them down. Every time I read them, I can blend into Niu Niu's life and cry for her miserable life of only one and a half years. Today, I opened Niu Niu again, and once again experienced the feeling of grief when the author (Niu Niu's father) lost her daughter, and Niu Niu lingered on the brink of death.
1On April 20th, 990, my father welcomed his daughter Niu Niu to the beautiful world with great joy. Niu Niu seems to be full of curiosity about all this, from the abdominal wall opened by her mother to her first cry in this world. Bad cold? Swing? Say dusk? What happened to coal and sand? Huang Fang? Hey ⅲ? Huanben? 5. Which Q? Page 3V, wake up? Why didn't you tell me you were unemployed? It's hard to be loyal to a ship.
But this quiet and happy life didn't last long. A news suddenly brought Niu Niu's family to the abyss of despair. Just as Niu Niu was approaching the full moon, as usual, her mother was nursing. Suddenly, her mother froze. Instead of patting Niu Niu's ass and carrying her to the bed, she hurriedly carried Niu Niu to the lamp and looked at her pupils. Dad thought Niuniu's left eye was abnormal, so he took Niuniu to an authoritative eye hospital. The result of the exam was shocking. Niu Niu has a congenital malignant fundus tumor, and the possibility that the baby will get this disease is one in ten thousand-Niu Niu will not live long. If operated, the prognosis will be very poor.
From then on, everyone was silent. Only Niu Niu lay quietly in her father's arms as usual, still with those big black and bright eyes that were terminally ill. Give a crisp smile from time to time. But the father holding her was in tears. In my father's view, colorful balloons and toys hanging above the cradle may become sacrificial banners and float in the air. Every doll's clothes may become a shroud, and every child's blanket may become a shroud. Maybe the sick baby is beautiful and smart. Niu Niu quickly learned to speak. She especially likes the word "music". Whenever she thinks of music, she can't help dancing.
Niu Niu started the treatment. During the treatment, her left eye was completely blind, and Niu Niu seemed so eager for the light. Whenever the sun rises, Niu Niu waves to the sun and shouts, "Hello, hello!" " It is this that makes mom and dad even more sad. After a while, Niu Niu went blind in her right eye. Every day, she muttered to herself, "Liangliang is gone, Liangliang is gone." Niu Niu's tumor is getting bigger and bigger, which has affected her eating and talking. Niu Niu closed her eyes all day and sobbed on the shoulders of adults. Sometimes she cried all over and twitched, changing her posture back and forth, but she couldn't get rid of the pain. Occasionally, she will call out several words she has learned, such as "Dad", "Mom", "Mirror" and "Le", but more often she will call her own name, and "Niu Niu Niu" will be connected in a string. Gradually, Niu Niu began to have difficulty breathing. Every time, she struggled to open her mouth and sucked the air greedily.
Fate is such a torment, and the end has finally arrived. One night, Niu Niu wanted her father to play music to ease her pain, but suddenly she reached out and grabbed her mother's arm and approached her with a sigh. Then her hand relaxed, her whole body twitched violently and she stopped breathing. ...
Niu Niu died in199111.7.
The story is over. Perhaps, this ending is unacceptable to everyone. Niu Niu became an angel and returned to heaven. Niu Niu is like an epiphyllum. Although life is so short, it is the most beautiful smiling face in the world.
Niu Niu wakes up, rubbing her eyes, ah! She can see everything again, and the pain has disappeared. She sat on the endless green grass. The grass is really beautiful, the flowers are in full bloom, and the boundless green is inlaid with colorful flowers. The sky shines like sapphire, and the world is full of strange light. This must be heaven! It turned out that everything was just a dream. Suddenly, beautiful sounds came from all directions, as if all the flowers were singing. Niu Niu listened attentively and blurted out a word she had vaguely learned in her dream: "Music."
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