This is the first time that Chen Ou walked into her bedroom. The wedding night was in Swan Castle. He slept with her in two bedrooms separated by a door. Because the Swan Castle is too big, they have lived here since they left the hospital, and he has never been in this room before tonight.
Her bedroom is sea blue, with light blue floral wallpaper and a blue round bed. There is a bouquet of white lilies in the vase on the bedside table, and there are two photo frames beside it. One frame is a photo of her and Yin Cheng, and the other frame is stacked at the back, so the photos inside can't be seen clearly.
"Luoxi will leave here for America tomorrow," Yin turned around and stared at him, his eyes as calm as water. "The hug you saw was just a farewell, and I will never see him again."
I'll never see Rosie again.
That's her explanation, so he shouldn't mind anymore, should he? He has married her, and everything is a foregone conclusion. With her personality, she will never have anything to do with Luo again, so he is the winner and Luo is the loser. Why does he care so much? ......
When Yin Cheng returned the divorce agreement to him, he had an imaginary hope in his heart. Maybe this marriage can continue, maybe he can stay with her forever. However, when I saw her and Lohee hugging in the snow, those self-deception fantasies were finally completely shattered. ......
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"Even if I break up with her in this despicable way, will she like you? Chen Ou, I tell you, Xia Mo won't like you! Not before! Not now! Even if you coerce her to marry you! "
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"Maybe I'm the one you shouldn't see again."
Some hoarse throat, Chen Ou looked at her eyes gloomily. Her eyes were calm, but they seemed too quiet, losing the vitality they should have when they were young.
"Sometimes I think I may be too strong and overbearing. If you don't have me in your life, will you be happier ... "
"No."
She shook her head blankly.
"If I didn't meet you at the age of eleven, Yin's father might lose his job, and I might be sent back to the orphanage again. I don't know what kind of family I will stay in; If I don't meet you again after five years, Cheng Xiao may not find a suitable kidney source. "
She looked at him tenderly.
"Chen Ou, if it weren't for you, I would have fallen into despair and had nowhere to go, so I am very grateful to fate for meeting you again and again."
"But ..." Chen Ou's breathing stopped, but his reason kept him from sinking completely. He said in a hoarse voice, "You once wanted me to die, but this time I coerced you and forced you to marry me with a kidney. You should hate me. "
"Those are all my faults." She looked up and said apologetically, "If I can do better, if I can convince you that there is really nothing between me and Luo six years ago, maybe those regrettable things will not happen, then who am I to condemn you?"
"..." Chen Ou alpha males.
"Today, although Luo and I just met by chance, the hug you saw was just a way to say goodbye, but you didn't know it when you saw it, and it would definitely hurt." Her eyes blurred for a moment, then she tried to smile, stared at him and said, "I want to apologize for what happened tonight." Can you-can you forgive me? "
This sudden apology shocked Chen Ou!
She is not angry, not dissatisfied with his jealousy, but wants him to be so gentle and strong, which is not what she can do before.
"You don't need to apologize to me. You didn't do anything wrong, but I kept …" He clenched his fingers and his back was stiff and straight.
"Because I don't want you to suffer any more, and I don't want to torture each other." She interrupted him with a gentle and beautiful smile. "Chen Ou, we are married, and we are already a family. Let bygones be bygones and live in peace from now on, okay? "
Is that okay? ......
The bottom of my heart was boiling, and Chen Ou stared at her deeply. Her smile is so bright and warm, just like the sea water in the sun, that he can't help but want to reach out and hug her. However, her eyes were unusually calm, as if something was buried in the deep seabed and would be buried forever.
"So, are you happy?"
The dumb voice echoed in the bedroom, and Chen Ou couldn't believe he asked. However, the sudden acceleration of the heartbeat made him understand how scared he was and how eager he was to know her answer.
"Very happy."
She answered him quickly, as if she had answered the question countless times.
"Why?"
"Because I have a home, I can stay with my family every day. My life is calm and warm, and I am as happy as I am in heaven." She said with a smile and bright eyes.
"Is that enough?"
"yes."
"Even if you marry me, do you still feel happy?"
"yes."
Hearing her answer, Chen Ou closed his eyes and couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, boiling, bitterness and pain.
"Even though, I will ask you to do something you don't want to do ..." When I opened my eyes, there was a faint burning flame in Chen Ou's eyes. He reached out and touched her long curly hair stiffly, then moved it to her white cheek.
"Do you feel happy too?"
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, but her body did not move.
"Why don't you answer me? Is it simply unacceptable? "
"Yes, you can."
Chen Ou eyes color a tight, burning breath.
"If so ..."
Looking at her shortness of breath, he couldn't help approaching her inland. Their breath is only as thin as paper, and her lips give off a warm breath. The warmth made his heart thump, and the repressed emotions burst out like a volcano!
"If so ..."
Slowly, he tried his best to control the fire in his heart, just kissed her slowly! He could feel her body tremble suddenly, and then seemed to keep calm with all her strength, but just as he was about to kiss her, she suddenly closed her eyes and her lips froze!
"You say yes!"
The flame in my heart is like being poured by ice water. Chen Ou's eyes are full of deep anger and despair! The intense pain of falling from heaven to hell forced him to kiss her desperately!
Like a burning fire, the kiss deepened, her body was stiff and trembling in his arms, and he kissed her warmly! Kiss her in despair! As if to kiss her into your body and never let her go! Rub her into your body, turn her into him, turn him into her, even if he and she are both dead, even if they turn to dust, they will be together forever!
"Chen Ou ...
In that suffocating kiss, Yin tried to wake him up, but he was tightly strapped in his iron arm. His lips were filled with madness and despair, and his struggling sobs could only be interrupted into intermittent sounds.
Until "bang", she fell back to bed heavily in suffocating dizziness. He continued to kiss her, burning the air violently, and the ceiling seemed to be spinning. She can't get rid of him. In bed, he kissed her in despair and pain. The scale of this kiss is more and more beyond her tolerance, and the air is burning like electricity!
"Chen Ou-"
Dizzy confusion and fear made her start to struggle and shout, but her brain was blank and dizzy for a while. Oxygen becomes extremely thin, and the more he kisses, the more she can feel his body as hot as a volcanic eruption! Struggling in a panic, her hand touched something cold on the bedside table, so she grabbed him in a panic, trying to wake him up, wake him up! But he suddenly reached out and hugged her, and in mid-air, her fingers had to be released feebly-
That cold thing fell on the sheets!
The dark blue curtains were slightly lifted by the night wind.
Snowflakes are falling quietly outside the window.
Eyelashes closed and trembling, pale Yin gradually gave up the struggle. It is meaningless to think about this struggle carefully, isn't it? What right does she have to refuse? It should have happened on the first night of the wedding. He has given her enough time.
Chen Ou stopped.
He looked at something on the light blue cotton sheet, which was a photo frame with him and her in it. He is wearing a black groom's dress and she is wearing a white bride's wedding dress. On the lawn outside the church, he hugged her and looked down at her deeply.
She actually-
Put this photo on the bedside table. Chen Ou Huo Ran a hot heart, like a warm current silently surging in the cold and desperate blood. At the same time, he seemed to have a dream, and was horrified to find that acrobatics had put her on the bed, with messy hair and pale face. ......
What is he doing? !
Surprise and shame exploded in his mind!
Yin also looked stupefied at the photo frame. He and she were the bride and groom in the photo, and he and she were married. He is her husband and will spend his life with her. Just now she kept telling him that even if she married him, she still felt very happy. She knows what he will ask her to do as a husband. ......
So, how can you hurt him so quickly? He is her husband and she is his wife. Didn't she accept it as early as her wedding day?
"Sorry ..."
Yin grabbed his arm to stop him from trying to leave. Her voice was low, as if it were wrapped around his ear.
"I'm the one who should say sorry."
He said in a bitter hoarse voice, trying to control the embarrassing flame still burning in his body, pulling her hand away and trying to leave her body.
"I'm sorry, I just ... it happened so fast that I wasn't ready for the moment." I don't think I heard what he said. Her chest heaved and she smiled at him. The unnatural smile on her lips was completely hidden by her. "... now. "
"You ..."
Chen Ou looked at her in surprise, unable to believe what he had heard.
Yin did not explain.
She pulled him down and kissed him on the lips. His lips were cold at the first kiss, but the flesh and blood inside seemed to burn forever. Her kiss just lit his spark. She kissed him gently, and slowly, a raging prairie fire spread between them!
"Do you know what you are doing ..."
Trying to control the blazing flame in the body, Chen Ou looked up from her lips and looked at her with dark eyes. He is confused and can't distinguish his emotions. He wants to give her happiness, even if he watches her leave, but he wants to keep her so much, even if it's only this moment at night.
"I know ..."
Her cheeks are purple, but her eyes are as clear as the sea;
"... I'm your wife. "
The dark blue curtain was blown to the corner of the window by the night wind.
It snows heavily.
Outside the house, crystal clear, snow-covered, snowflakes flying, beautiful. The room is warm as spring, and the lingering fragrance is like a drunken whisper. ......
The quiet fragrance of lilies at night.
She fell asleep peacefully, with seaweed-like long hair scattered on the pillow, snow-white arms exposed outside the quilt, a deep sleep, a faint blush on her cheeks, her body curled up like a child and her hands on her chest.
Chen Ou leaned back on the bed and looked at her.
This posture of staring at her lasted for a long time. His eyes are black and green, like the midnight forest. He wanted to touch her round white shoulders and gently cover her with a quilt. However, her innocent sleeping posture seems to be a blasphemy to her.
Is everything true? ......
That kind of joy that goes deep into the bone marrow, that kind of lingering like heaven, this night, she really became his wife. For a moment, he thought he would melt away with extreme happiness. If time stops at that moment, he can really be happy forever. ......
Reality gradually returned to him. ......
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"Even if I break up with her in this despicable way, will she like you? Chen Ou, I tell you, Xia Mo won't like you! Not before! Not now! Even if you coerce her to marry you! "
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I used to think that as long as I could keep her and imprison her by his side, he didn't care about any means. From childhood to reunion five years later, he was always like this. He believes that only he can give her happiness and only he can make her happy, so he never hesitates when he removes every obstacle between him and her.
So when did he start to be so uncertain? When Luo committed suicide, Cheng Xiao refused to have a kidney transplant, and she was in a coma for several days and nights with a high fever, he realized that his strength could push her to such a painful point that she even died. ......
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"So ..."
Luo Xi stared at him straight, her eyes were deep and black.
"Is she happy now?"
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Is she happy now? ......
In the dark, Chen Ou watched her in her sleep for a long time. She slept soundly, put her snow-white arms on her chest, and frowned slightly, as if she had had a nightmare. The whole person curled up like a little shrimp with a long green lace on his wrist.
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A long time ago, the bluestone terrace in the yard.
In the moonlight, he opened the box, and there was a green lace and a long gorgeous pattern in it, which was blown out gently by the sawfly.
"In the future, tie it every day."
"Why?"
"Only in front of me can you send it three times." He took the tape from her hand, leaned down gently and tied it in her hair.
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He has always been so overbearing to her, because he didn't want anyone but him to see her messy hair, so he ordered her to tie it up. Looking at her unconsciously wrinkled eyebrows in her sleep, Chen Ou's melancholy grew stronger and stronger. He thinks he can give her happiness, can he really make her happy?
What right does he have to force her?
When a person's life is full of interest and has the right to choose freely, how can he be really happy? Has he finally figured out such a simple truth now, or has he been avoiding it?
Snowflakes are falling quietly outside the window.
In her sleep, she trembled uneasily and her wrist struggled to move. Chen Ou leaned over and held out his hand gently. Without waking her up, she gently untied the green lace on her wrist, then gently pulled up the quilt and slowly printed a kiss on her eyebrows.
He is hers.
She is free.
The morning sun shone softly on Yin's face through the curtains.
She got up and froze for a while. The slight pain in her body made her understand that last night was not a dream.
Chen Ou has left, and she is the only one in the room.
She put on her clothes, got out of bed, went to the window and opened the curtains. The snow has stopped, and the outside is a white world of ice and snow, and the air is particularly refreshing. She took a deep breath, smiled and felt calmer than ever before.
Turn around and go downstairs to prepare breakfast for Cheng Xiao and Chen Ou. Suddenly, beside the vase full of lilies on the bedside table, something stopped her.
She walked over in doubt.
I clearly remember that there is no such thing as a file on the bedside table. Did Chen Ou leave it to her?
Pick up the file with your fingers-
After the snow, the sun shone on the paper, slightly dazzling, and the five striking characters of "divorce agreement" seemed to jump out of the paper!
Yin is just shocked.
At that time, there were countless flavors in my heart. For a long time, she looked down and found that the green lace tied to her wrist was gone.
ocean ......
She clutched the file tightly, closed her eyes and walked out of the bedroom.
Run across the corridor on the second floor!
Run down the stairs!
She wants to find Chen Ou! She knows Chen Ou too well. She knows what he is thinking. She will let him know that what happened last night was not an impulse.