I am 23 years old, like a pure lily, spotless. The person who is eager to dote on me will appear as soon as possible, talk about a vigorous love, then marry him without regrets and stay with him forever. I never thought I would make a fool of myself in public on my wedding day. The accident that day tore a deep crack in my perfect marriage. I've been depressed ever since, and I can't let it go for a long time.

It all started a few years ago. At that time, I was still in high school, and I was a real fan of short stories. Indulge in Qiong Yao's novels all day. So, I neglected my studies, failed in the college entrance examination and went out to work. Because of her beauty, she was pursued by countless male employees during her work and suffered a lot of malicious harassment. It's nothing. The most embarrassing thing is that I am arrogant in my bones and I can't get along well with my roommates. I gradually became a thorn in their side. Actually, my personality is extreme. When you are sad, Spring and Autumn are sad, tears for you. When you are happy, you are generous and unrestrained. The girls in the dormitory are either average-looking or have no connotation. They are jealous of men's love for me and often play narrow-minded with me. Of course I won't give them a good look, so I have offended many people.

I am a loner because I am unpopular. I often go to nightclubs alone for recreation. If a strange man accosts me, I won't refuse. It is inevitable to drink and chat together. Sometimes when I meet some men I like, I can't help being ambiguous for a while after drinking too much. Later, a new manager came to our workshop, Lu Chen: handsome and charming. Every time the girls in our dormitory see him, they still blush and their hearts beat as if they were going to propose to them. Of course, he also moved me. However, I am smarter than them. As a woman, I must learn to be introverted. Only by staying mysterious will I be attractive to men. When they saw Lu Chen, they all pretended it on purpose. Although the dragon and the phoenix danced, I stood alone like a hibiscus out of water. The more so, the more outstanding, quickly attracted the attention of Lu Chen.

Soon, Lu Chen asked me out for dinner and a movie. Our love is ups and downs. During this period, I had numerous conflicts with my roommates. Being late for an appointment, disturbing their rest and abusing them. Sometimes they deliberately lock me out. I held back my anger and deducted their bonus this morning. They took more revenge on me, and our relationship began a vicious circle.

Finally, I'm getting married. Don't have to put up with their tricks anymore. I smartly walked out of the female staff dormitory and heard the group of women snickering behind me. Little did they know that they had prepared a little plot to get back at me. Lu Chen's family is quite rich. Invited the best wedding in the city for me and held the wedding in a rather luxurious hotel. Most people attending the wedding are relatives and friends of Lu Chen and his father.

Halfway through the wedding, an accident appeared. My roommates suddenly swarmed in. Everyone is beautifully dressed. I was confused at that time. Didn't they come to smash the venue? The leading fat girl reassured me that no matter how unhappy we were before, after all, we had lived together for so many days, of course we would like to congratulate you on your marriage. The false warmth immediately melted me and relaxed my vigilance against them.

Just as my newlywed husband and I exchanged rings, the audience suddenly became a mess and there were constant sighs. Those hateful roommates actually posted a lot of private photos of me, some were drooling while sleeping, some were changing clothes, some were ferocious when I quarreled with others, and there was even a scene of me having an affair with a strange man in a nightclub. I lost control on the spot and ran to the crowd to "fight" with them, which eventually led to my high-heeled shoes heel breaking, the league secretary falling off, the zipper collapsing and embarrassing exit.

The dream wedding was ruined like this. Although my husband didn't blame me for this, my heart has cast a thick shadow. I used to think that as long as I was "excellent" enough, I could do whatever I wanted, look down on others, be stronger and be humble. Now it seems that if we get along, we will have to pay it back sooner or later, or we should be modest. Wherever I am, I should make good friends. Unlike me and unexpected troubles, I regret it. I hope Lu Chen will forgive me and love me for life.