Don't be so insecure. Don't people live to be happy? It will be tiring to keep thinking about those problems. I think you should enrich yourself more. Does knowledge change your destiny? As long as you have knowledge, nothing else is a problem. Don't be so self-abased. Which celebrity you often meet is perfect. God is fair. If I don't give it to you, I'll pay for another one. I believe you can overcome everything.