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Why has my life been going downhill?
I have lived in a very happy family since I was a child. Although I am not very rich, my parents are hardworking, capable and have a good relationship. I also have a sister who is seven years older than me and takes good care of me. Although I am not rich, I have never had a hard time. In addition, I was lively and lovely when I was a child, and I was also very beautiful, so I was regarded as a little princess when I was a child.

I have participated in various dance chorus competitions since kindergarten, and my parents are very supportive. My mother is also good at tying my beautiful hair and sewing my beautiful clothes. So I was a very confident and cheerful girl when I was a child.

When I was in primary school, I thought it might be the brightest and best time for me to live for 365,438+0 years, so I stopped after I finished primary school. In primary school, I was the leader of the dance team, the conductor of the military band, the conductor of the band, the lead singer of the choir, and the literary and art committee member of the class. I like to draw cartoons and write them well with a brush. In addition, my academic performance is very good, which is simply an example for my relatives at home.

When I was in junior high school, I was also excellent. I have been a literary and art committee member, dancing and singing. Slowly, some precocious boys handed me love letters and notes. Perhaps since then, my personality has become quite arrogant and my temper has become worse and worse.

Then I went to high school, and 10 boys in my class pursued me at the same time. It is also a work flower. Although the photos at that time were not as beautiful as they are now, it may be the lively personality and versatility that attracted those students. The first turning point in my life was in Grade Two. Maybe I didn't meet him, and there may not be these setbacks and pains in the future.

I fell in love in my sophomore year. When I was with my first love, we loved each other very much. He was kind to me, too. He is also a very good boy, with good looks and good grades. At that time, I often dreamed of marrying him after graduation. But the college entrance examination ended and we broke up. He suggested that he was admitted to a good school and I entered a third-rate university. This is a huge shock. Crying for a summer vacation, insomnia at night, crying for a day on the hillside or by the sea during the day. Now I don't want to recall the situation. It's been 14 years now, and the discomfort at that time still hurts when I think about it. Finally, when I was a freshman, I found that one eye didn't seem to close, so I closed my mouth with it. Because it was not particularly obvious, they didn't care. I also talked about love once in my sophomore year, and the first love that I couldn't let go ended hastily. By the way, I majored in dentistry, and my internship went well after graduation. The work seems quite good, although I don't particularly like it, but I think it will be more convenient to treat my family and relatives' teeth in the future, so I will continue to do it. Next, this may be the turning point of my second stroke.

After a period of internship outside, I feel at home. After all, it is not easy to be with my parents outside, so I resolutely ran back to my hometown. My parents are also very happy and feel uneasy when the little girl is away. After returning home, I found a job as an intern dentist. Because I didn't get the certificate, my salary was very low and I had little rest time. Wearing a mask and a white coat every day, but busy with very little salary. Considering that my parents have paid tuition and internship fees for so many years, I finally got so little money that I couldn't even do manicure and perm. I resigned secretly and gave up my promising job as a dentist.

I was only 24 when I stopped being a dentist. It was not difficult to find a beautiful young job, and I was lucky at that time. As luck would have it, I applied for a job in a top 500 listed company and started HR. I didn't give my parents a headache because of my work, but I was also happy to be a small white-collar worker and dress up beautifully for my work. And I worked in the company for several years and met my ex-husband. We are from the same company and have been in love for a long time. Yes, I'm divorced. Take your time. Love at the age of 26, get married at the age of 28, and Leo, whose ex-husband is handsome and sunny, can dance street dance, which is cool. I still feel very happy. I am satisfied with my chosen job and my husband. Should I continue my happy life? Of course not, hehe. My life is going downhill again, so the third slope begins.

In the first year of marriage, we both resigned because of the reorganization of the company. Because of my working experience in a big company, I found a new company smoothly, which is very good, but it is not very smooth. I began to get sick two months after I went to my new company. Otitis media tortured me for more than a month, which eventually led to facial paralysis. Finally, I said that my facial nerve had a small tumor. The doctor said I couldn't close my eyes after the college entrance examination. Maybe it is. Otitis media makes the tumor bigger. And I was pregnant at that time, and I didn't even know. After Ct scan and hormone therapy, the child can't stay. So I lost ta. At that time, I was fat, my face was different when I smiled, and my mouth was a little crooked. Now, of course I think facial muscles have shrunk because of long-term compression, and they may become more and more serious in the future.

In the second year, the pregnancy was concentrated, and the pregnancy went smoothly, but after more than 2 months, the child did not develop and went to abortion. I don't want to work after the abortion. I quit my job and went home to recuperate. After staying for a few days, I felt really bored, so I found a lighter job and went to an early education center because I like children. I earn very little money, but my job is easy, so I started my third pregnancy. I take medicine and exercise, but my ex-husband doesn't want to be pregnant with me at this moment.

For the fourth time in my life, I had a cold war with my ex-husband for a year. Just divorced this year. Now I am fat, my face is crooked, and I have no money. The work has also changed from the original top 500 to the early education center that individuals now join. Although the working environment is good, the salary is much worse.

? Sometimes I really feel sorry for my parents. My parents gave me a good face and a good figure, but in the end they made me like this. My parents' good reputation all their lives has never been the object of criticism, because I am now being pointed at by outsiders (in third-tier cities, the elderly still can't accept divorce, so it is inevitable to point fingers)

My life has been 3 1 year now, and I have been rowing since I left my parents. Now I'm a chicken feather and a mess. Sometimes I think, this is my life, and many things cannot be changed. I just hope that the next life will be good from the beginning.

? I said a lot. In fact, everyone has experienced many beautiful things before setbacks, and it will be sad to recall the past, but there are also some beautiful things that can be embellished. Take your time, slowly record your life here and look at my life. I hope I can walk on the slope after 3 1 year old.