I used to lick my teeth with my tongue when I was a child. As a result, when my teeth came out, the upper incisors were very big and small. My brother privately nicknamed me "Zimuya".
In fact, people who have no such experience may not understand.
/kloc-I didn't know my inferiority complex until I was 0/6 years old. I knew it, maybe not too strong. On the second day of junior high school, on the way after school at noon, I dragged my brother to play. Somehow my brother suddenly said to me, you are so old, why don't you know ugly? This sentence deeply hurt me, but I was not angry with my brother. However, from then on, I began to care about my image and the way others looked at me. I didn't laugh like before, so I began to look in the mirror consciously or unconsciously to compare which expression would be less ugly and which expression could cover up my defects. I found that as long as I don't laugh, or smile without showing my teeth, I'm actually quite handsome. I don't think I can laugh. It is these two teeth that make me so ugly.
In front of outsiders, I have developed the habit of not opening my mouth casually, even if I open my mouth, I don't look others in the face. This inferiority complex has accompanied my whole study career. 17 years old, dropped out of school, ready to go out to work. I don't have the sweetness of falling in love with other classmates I dare not express my secret love. I feel poor.
Until I was 22 years old, I lost my favorite and favorite girl again and again in these years' working career. I am eager to associate with them, but I look arrogant. When people talk to me, I always look away intentionally or unintentionally, or just smile. What's more sad than hating yourself?
Before 2003, I always regarded these two teeth as class enemies and wanted to get rid of them quickly. In the autumn of 2003, I went to the plastic surgery hospital to make porcelain teeth. Strangely, when I tried to get rid of these two guys who made me feel ashamed, I felt a little lost. I didn't have much unexpected pleasure after installing porcelain teeth.
I laughed impudently at the stairs alone, regardless of other people's eyes. They may think I am mentally ill, but who can understand the depression of not laughing for several years? Once again, I feel more handsome when I smile. A confident smile is more handsome.
I tentatively asked my friend, what do you think I have changed? My friends looked at me and said, "Nothing has changed, just a lot of words".
I feel that most of the pressure is on myself. Maybe others don't care too much about those trivial "defects" No one is perfect, and a correct outlook on life is very important. I write this not only for you, but also to commemorate my lost 28 years of youth.
If it's not too serious, it may be your psychological reasons. For you, if you really want to change, you can do porcelain teeth or orthodontics. The price is not expensive, about 1 ,000 yuan, which is more thorough than all methods of covering up the transfer.
Well, you touched my heart, and I hope you will become confident.