Youth loves beauty 1: on youth
Author: Dream Snow Dream
Outside the window, bloom flowers fall, I sip strong tea lightly, the breeze blows, and the fragrance is overflowing. I let out a sigh, alas, why, I think of you again?
What day? Is it that sunny morning? Where, in the sunny corridor cut by Ye Er? All this is so vague in my memory. This glance didn't shake my heart, but I thought the boy was good-looking, and then I passed him silently.
I thought you were just an insignificant passer-by in my life, but you suddenly broke into my life, leaving one shallow scar after another.
When did you start to care about you? Did you pass by one by one later, or was it loneliness while waiting?
At noon, the sun was dazzling, and your eyes stopped on my face for a long time. I feel a little sick, but my heart beats involuntarily. A familiar feeling came back to me. Do you like it? This kind of feeling hangs over me vaguely, and I read it from your affectionate eyes. You should also care about me. I have a shallow understanding, but I dare not go deep because of timidity. My heart is pounding, but I pretend to lean on the curtain casually, and my eyes stay in the cherry blossom forest in the distance for a long time. I know history will repeat itself. How many times have I been captured by this look and unable to resist? I don't know, there is a wave of expectation mixed with fear in my heart.
I began to pay attention to any information about you, and gradually I learned your class and name.
I know you sing well and play the guitar well. I often fantasize about sitting under the cherry tree with you. You played the guitar, sang in a low voice and looked at me affectionately. Your fiery eyes melted my whole body, and cherry petals fell on our shoulders?
I also know where you usually sit in the canteen, so every noon, I walk by you and sit not far from you just to look up at you, and you always plug in headphones, just like you don't know me. Every time, I'm a little disappointed. Sometimes, I meet your eyes, and the love spark of eye contact burns in my heart, but I bow my head unwillingly?
I also know that you like playing basketball, so at noon every day, I watch you from a distance under the basketball stand, casting one standard hole after another. Yes, as long as I can look at you from a distance, I will be satisfied?
However, I am also disappointed to find that you are not as perfect as I thought.
Your appearance has always been hazy in my mind. That day, I got up the courage to look at you seriously and found that you were not pretty. In the office, I accidentally found that your grades were not very good; But I accept all these unconditionally, although my best friend often tells me that you don't deserve me at all. However, your eyes are enough to capture my heart.
The days are still dull, and I also understand that this love can't stand the weathering of time like before, but I still like it without hesitation, for my brilliant youth.
I will always remember the day when you first spoke to me. On that day, the sky was transparent and spotless, and a few thin clouds floated leisurely, just like my mood, beautiful as an oil painting. Confused, I told you that I want to shoot. You smiled and gently threw it to me. I took the ball and seemed to vaguely feel the residual heat. My mood is unstable. How I wish this goal could be scored! However, the ball slipped out of the door frame. You picked up the ball and said something mature to me. I smiled, but I felt a little sorry. How I wish I could hear it. I like you? Ah!
I happened to meet you at the weekend when I was buying milk tea. You stopped beside me. What a surprise! Me too. You are wearing light blue casual clothes, handsome hairstyle and spoony eyes! I stood there in a daze, and my original cleverness disappeared in front of you. Can only pretend not to see, and you, too, slowly left. You know, all afternoon, I was in the cafe, listening to music, and my mind was full of you.
Maybe you just look at me like that because I'm beautiful. When performing in two grades, you held other girls' hands, and my heart was sour and uncomfortable. When I close my eyes, a strong sense of injustice hits my lacrimal gland. Perhaps, I am really too romantic.
As before, I realized that this dream would soon disappear.
I was so hurt that when it did come, I dared not hold it gently in my arms.
In the later days, you seem to have softened a lot to me. Have you found another lover? I told myself with tears, for my own sake, don't like you anymore. A few days later, I passed you again. At this time, I can't deceive myself any more. I still like you.
However, it will fade away one day! Unfortunately, the beautiful scenery under the cherry tree will only be scattered on my pillow after all.
I only hope that at the end of time, at the end of the curtain, I can turn around and embrace the sunshine and let my warm heart kiss the tears on my face.
Youth loves beauty Part II: Leave a few words to witness love.
Because of coincidence. We used to be deskmates. He is the beauty queen and I am the beauty queen.
So we sat together and talked all the time, and it was inevitable to be spread. Later, because the teacher heard the gossip, he separated us. We have a good relationship, so many girls are jealous of me and even threaten me, but no one dares to touch me because I have studied Sanda.
He is the center of the basketball match in our class. I cheer for him. It was autumn and the weather was very cold, so girls borrowed clothes from boys. They all borrowed clothes from him, but he never lent them out. I took a picture of him with a digital camera that day. While I was looking for a seat, he ran over and handed me the clothes. All the girls in my class looked at me viciously at that time. I can't help it He lent it to me voluntarily.
Later, we made up lessons together, and our classmates were jealous.
Once a classmate in my class who had a strong fight said that he liked me as his girlfriend. I didn't even say a word to that boy, just wondering how he liked me. He's been pestering me since I didn't promise him. His sister asked me if I had a boyfriend. Although I didn't, I couldn't say it. So I said yes. She asked who it was. I was just about to do something. He handed me the clothes.
The girl asked me if I was tired of his questions (because she kept hugging my neck), so I had to say yes. But I didn't expect that she would ask him, let alone that he agreed. So that girl gave me a promotion.
Later, the boy who liked me wanted someone to beat him. How could I let him?
Finally, he dared not do it. Because he knew I would hate him if he did. And I won't spare him after all. I'm also a master of Sanda. In fact, I said it was him because he said something to me when he came back from making up lessons the day before to send me home. He said? I love you? . He told me a long time ago, but it was on QQ.
Later, because I was too cold to play basketball, he lent me his clothes and caught a cold. You know, it was winter, because he lived in the teacher's house, so he went for an injection alone. I don't know the first day, but I won't know until the next day. When I was making up lessons, I told him that I would accompany him to have an injection tomorrow. He was very happy that I went the next day naively. I stayed with him in the hospital for 2 hours. He said to me, Isn't it nice to be sick?
I'm surprised. Ask him? What's so good about that? He looked at me and said? Do you always stay with me because you are sick? I really want to cry. Does he really want me to accompany him? Later he asked me:? Can you stay with me forever? If I were not sick, would you stay with me? I cried and told him I would!
He was surprised to see me cry, because none of my classmates and friends had ever seen me cry, and they all said I was a cold-blooded animal. But unexpectedly, I actually cried for him.
A girl recently took a fancy to him. Associate with him. He refused to say that he had a girlfriend, and it was me. That girl told me later and gave up. That girl also wrote me a letter, saying that she envied me very much, because the person I like also deeply likes me!
This is my story. Although it is only one-sided.
But there are some things I will never forget!
The growth and development of unrequited love
It's not your turn to rob money and sex!
When he got the math test paper, Yang Ruimin couldn't wait to swallow it. Yaning tilted his head. She stuffed the newspaper into her bag and turned and walked out of the classroom.
Yaning told her, Ruimin, where are you going? She went back to hell without looking up.
Because of depression, Yang Ruimin decided to go for a walk by the moat. She always thought that her poor math performance was related to her broken head when she was a child, or her qualifications were too poor. Turn around, only to find that there is a man following behind. Yang Rui people were surprised and thought they must have met a robber. What should I do? It's really not possible to work in this secluded place every day.
She had to run hard in front with her schoolbag in her arms, and she didn't forget to look back. She tripped and fell to the ground because of her panic. The odds and ends in the schoolbag were scattered all over the floor. When I was at a loss, the boy behind me kicked me out.
What do you want? Ruimin cleared his throat and said bravely.
This boy is really handsome, white shirt and blue jeans, squinting, smiling gently in the sunset. He stretched out a long white onion-like hand to her and pulled her up. At that moment, Ruimin's eyes froze, much like the slow motion on TV. The wild ginger flowers on the roadside are blooming brightly, and Ruimin said foolishly, I have no money.
The boy covered his chest and pretended to be injured, his eyebrows and eyes laughing together. He said, hand over your IP card, IC card and IQ cartoon? Hehe, I thought you were going to jump into the river to prepare a hero to save the United States, but you took me as a robber. However, it's not your turn even for gangsters to grab money and sex!
He laughed so hard that Ruimin was dumbfounded. I suddenly remembered the failed math test paper and quickly hid it.
Second, the strange behavior caused by unrequited love
That was the first time I met Ye Shaotian. Many days later, Ruimin dragged Yaning to the moat. She knew that she wanted to meet him, and the thought of it made her panic and blocked.
Yaning announced loudly in the evening when her arm was full of wild ginger flowers, Ruimin, I am tempted! I have a crush on the announcer in the studio. His voice is like sugar. That gesture, as if unrequited love is a beautiful new dress, show it off.
Ruimin asked her, which is more important, math scores or unrequited love? Before Yaning could answer, she simply continued. When she was in math class, her mind was a mess. I don't know whether it's because of exercise or because of people.
Yaning sighed and said with great certainty, Ruimin, you also have a good impression!
Ruimin's tears snapped down, and Yaning also cried. Two people embrace together, very sad. I know in my heart that unrequited love is a hard thing to bear but a little happy.
Because of this mentality, life is different. To be exact, there is a strange trace. Ruimin and Yaning often exchange a strange look in the crowd. Ruimin knows that Yaning is thinking about that person. They like being alone. They will be sensitive when they are sad and will be in a daze. When it rains, they will write some very sour words. They don't like to eat lollipops any more. And Yaning, when she heard the sound from the studio, thought it was the sound of nature.
Ruimin saw Ye in the street and followed him. Don't say hello, just follow closely, looking at the back, my heart is astringent.
The third is how to become left-handed.
When Ruimin was watching Crayon Shinchan, it was Ye who knocked at the door. When she opened the door, she was startled, looked at it, and then? Dong? Slam the door. My heart jumped, then I rushed into the bathroom to get a haircut, and then I opened the door.
Ye said seriously, Yang Ruimin, you hurt your self-esteem. Last time you treated me like a rogue, did you treat me like a thief this time? I'm just a teacher your mother invited to help you with your math. I forgot to tell you that we lived in a yard when we were young, but you are too young to remember.
Ruimin? Huh? After a long time, I remembered. No wonder, no wonder I feel kind. On second thought, I began to regret it again. Why did I move? Otherwise, two people are childhood friends, and there is nothing to guess.
It turned out that Ye was a senior in another key high school and got excellent grades. His mother asked him to take time to give some advice to Ruimin. The two were in the same year, but Ye insisted that Ruimin call him a teacher. He also picked up a pen and hit Ruimin on the head like Old Master Q.
Ruimin has been protesting, but the joy in his heart is overwhelming. When I saw Yaning again, she was radiant. Yaning said, Ruimin, you're not attracted, are you?
Ruimin said with a smile that it was dark, but he stayed at my house for half a day at the weekend! She is proud and proud to show off. Yaning said painfully, why don't I have such luck?
When Ye Xiaotian came to tutor, Ruimin became left-handed. She took up most of the table with her arm, and her writing was crooked. Ye Xiaotian said, your handwriting is really ugly. Ye said, Yang Ruimin, why are you left-handed? Ye said that Yang Ruimin always hit me. Did you do it on purpose?
Ruimin snickered in his heart. She did it on purpose. When her arm touched his, her heart blossomed and made her feel happy like a prank. Besides, he is so close to her that he can touch her with his arm out.
Ye is really a strict teacher. When Ruimin is absent-minded, he knocks her on the head. He forced her to recite complicated formulas and rack her brains to calculate exercises. Slowly, Ruimin became interested in mathematics. It turns out that the correct answer to a question will have such a strong sense of accomplishment.
In fact, unrequited love is just your imagination.
Ruimin casually asked when solving the problem, Ye, will you have a secret crush?
On a sunny day, Ruimin spent a long time looking at a large artificial beauty poster on the platform. She suddenly felt ashamed. Her eyes are too small, her nose is too flat and her face is a little fat.
She went to the beauty salon and asked for a face. Made it? How much does it cost to be as beautiful as a star? They say tens of thousands. Ruimin remembered the stumbling figure and smashed the piggy bank when he got home. She counted the coins on the ground and began to add them. At this time, her mathematical formula is surprisingly flexible to use, and finally it is concluded that her money can only be a double eyelid surgery.
When mom came back, Ruimin was crying with her knees in her arms. There is a lot of sadness in her heart, and she is going to be moldy. She shook her mother's arm and said, Give me money, I want to be double eyelid surgery, and I want to be beautiful.
Mom said, is my Ruimin already beautiful? Ruimin cried even harder. She said I wanted to be more beautiful, like Stephanie.
Actually, that's because of the leaves. Ye said, I have a crush on Stephanie.
When he said this, Ruimin felt that the sky was falling. She likes him so much in her heart that he likes others.
Ruimin and Yaning went to the moat again? For fun? At that time, Yaning put her arm under the pillow and said, I am lovelorn. Yaning's lovelorn love is very simple. The boy she secretly loved didn't stand up when her classmates were bullied. At that moment, Yaning was very disappointed. She felt that he had failed her perfect imagination of him. It turns out that he is so ordinary. She said he just had a good voice and was handsome, and nothing else seemed important. And my love for him was so shallow that it disappeared at once.
She laughed and said, Ruimin, maybe you just like Ye's smile, and you always tell me how warm his smile is.
Ruimin thought, right? Does she like his warm smile? In fact, she doesn't know him at all. Otherwise, how could she not remember that they lived in a yard when they were children? It can only be said that in such an accident, he walked into her life in an imaginary way.
In fact, they are all children, who don't know how to like or love. They just imagine in ignorance and then become real.
Five pairs of eyelids became single eyelids again.
Ye was busy with his homework, so he stopped coming to give Ruimin a tutorial. On one occasion, they met head-on in a video store, and Ye had a Chris Lee disc in his hand.
Ruimin said, Ye Xiaotian, you don't like Stephanie? He said yes, I like Chris Lee now! He said, Yang Ruimin, how are your math scores?
Ruimin smiled brightly and said it was much better. Thank you, little teacher.
Then they walked out of the musical instrument store together. Say goodbye. One left, one right. Ruimin didn't look back, but there was a warm liquid flowing all over his face. She thought she was lovelorn, because Ye still likes girls with single eyelids.
She gently tore the transparent double eyelid tape off her eyes, which was her mother's idea. This makes her double eyelids, but what's the use? Ye doesn't like their eyes.
Everything is imagination. Just a vain secret love in my heart, like a fallen leaf falling in the darkest corner, that's all. Ruimin was suddenly enlightened.
She began to grow up. She writes carefully and recites mathematical formulas carefully. When she has a math class, Ye's face will emerge. She tapped her head with a pen and then smiled.