"Where have you been?" He looked at my pale face and immediately stepped forward to hold me, with a worried look on his face.
Xun Yan! I reached out and hugged him, but finally I couldn't hold back the tears in my eyes. "Your face is like Iraq, isn't it? ……"
He paused, slowly hugged me back and smiled. "She looks just like you, so I gave her this title that year! However, I always knew that things would not be so coincidental. I have long known her true identity! "
I buried myself in his arms and didn't speak.
After a long time, he whispered, "Jun, I want to tell you something!" " "
I nodded in his arms: "Go ahead!"
"I want to abolish Nalan Hongye Queen!" His voice is calm, which should be something he thought for a long time before deciding.
He said, waste Nalan red leaves! Instead of wasting you. ...
I looked up slightly and looked at him doubtfully.
He smiled and continued: "Although you are now the identity of Nalan Hongye, I still want to give Murong Zan a queen's name. A hundred years later, we will be buried together, ok? "
I'm surprised. "Xun Yan, what do you mean?"
I'm more nervous than he is.
He just smiled and comforted me: "Jun, don't worry. I'm fine. I know everything that happened to me in those days! "
There was a little surprise in my eyes, but I wasn't too excited. With his character, I will find out the truth no matter what.
He gently took me into his arms, and his warm and determined chest always made people feel inexplicable.
"Jun son, in fact, I can see that. Your health has been getting worse recently. It's almost time for Crown Prince Chen Erfeng. I have never set up a Chu Jun. I hope he can live a happy and carefree life for several years. Now he is more than ten years old, has grown up and learned a lot, and has come back from the military camp. I will abolish it and let you be the queen, okay? "
I cried and laughed when I heard this. I have been queen for so many years, and now he says he wants me to be queen.
Life is like a play, but it is more exciting than singing on the stage.
He hugged me, bent down and kissed my eyes gently, and smiled and asked, "Murong Zan, I want to make you a queen, will you?"
Murong Zan ... Murong Zan ... The name is so far away from me that I almost forgot my real name.
I know that after he was abolished, it was to give Murong Zan a birthright, and also to make Chen Er, the eldest son of the empress dowager, stand as a Chu Jun.
I looked up at him, smiled gently and nodded!
Xun Yan eyebrows slightly curved, and hugged me tightly, as if never willing to let go!
When Chen Er was crowned king, Xun Yan put him in a military camp for training. No matter how reluctant he is, I know this is his only way out.
Xun Yan and I are both from the sea of blood. Although the world is now stable and Dayan is getting richer, the struggle with Nanliang is inevitable.
When he learned that Xun Yan would be abolished, he came back from the barracks without caring about anything.
I have been pleading with his father since I came back, saying that although I am not his real mother, I have done nothing wrong. He begged Xun Yan not to abolish me, and he was willing to admit that I was his mother.
Xun Yan may not have told him the truth. It's not that I don't want to, but that I can't! Xun Yan would like to take this opportunity to tell him that in the royal family, he has a lot of helplessness, so he must weigh the pros and cons and not be emotional. He is the future Chu army. It is very important that he can take responsibility and control his feelings rationally!
In the thirteenth year of Yongning, the emperor abolished Queen Nalan and put her in the cold palace. As for Yi Guifei, Meng Yuee pleaded for Yi Guifei that day, and he gave Yi Guifei to Meng Yuee. I didn't ask why, nor did he tell me why.
But since then, Meng Yuexi has been out of school for half a year due to illness.
I live on the edge of hell, but my life is not too miserable. After all, I have been hiding in Jiaofang Temple and spent six years in the dark.
Xun Yan still comes to see me often, and he doesn't shy away from the chop suey of the palace people. Chen Er argued with him for a long time because of waste. I told him not to blame his father, he did all this for his own good!
Dudao is the most ruthless royal family, but what I saw in Xun Yan and Chen Er was the "most infatuated royal family"!
When I was a child, my mother told me that the Tian family was the most heartless, affectionate and contradictory person in the world. Whether it's my father, Xun Yan or Chen Er, it's the same.
Chen Er is about to be crowned, which means that my children will eventually be involved in court disputes and power struggles. Yan, a child, seems gentle and aloof, but I know that what is hidden under calm is the desire and ambition for power.
In the spring of the 14th year of Yongning, Chen Er was officially named Prince in the name of the son of Queen Yi Hui. On the day I was sworn in, I stood in the dark and looked at my children, just like when Xun Yan ascended the throne. Embroidered robe crowned, well proportioned, king is king!
My health is getting worse and worse. As a matter of fact, I have been unable to move since Chen Er was crowned king. I can't even go to worship Chu Feng every year. Calculate the time, from Yongning two years to fourteen years, I also lived for twelve years, in fact, it is time to meet.
However, during this exercise, my heart is still very painful. I remember that the disciples of Yamaraja Valley have always lived a long life, especially the Valley Master, who often experienced several generations of disciples. Lu Changyu was only thirty years old that year. Why ... is his old age so short?
I dare not think deeply or think carefully. Only when I recall some things one by one do I know how many details I neglected at that time.
When I left, it was early morning and the sun was dim. It's very cold in the autumn morning. On the tenth day of the holiday, Xun Yan picked me up from the sofa. He said, "Jun, it's sunny outside. Do you want to see it? "
I nodded gently and suddenly wanted to ride a horse, so I said to him, "Xun Yan, I suddenly wanted to ride a horse. Will you take me riding in Shanglinyuan? "
I remember when I first met him, I was surprised that there was such a beautiful smile in the world, and I also appreciated his riding skills.
He smiled softly. "Ok, I'll let them prepare now!" "
The autumn wind is bleak, but I am wrapped in a fox coat, showing almost only a pair of eyes, not cold at all.
Just like that year, when I was in Anzhou, he took me to see the vast snowfields.
The high wind has gone, and the horse under him is his new mount "Green Riding". The horse is very docile, carrying two people slowly through Shanglinyuan.
It is said that autumn is the saddest and bleakest, but I feel particularly warm that day.
Autumn is a cycle. Since the autumn wind, life has fallen asleep, and the years will eventually touch all the prosperity and decadence. Finally, all the scars will be healed calmly and quietly!
"Xun Yan ..." I suddenly wanted to call him, and his voice buzzed like a mosquito.
He gave a faint smile. "I'm here!"
"Xun Yan, I'm a little sleepy!"
"Sleepy, then sleep!"
"I dare not sleep, I'm afraid I'll sleep, never wake up and never see you again!"
He didn't speak, just put his arm around my arm and tightened it slightly. I heard him sniffling and suddenly wanted to laugh.
"No, Jun, I'll wake you up."
"Well, you say, you must wake me up!"
"Well, I will!"
"Xun Yan ..."
"Huh?"
I smiled mysteriously in a low voice: "I'll tell you a secret ..."
He looked down at me and his eyes narrowed with laughter: "You say it!"
"Xun Yan, I love you! Murong Jun only loved Xun Yan in my life ... "
I saw him suddenly look up at the sky with his head closed, and I knew he must be in tears.
He held me tighter and tighter, and I gradually fell asleep. In a daze, I only heard his gentle voice: "Jun, I also tell you a secret. I love you! Xun Yan only loved Murong Zan in his life! "
A few drops of hot and humid liquid fell on my cheek, and I managed to smile at the corner of my mouth and finally fell asleep. ...
In the autumn of the fourteenth year of Yongning, Queen Nalan died of illness. Although it was abolished, Emperor Yongning was buried in Changling as a queen.