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We are both surnamed Wei, and we have been together.
Others said: It's a pity that you are such a good law. They're all women, otherwise.
Oh, I don't know why. Haifa is not important. It still goes in and out together.
No one can not pay attention to Haifa. If a person is beautiful, she is everywhere.
I brought a large class of 200 students in the first grade. She is often late and doesn't take notes. She still kicked away from the front door of the classroom, holding the outline of the handout and the sign-in paper in front of everyone, Shi Shiran sat in the front row, and then looked around the class. She fell asleep as soon as the light dimmed during the screening.
Mr Xu stepped down from the pulpit, patted her on the shoulder and woke her up. Is Mr. Wang kind, afraid Haifa will fall asleep and forget to go home?
When Haifa raised his sleepy little face and yawned like a baby, Mr. Wang's eyebrows melted at once, thinking that this class was only to wake up this lovely person, and the rest became second.
When I revised my thesis at the end of the term, I remembered the child's rare white face, and my husband was inevitably absent for a moment, so the devil made a phone call and approved an A+.
Who says it's cheap to be born? Besides, a cunning woman like Wei Haifa insists on taking that person away, all of them.
In autumn, I met her in the same class "Asia-Pacific Tradition and Society". This time, a female lecturer was changed.
Before class, a group of fans clamored for Wei Haifa and gossiped by the bathroom sink. Once inside, he stopped looking at me in an instant.
After a summer, her long hair grew wilder and wilder. Unreasonable and chaotic. She kept sipping her hair with water on her hands and looked at me in the mirror.
The devil is one foot high and the Tao is ten feet high. She snorted and sneered. Wei Haifa met this old maid today and dared to lose a trick and a half. That's too humorous.
Echoes around. I'm missing only one face. Hey, listen to this Jianghu accent.
I wipe my eyes.
The female lecturer's name is Ting Anne, and she is not a fuel-efficient lamp. Thirty or forty years old, unmarried, with many boyfriends. Make-up, like to comb the river boy's head, the hair in front hangs down to cover half of his eyes and his face recently. Kiyomize, plastic surgery, plastic surgery, Kiyomize, Japanese is originally homophonic.
I guess she can't stand being angry.
Look at how this old man fights with two women.
The world is full of evil souls.
But what I didn't expect was that Steve made a malicious attack and spent a lot of effort to stop the real knife and gun.
The list of books issued by the Qing family is as long as a plaint. Haifa really found it all and swallowed it, but he actually knew it. At that time, the library used up all the relevant documents, and everyone complained that they didn't know how to write this semester's self-study report, and it was inevitable to pick up Wei Haifa's wisdom after writing it.
I finally know that Wei Haifa's efforts are going to do this. After the results of the first independent study were published, Ting Anne sent an email to Haifa asking for detailed slide information and speech. It's really hard for her. It turns out that Japanese are good at English.
I heard that Dingding was limited. Haifa grew up in England and published in English, maintaining a standard British accent, which surprised the Qing family secretly, and made them sweat and regret underestimating their enemies three times.
Wei Haifa is such a kid that he doesn't know what forgiveness means. He likes his strength and hurts others. Overnight, some paragraphs and web pages in the bibliography were extracted and compiled, and more than 20 pages of reading materials were made and sent back to the Qingjia office. Interesting, this is upside down. She changed her homework.
Word of mouth, and the love affair with the help of good people soon became known to everyone and became the escape story of that year.
This battle, Wei Hai made a great victory. More colorful in and out.
I shave my eyes.
At the same time, I am convinced. Although my grades are good, I won't get to Haifa in the end, but I will be happy to get revenge.
At the end of the semester, our names were on the list of academic ministers' awards. Wei Chihiro is juxtaposed with Wei Haifa and Shuangwei, which is really beautiful. So I looked around and started talking about sisters and girls. She has always been addicted to this way, striving for strength in the light, so it is estimated that she enjoys the whole process and taste of this deity. I, on the other hand, like to put everything in a cold face and come and go in a low-key way, but I don't listen.
Until then, I still haven't said a word to her, but maybe I have taken several parting scenes in the dark, and I don't know if I have torn two or three pens apart without a trace.
There is nothing to say in the following winter.
Everyone goes back to China during spring break and runs in Europe and Australia. I have been short of money, so I have to put down my body and go to work. I saved a small sum of money, but I packed my bags and went to Okinawa alone to look for fiery tropical flowers in full bloom under the scorching sun, and watched the strange corals floating under the green sea water on the cliff alone. At this point, life is not bad.
In this world, life is as brilliant as flowers and as beautiful as corals.
At the moment of my return trip, the sun was suddenly blocked outside the tent of a cool local specialty shop. I bowed my head and thought about it. No one wants to bring gifts back except a few familiar mentors. I don't have to tell anyone about this trip. Come, or go, are naked loneliness, don't care about anything, don't worry about anything.
I touched the wandering man's warm and burning neck. Who is close to me? Who am I close to? Who should I listen to and what do I see? Who said anything about counting days? Who warmly expects me to return to China?
Lonely, still with you.
The long winter has passed. Start school.
I tidy up my messy mood and prepare to read. Everything is fake, only my homework is extremely real. I have never been a gifted child, and my body is no different. I believe that no pains, no gains, my career economy will still have a plot. In this world, in the future, I can only rely on myself.
In a blink of an eye, cherry blossoms are everywhere, and spring has arrived. See also Haifa. It feels very different.
Her snow-blue hooded sports shirt is very refreshing and lovely, but her jeans have to be cut several times on her knees. I hate this way of dressing, but she is Wei Haifa, who has a beautiful life, full of troubles and loves to toss and turn. Forget it. Besides, it's really nice.
I guess she doesn't know how to go out alone, but she won't be alone when she meets her. Always behind you, under the three or five skirts with the minister, behind the saddle with loyalty. At this time, she put on slippers and shook her hand casually. Each of her agents struggled to hold a big box, and then followed closely and entered the lobby of the house. It depends. It's a move, not a trip to the Grand Duchess.
She's so tired. Why on earth did she come? Do you miss this undeveloped land? Who has she never conquered in this land?
A group of people crowded into the elevator and the box rolled to my feet. Wei Hai was born in a narrow space, burning everywhere like a flame, laying a tight encirclement and measuring me inch by inch, reaching my head. After a while, I suddenly said, I am your new neighbor.
So I was honored to listen to all the voices and shouts all day. This is her day, and it must be infinitely colorful. May everyone sanctify her name, may her kingdom come, and may her will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Her number has been brought to all parts of the world.
Wei Haifa moved in and quickly packed up. On the door hung a small mahogany plaque in a book, which read: Department of Maritime Law in Japanese. Hanging a comic book at the same time made me laugh. She is worried about her followers and doesn't know where to make a pilgrimage.
Haifa knocked on my door for the first time. I thought she was a good neighbor. She handed a chestnut cake and Kirin beer, grimaced and said that the little witch delivered fireworks in a limited time. Wei, won't you eat?
Haifa knocked on my door for the second time. Bring a can of flower seeds and a small bag of nutrient soil to remind us earnestly: sow in spring, sow seeds lightly, keep the room temperature constant, and don't let the sun burn you. In summer, green vines can hang down and produce trumpet-shaped flowers. Don't Japanese faces mean sweet little faces in the morning?
Haifa knocked on my door for the third time. I stood stupefied in the middle of the room, showing a puzzled look: Chihiro, Chihiro, I can't hear your voice every day, and the wind has its own voice, but you just keep a straight face. How can you be so quiet, sucking up to seven A+ cigarettes, so quiet that you are the only one in the crowd?
Haifa knocked on my door.
Haifa knocked on my door. In the middle of the night, when everything was silent, I wore a diagonal-shouldered siesta skirt made of snow-white yarn, which was thinner than the wings of cicadas, light and delicate, like a lotus in bud. I stepped barefoot on the corridor leading to my door, touching my heart with one hand and knocking with the other.
Wei Chihiro, are you worried?
Yes
What?
Fear of life.
Do you want to listen to me?
No, I understand at all. -Alas, thousands of people in Qian Qian gave Wei Hai a green eye. In the end, she was hardworking and lonely, and she only wanted to please me.
I patted her and she was in my arms. The pulp is soft and fragrant. After all these years of silence, I almost forgot how my skin is harmonious, how my arms are entangled, and how my lips fall on my lips. What's that smell?
Today, I finally made up with Haifa, only to find that this contest has been protracted. I don't know what I covet her, except that if she comes to me at night, life will be short and safe.
I fell in love with Haifa in summer.
We * * * went to a dance, * * * ate an ice and secretly enjoyed the taste of a kiwi fruit in the evening breeze. Early in the morning, I put her unruly long hair away, carefully braided it and tied a few colored rubber bands. In the evening, she carefully folded my clothes and trousers, hung them one by one and smoked them with fragrant flowers. When it rains, she laughs and gets under my transparent raincoat, and often misses sending my notes to the classroom.
One day, when I was not at home for lunch, she posted a note on my door: Chihiro, I left you a lunch. Sometimes when she is busy with the report, she can't get off the stage with me, so I stare at her seriously: how presumptuous! Kneel in the corner! She's jealous. She can't see who I'm friendly with. She looked at me many times for no reason. I also restrained her a lot: go out without a bra and don't enter my Wei family's door again!
At this time, it has been a year and a half since I first met Haifa. In the world of two people, big and small, we all changed our temperament for each other in a hurry. She stopped talking loudly, and I was no longer quiet and lonely.
Autumn is coming again, Haifa and I both have a feeling that the years are getting deeper and deeper.
Everything is safe and human feelings are used to it.
Who knows, the scholarship was issued that season, and I won the prize, but I fell behind. I searched the column carefully, but it didn't work. Finally, I don't have my own name. I walked back without saying a word and locked the door in order to restore two days of silence.
Haifa didn't understand the current situation, but she came to discuss it with me at this moment. It's getting late for Christmas. She plans to take advantage of the half-month holiday to go back to England with me and take me to see Cambridge, the blue light rain and the dense fog wet with smoke here.
Let's talk about it It was cancelled this time. I gave her a cross look and suddenly hated her. There was always a sense of superiority.
Why? She began to jump. Didn't we agree?
Hehe, Haifa, what does Cambridge like about me? What's the use of making an appointment with me? It is my daily task to settle down, you ignorant girl.
But a round-trip ticket, why make a mountain out of a molehill? It doesn't matter if you spend a few cents at most. She was dissatisfied with my introduction.
Oh, she wants to share her wealth with me. I shouldn't smile and refuse to accept it. I must identify with her through such a secular life.
At this time, I was shocked. I was the one who really wanted to be competitive, but Haifa enjoyed it and didn't cling to anything. What used to be, it was just a scam, son.
I sincerely said: Haifa, how can we be the same? You can make your life perfect, and you can be perfect in all directions. I, on the other hand, have to walk steadily, with clear footprints at every step. You got it?
How can she understand the hardships of life?
But I have made up my mind to be brave and catch up. Go out early and come back late every day, sitting at the head of the library until midnight.
Haifa came up to me and suddenly took my book. I held it down and told her to go with a cold face. She was so embarrassed: Chihiro, Chihiro, are you breaking up with me like this?
I looked up at her for a while, said nothing, and looked down at my book. Let her choke down her voice and try to hold back her tears. Later, she ran away angrily.
Haifa and I used to be so close that we gradually developed bad blood.
When trouble begins, it will always exist.
I remember reading a book, which said: people are not as good as heaven. It's all true.
Coincidentally, at that time, I met Cunyu.
He came up behind me and picked up the library card I left behind. He glanced at it and said, so word of mouth has spread to Wei, and that's you? So thin.
I quickly replied to him: thinner than you?
He froze and then smiled. He looks very relaxed, wears thin glasses, is very scholarly, and is comfortable with his gestures.
I bowed my head in embarrassment and blushed.
The general school bus that leaves the mountain at six after class is the most crowded. He held my schoolbag in one hand and gave me a quiet one in the other.
Someone got off the bus and he said, sit down.
The car stopped, he said, come with me.
At the corner of the shop, he stretched out his arm and said, red light. I put away my steps.
At that time, just as dusk approached in mid-air, it was colorful. Neons compete with each other, and the evening breeze rushes through the city that never sleeps, blowing light and shadow everywhere. Every minute in this city, how many encounters and shoulders are wrong, how much hurt and tenderness, and what kind of corruption and pain? I can't help feeling life and looking up.
As soon as Yu Cun came, heaven and earth suddenly disappeared. My eyes saw electricity and dew in an instant, and my heart disappeared in an instant, leaving a mark. I think it was him. It turned out to be so suitable. I waited, and my heart was cold, but it was not in vain.
This man, with his long sleeves, may dance for me, cover me, block me, cover me, protect me and wipe me off. No wonder I recognized it as soon as I saw it. I have never been a stranger.
I still regard this man named Cunyu as my eternal inheritance. When the winter vacation came, I left him at ease and went far away.
Christmas is coming, and everything is very lively. Although a little reluctant, I want to: seize the day. This two-night and three-berth trip was a small start, but several members of the research group took the team out to shoot some short films about hot springs and came back to make a self-help tour consultation collection.
So I took less luggage, so I was very moved when I left. I only gave him the key: this house is my heart, and everyone has left, but my heart still invites you to come back and spend Christmas Eve with me.
On the third day of Hot Spring City, the filming was in a hurry and messy, and the laughter ended hastily. Surrounded by simple and happy people, what bothers me is just a pot of sake and a crazy song about izakaya.
I let them go, but I stayed in the hotel and enjoyed a moment of leisure. I took off my clothes alone and walked into the small outdoor bath facing the sea. The night is clear and cold, and the air is cold and cold. The half-bay moon, illuminated by opposing sides, illuminates the sea behind the bamboo shadow and Jieshi, which is a kind of quiet light.
My body was immersed in a pool of misty water vapor. I bowed my head and pitied my bright hands for no reason, but the face reflected on Shui Ying was full of will and wanted to sue, so I couldn't help singing a melodramatic sentence: The moon is now full of sea, and the horizon is * * * at this time.
At this moment. Isn't that man, the man named Cunyu, who also opened the curtain of heavy encirclement, * * * staring at me and thinking about me this month?
Suddenly I feel very eager to see him. The idea just came into being, and it skyrocketed like poison. I can't wait to test the effect immediately. There seems to be a lingering voice in my heart, singing: go home, go home. So I left a few words in a hurry and posted them on the door. A man just walked under the starlight and caught a night express Shinkansen and returned to his city.
I ran in a hurry because someone tied my hair to his hand and lured me to recruit me. Because my soul is nailed somewhere else, and I can only get it back if I get close to it.
When it arrived, it was in the deepest and darkest place at night.
The elevator tinkled, spitting out a ghostly sleepless person like me, but the ghost didn't have my surging sweat and blood, and I didn't have the sudden fear of standing in front of the door. It is ominous that I am in such a hurry. I don't know what to catch up with. Is it sadness or joy? Is it grand and rich or empty?
I took out my key, quietly opened the door and raised my hand to turn on the light.
Like a mystery novel, I saw the last-minute answer, but I froze. I was shocked by the camera in front of me. Different peaks rose and took a sharp turn. Who conceived it? !
Wei Haifa and Yang Cunyu, the people I am determined to go to, two, yes, both sleep in my bed. Wei Haifa's plump and noisy hair is thrilling, like rolling waves, rolling and falling on the sheets. A white arm took a step sideways, like a strange vine around his neck. Hey hey, how to describe it? This jade arm is beautiful, this beautiful woman is amazing, and this couple live together!
My heart sank, my blood surged and my mouth screamed. Maybe I thought I was screaming hysterically, but I wasn't. My voice dried up, my throat was choked with gas, my brain was scratching and my thoughts and thoughts were all short-circuited at that moment, and I was speechless.
I just kept saying: Oh, too bad, too bad, really bad, it shouldn't be like this, things are ridiculous-when did it start, where did it start, and how did you get here? I don't even know. I have never been lucky, but it shouldn't be so bad. It is so boring.
At this time, the two men also started up, as if they were more qualified to be surprised than me, and looked at me straight. Yang Cunyu's face, there is no panic between embarrassment and shame, while Wei Hai hair gently dodged a little sly in the pupil and passed by, but in fact I have understood her satisfaction.
This is just another play of hers. She took great pains to direct the film. She plays wholeheartedly and enjoys it.
It's just the wrong place. The characters are all wet.
I lost two people around me at that time. -These two. I used to believe in love the most. These two people, however, came to sleep in my bed, cover my quilt and say dear on my pillow when I was away.
I have a hard face. Should I fly into a rage or look on coldly?
In the end, I can only choose to leave, close the door and give up silently. With qi and blood, try to clean up, the last bit of dignity.
I signed a house carefully. The bedroom is very harmonious, and the kitchen and hall are western-style. They are very small, only fourteen stacks of tatami, but they are all well-equipped and suitable for living alone. I'm not good at acting. I can't act such a shabby plot. Just move out of this house and save everyone's heart. Otherwise, going in and out of the same door, looking up and down, meeting again and again, it's too ugly. It's best to avoid it and not stay in the wrong place for a long time.
My life, suddenly derailed, messed up the chapter. What used to be noisy today has become quiet and dark. Work at sunrise, rest at sunset, do your homework diligently, be careful with the door, pay attention to diet and live rationally.
I stubbornly locked the heavy curtains, put out the last embers in my heart, ignored the thin and dense sun, laid a good foundation on the curtains gently and shallowly, and woven the lattice of days-seemingly warm, but actually decadent.
Things have changed, and I have experienced more than the word time.
It was very easy to get to the end of winter, but suddenly there was a snow. It was freezing and my breath became frost.
I feel uncomfortable coming and going, and my limbs are restrained. I hate winter very much, especially at this time. Spring is afraid that the arrival date will be postponed because of snow. I want to escape to the island called Ryukyu in the south, away from the population here. But can I recognize it like this? Can it recognize me?
I didn't expect Haifa to see me again and knock on my door.
Empty, empty. She knocked hard at the door and concluded that I was at home.
I pulled away and gave her a cold face without inviting her in. Naturally, she was not invited in, so I had to go to this clean place.
Her face is tired, her hair is not flying, and her shoulders are soft, which seems to echo this season.
Let's go. I put on my shoes, closed the door behind me, said hello, and went to the nearby park.
We just walked back and forth three or five feet apart. At that time, the snow fell on me, dark and quiet.
Chihiro took a few quick steps to catch up with her.
I stood with my schoolbag in my hand and turned to look at her.
She lowered her head for a moment, as if she didn't know how to deal with my calm and dull face. After a pause, I finally said, Chihiro, I'm really tired these days.
Oh? I raised my eyebrows. That's not like Wei Haifa. Wei Haifa is always the winner.
But this time I lost. She grabbed the road: Chihiro, Chihiro, I wait left and right, suffering every day. I just want to change your mind. Although I took the lowest road by hook or by crook, I just hope you can understand what an unrealistic dream you had, giving your body and heart to men easily in an attempt to design a future and a long life with them.
In fact, which of them can afford your hospitality? It's just that a man can be his wife and let nature take its course. I thought you would always understand, it just takes time, just sooner or later.
I always fantasize that one day you will turn around.
I imagine, you will say to me: if I knew this, why should I have it?
I'm still imagining it. You said, Haifa, look at your hair. It's going to be twisted again. Why don't you braid it?
Will you say to me: this is the same root, and speculation is boring.
You will say to me: don't forget, don't leave.
Will you tell me?
I listened silently to Haifa's detailed complaints and questions. I just feel frosty on my face, and quarrels are all ice.
Wei Hai felt a sharp pain and came over and shook my shoulder hard. Chihiro, Chihiro, who are you looking for? Maybe not me. But I only came for you.
I shed two lines of tears before I finished.
I looked blankly for a long time and suddenly smiled. Is there a worse relationship in the world? The three of us, lovers and rivals, are really cruel. Behind the so-called love, the truth is ugly and ugly.
I slowly pulled out my shoulder and Wei Haifa's hand. What you said is actually good, but I am still willing to stick to mine. Anyway, it's just a mistake, no matter where it slipped or fell. Only one thing, you shouldn't try this person yourself, you take yourself as bait. I'll look down on you for it.
There are many men in the world, but this one is my favorite. Wei Haifa, you are still young, and you are born with such capital. You don't need to work hard, the world is yours. Why bother to make a fool of yourself? ...
Haifa called me straight: Chihiro, Chihiro, this time you missed my mind. ...
Oh, Haifa, but we shouldn't have a heart.
The world is nothing more than this. If I don't come to you, you will come to me. There are no exceptions.
No, no, don't explain it to me. Please go to your own heart. The so-called ins and outs are just the eyes of some secret stowaways and private cars, which are given and accepted by the two of you, and can never be done overnight. I'm blind, but I won't feel sorry for myself and I don't want to find fault with others. You can say love or not, but please don't explain it to me.
I did it as soon as I explained it.
I suddenly looked up, gave her a resentful look, then leaned down and left alone.
She's not pathetic. Go cry.
After the separation, there are still people who are good at gossiping about Wei Haifa. Once it was said that it was close to a certain line, and once it was said that it was close to someone, changing people around like a lantern. The more you play, the crazier you get, but what happened? May have been completely ignored.
Haven't Haifa grown up yet? And I'm getting old.
I'm just waiting for someone to tie the knot, hold hands and travel with them. I'm not talking about a few bleak, unaccounted-for love or love.
She is so hot that she almost burns me, but she can't warm the cold deep in my bones after all. The coolness crept in quietly and gradually immersed in pain, but I couldn't help it. It's an old man's disease, not a fire that can be warmed up overnight.
This should be a joyful drama, accompanied by drums and music. Wei Haifa actually had the capital to be willful and naive all the way, but I was cruel enough to be a Vivi and grew up overnight.
This is how she was sacrificed by me.
And I was saved by Yu, Yu was saved by her, and I lived and died.
I still get up in the morning to dress up in front of the mirror, take care of myself carefully, or perfunctory.
After that, the sun will still rise and set in the east. Trees are red and trees are green, cold and summer meet, and day replaces night. Who can't live without who?
Only occasionally, for a moment, the flowers are blooming outside the window, the clock ticks, or the wind blows through the window, and the branches of western Western jackdaw begin for no reason. I sat up and thought of myself in a trance. I am also a person who once had a story.
The woman in the mirror, although she is green and has a pair of red and brittle hands, is now shriveled, wrinkled and drooping.
My father, give me blood. My mother, casting my flesh and blood. Let me bring these six roots into this world.
But now I suddenly hate my daughter's body. Because of it, I don't know freedom for a moment.
I arrange tactfully, earn hard and make plans. But always hurt by it, degenerate for no reason, shake hands with troubles and fall into endless dark days.
All my life, I long to be hidden, properly placed and carefully preserved. Free me from suffering, free me from surprise, free me from wandering around, free me from having no branch to follow.
But that man, I know, I always knew, he would never come.
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brief Introduction of the content
There are women: their life is a feast, a book about women, and a book that takes women as an example and teaches you how to be a woman. It is wise to learn from your own gains and losses, and it is also wise to learn from the gains and losses of others.
16 women selected in There are Women: Their Life is a Feast are all loved by the world. They are female politicians, first ladies, outstanding businessmen and movie stars of different periods and nationalities. They are bright colors in the ordinary world. They are you and me, creators of emotions.
They are just like us, wandering in this cycle of love, unable to love, unable to stop, unable to stop.
16 the story of a woman and 16 the fate of a woman, Coco Chanel, Yang Lan, Fan Bingbing, Marilyn Monroe, Diana, Britney Spears, Zhang Ailing, Lin, ... read the joys and sorrows of life in beautiful old dreams. Then, we realized that being a woman really has a way to go.
References:
Baidu Encyclopedia-Sometimes there are women