You care about your appearance and are not confident. If you feel dissatisfied, you can find the doctor who operated on you and ask how to improve it further. I don't think surgery alone can solve your fundamental problem. Although your appearance can be improved to meet your own hopes, your inner things have not improved. You can try to look in the mirror with your previous photos and yourself now, and let yourself agree that it is really better than before, so that you will slowly undergo surgery and prosthesis. At the same time, I said to myself, everything will change and everything will be fine! Officially, you can't have heart surgery, so of course you won't feel better. Only by taking it as a part of yourself can you treat it well, appreciate it more and praise it more. You can also use makeup to cover up your shortcomings and gradually change your clothes into more feminine clothes, so as to stay away from the looks of boys.