Or pull up the collar of the coat, or twist the scarf around your neck. Whether they pull up their coats or roll up their scarves, they have only one purpose-to keep out the cold.
It is too cold today. I looked at the little people moving in the distance, and at the warm room temperature, I couldn't help feeling sorry for the pedestrians in the street. Why don't these people go home? Will they wander until dawn?
"When I finally get off work, my boyfriend will be miserable." I heard the nurse in the nursing station groan and looked grateful. "It's inhuman to be on duty on Valentine's Day. The nurse who was about to get off work complained and attracted the praise of another nurse. " You are not bad. "The nurse said that even if someone is going to get off work, no one is waiting, which is worse than you. ""You mean Dr. Xu? As soon as I heard that they were talking about me, my ears pricked up immediately, just like Sherlock Holmes in the book. "Who else is not her?" The nurse said again. "Do you remember how she lost control today last year?" "Of course I remember." Another nurse trilled and replied. "I've never seen Dr. Xu, crying and shouting, like crazy. They are talking about me last year, when I was really as irrational as they said. " Can't blame Dr. Xu. "Nurse." If my boyfriend died in front of me like Dr. Xu's boyfriend, I might go crazy, too. ""Hush, keep your voice down. "Another nurse suddenly thought of silence." She hasn't left work yet, so be careful to be heard by her. " The two realized that the wall had ears, but it was too late. Unfortunately, I just listened to the whole conversation through a canvas wall. "Doctor xu, why are you standing here? "Just when I hesitated to go out, another nurse who was in a hurry to get off work suddenly appeared behind me, forcing me to show my true colors. Therefore, I have to stand up awkwardly. " I'm waiting to punch in. "I pretended to look at the two nurses who have been talking about me, and their faces were embarrassed.
It's beautiful, even brighter than the ribbon decorated on the chocolate gift box for Valentine's Day. "Get off work early, don't you know? The newly arrived nurse looked at me strangely and seemed to doubt my hearing. " I didn't hear the bell ring. "I only heard their whispers." Dr Xu, you must be very busy. Finally, the nurse shook her head, smiled and picked up the card and inserted it into the clock, then said goodbye to me. "See you tomorrow. Happy Valentine's Day." After playing cards, she waved. "Happy Valentine's Day. I waved, too, and I wasn't surprised that the other two nurses followed. They want to leave early. I want to go home early anyway. Although there is no lover waiting for me at home, at least there is a cat waiting for me to feed. I can't be lazy. Smile and pick up the card. On Valentine's Day this year, I inadvertently laid the last blank and officially ended today's work. As soon as I got home, the first thing I did was feed the cat. I have forgotten when I started to keep cats. It seems that it started last Valentine's Day! At that time, I was like an abandoned cat, and my eyes were full of uncontrollable panic. Except that the cat didn't cry, I would. This is the difference. " You give me the good milk, or I'll skin you. I threatened my cat after the cat basin was filled with milk. Her name is Christine, and she is named after my favorite English teacher. I didn't know what was going on in my head at that time, so I took it anyway. So, it's called Christine, my favorite English name. Christine meowed to show that she heard me, but her eyes were sad, as if protesting my bullying. The arrogant ......................... saw Christine's eyes, and when I thought of this word, I couldn't help thinking of a familiar figure standing in front of me with disapproving eyes.
One year ago today, at noon on Valentine's Day, I asked my boyfriend out to dinner and complained to him. "Today is Valentine's Day, why don't you send me flowers? As soon as we met, I put pressure on him and he raised his eyebrows. " Why did I send you flowers? You're not mine. "He has no face. He poked my dream in the Spring and Autumn Period and told me not to boast." Then ... at least give me a card! "I pouted in protest, feeling a little bitter." I see. "He rolled his eyes." I'll go back after dinner and I can send you an electronic card at any time! "Electronic card, it sounds cold, but that's what he is." Be sure to send it to me. Oh, I'm waiting. I grinned excitedly and planned to sneak home and open an email before going back to work in the hospital in the afternoon. Although it is conceivable that he would never use any romantic words, I am still looking forward to it. "I can't stand you women, what Valentine's Day! He shouted and bowed his head to eat. Seeing that he was so unwilling, I couldn't help quarreling with him again. " You really have no mood at all. Didn't you watch the Japanese drama? Knowing that he is too busy to watch TV, I still want to quarrel with him. "Japanese drama? He looked like I was ignorant and then bowed his head and ate his food. " I only watch Discovery Channel. "He said that I was so angry that I quickly took his plate away." Your life is really boring. "I made a face at him." The Japanese dramas that just aired a while ago are all very good. You should see them more. ""Oh, what's the name of that Japanese drama? He doesn't believe in love in drama. He always said it was nonsense. "it's called" the story of a hundred years "." I'm happy to answer. "What rubbish stories are broadcast inside? He looked bored and invited the waitress for coffee. " What do you mean by garbage? Will you be polite? "I am so angry." The play is very touching, and the theme song is also very nice. The song named "One Love" was sung by Nana. "But I'm pregnant.
I suspect that he knows Nana. "Nana, I know." He really knows. "A Greek woman, record is expensive to death. He is right, her CD should be at least 400 yuan, which is very expensive. " Her singing is worth it. Although I agree with him privately, I just keep silent. "Whatever. When the coffee came, he looked down at his watch. You have five minutes to finish the story, and I'll leave after listening. "Five minutes is enough? However, I still worked hard to finish the story for six hours in five minutes, and then I robbed his coffee. The story is basically simple. It tells the love story of three generations of women in the past hundred years. From 190 1 year to 2000, each generation of heroines was played by the same person, performing different love stories in Taisho, Showa and Heisei respectively, which made people cry. " What's so touching about this? "After hearing this story, he said," Don't you think the stories of every generation are great? "I retorted that if I had the ability to write plays, I wouldn't be a doctor to write plays. ""If you are a screenwriter and no one watches the play, the TV station will close down. "He also quickly retorted and almost didn't piss me off." I'm going back to work first. Please send me the card quickly! I just dropped this angry remark, and then I turned around and went home without even drinking coffee. As soon as I entered the room, I immediately turned on the computer connection, looked blankly at the empty mailbox, and involuntarily recalled the process of my acquaintance with him in my mind. Maybe no one believes that my boyfriend and I are neighbors, and our home is close enough to climb over the wall. We have been quarreling since childhood, always quarreling all the time and never taking a truce.
I still remember that I just moved to the countryside that year, and it was really difficult for me to adapt to life in a big city.
For the simple life in the country, he will be in a daze after school. Whenever that time comes, he will definitely come to me and bother me. "Why are you in a daze?" He always likes pulling my hair. "You look ugly in a daze, but you are not beautiful when you smile. In other words, I am ugly, very ugly. " You are so ugly! "I pulled my hair back from his hand." You don't think I'm ugly, so don't come here. What are you doing in my house? ""I can't help it. My family lives in your house. " He said confidently, then I moved. "I let it slip. The next day I found a lot of white lime and drew a line on the ground, forbidding him to cross the line. That year, we were both in the fifth grade of primary school, and we didn't like each other. We all want each other to move out. Then, five years later, we didn't move into a family. Unfortunately, we were admitted to the same high school, but fortunately we were in the same class. " You are a famous couple! Every time the teachers and students of the whole school see us, they will come to this sentence and force us together. "We are not." I am always busy clarifying. "He and I just live in the wall, don't get me wrong." I really hated my parents at that time, so I didn't want to move next door. "Please, I'm not that low, okay?" His mouth still stinks. "Who wants her to be a girlfriend? It's not without eyes." "Yes, your eyes are above your head anyway!" I welcome it, too. He is really annoying. "It's better than you grow below. Not to be outdone, he hinted that my eyes were bad. At that time, I secretly loved another senior, and his length was much worse than his. " Hmm. I turned away from him in anger. I didn't take his satire seriously, but I never expected that there was another meaning under his satire. It didn't take me long to find out. On the day when I shed tears for my senior, he quietly handed me a handkerchief and pulled me into his arms with a look of embarrassment to comfort me gruffly, telling me not to cry. "I told you he was bad, but you didn't listen. He scolded me angrily, but I was scolded inexplicably. He never said this sentence. Anyway, I cried in his arms all night and changed my impression of him. Wonderful changes have taken place between me and him. We still quarreled as usual, but gradually, I found that he looked at me differently, and I often blushed for his behavior, and we all knew it. We like each other. Even so, we still don't say. Even if we often can't help secretly kissing, even if we care about each other's every move, but we just don't say, no one will admit love first. Time flies in the distance war between us. Soon, we will face the problem of entering a higher school. As two natural groups, we have chosen different paths. I chose to study medicine, he chose science and engineering, and they separated. However, we are inseparable after all. My parents rented us in the same building for fear that no one would care about us in Taipei, so we became neighbors again. As neighbors, it's natural to quarrel, only to quarrel in the room and sometimes to go to bed. Well, we did have a physical relationship, but it didn't help us much. We still refuse to say that we love each other, and we haven't even been together on Valentine's Day. Until one Valentine's Day night, he saw me having dinner with another man. When I got home, he waited at my door and told me that he would not go out with others on Valentine's Day in the future, and he would take me out for dinner. I have to say that he is arrogant, and I have to admit that I have no ambition. In a word, I nodded and acquiesced in his request. From now on, we will spend Valentine's Day together until I graduate and he finds a job. After graduation, I successfully obtained the doctor's license and started my internship. He set up a small computer company in partnership with others, helping people design programs, each doing his own thing, and having no time to fall in love. Three years later, I was finally promoted to a full-time doctor. His career was brilliant, and he moved to a bigger apartment. From then on, he parted ways. However, although we parted ways on the surface, in fact, we are still together. We spend Valentine's Day together every year, but it gets more and more boring every year, because he refuses to say that he loves me from beginning to end, no matter how I secretly show it to him. Facing the blank mailbox again, I stared at the screen for a long time, and suddenly a great anger rose in my heart. What do you mean he won't say, won't send a letter? Take me for what? So I dialed his mobile phone with anger. " Hello? "He picked up the phone." I didn't receive the card. "I immediately expressed my dissatisfaction." Didn't you get it? "The other end of the phone seems to be busy." But I already sent it. He is really busy, but I don't care. "I just didn't receive it. Please send it again. Recently, my mailbox has always had problems. " Okay, I'll send it a hundred times. That's all! "He speaks impatiently, but I don't like it. Does that sound like a lover's tone? "In any case, you'd better not send it. "The more I think about it, the angrier I get." You don't have to pick me up at night. I'll eat by myself. ""Don't be willful, okay? I am really busy. "His voice sounds helpless." Yes, I am willful. "Click, I cut off the phone, tears unwillingly fell down. I'm willful. Why doesn't he think about what it's like to be dead? After so many years of dating and countless Valentine's Days, when did you receive flowers from him and read his cards? Am I asking too much for a small electronic card now? The more I think about it, the more wronged I am. When you are angry, simply unplug the phone line, no matter how loud the phone is, you just don't answer it anyway. When I got back to the hospital, I told the switchboard that no matter who dialed, I wouldn't answer the phone and just wanted to concentrate on my work. Because I work in the emergency department and am a surgeon, I can't take it for granted that I can't relax too much, especially today's emergency departments are particularly numerous. An hour later, I was so busy that I sweated all over and forgot the quarrel with him before. "Dr. Xu, there is a patient over there, please take care of it. "Dr. Jiang, director of the emergency department, instructed me to go to the partition ward for support. I nodded. Just as I packed my medical equipment and prepared to go to another ward for support, the screams of ambulances came from outside the emergency department. God, there are too many accidents today. That's what I think in my heart. I packed my things and went to the next room before I went out. The medical staff at the end of the corridor came with movable beds. This is a common thing for emergency department staff. We save lives like this every day, and every minute is precious, because it is related to a person's life.
"What's the matter with this man? I asked the first medical staff who came running, and the other medical staff were busy putting the patient to bed. That man is covered in blood. " It collapsed. The medical staff said. "This is a serious collision and may be life-threatening." I nodded and followed. That's what happens in the emergency department. Whoever is free is responsible for saving lives. I ran so fast that I arrived almost as soon as they pushed the hospital bed into the emergency medical room. When I arrived, the medical staff told me that the man had stopped breathing and his heart stopped beating. "Ready to electric shock. I asked the medical staff to adjust the machine while walking. It is our responsibility to save people, and we must not lose our cool under any circumstances. However, when I saw who was lying in the hospital bed, I lost my cool. The person lying down is actually my boyfriend. " No "I froze on the spot and didn't even feel the electric hammer given to me by the medical staff." No ... "I came to my senses, clenched the electric hammer in my hand and shocked his chest with all my strength. His body is jumping up and down, because the uninterrupted current is jumping up and down again. This situation frightened the medical staff, so I quickly called Dr. Jiang and said that I was crazy. I don't know if I'm crazy. I just want to save my lover. Even if his mouth stinks, even if he never shows his feelings, I still want to save him. He still owes me a card. He must not die. Then I threw away the electric hammer and began to squeeze his heart. I pressed it desperately, desperately trying to bring him back to life, but he didn't. He can't even say "pain". He just lowered his face, closed his eyes, punished me with silence and said goodbye to me. "Doctor xu, stop it, you are going to kill him. "Hazy, I seem to hear the anger of Dr. Jiang. I couldn't see his shadow clearly when he pushed me away angrily. I, uh, cried, and I cried my heart out. " It's too late, Dr. Xu. He's dead. I'm sorry. "I feel that Dr. Jiang patted me on the shoulder again and told me in a sorry voice that he had left." Dr. Jiang knows him, too. They had dinner together. The introducer is me. " He won't die. I shook my head. He won't die! "I rushed over and picked up the electric hammer again, trying to save him." Dr Xu, calm down! "My electric hammer was taken away by Dr. Jiang and I was slapped." I know how you feel, but don't forget that you are a doctor. Yes, I am a doctor, but I am also an ordinary person. Dr. Jiang said he could understand my feelings, but how could he? I have loved him for so many years, which is almost a habit. Can I throw it away? Besides, he still owes me a card. "I can't calm down, I just want him to live, I just want him to live!" Without any advice, I rushed to his side again, trying to wake up his unconscious life with my warm palm. "Take Dr. Xu away!" As a last resort, Dr. Jiang roared. On that day, I lost my calmness and professionalism. Like a crazy psychopath, I found peace under the sedative, and that day happened to be Valentine's Day. Afterwards, I asked his work partner why he left work first. They told me that after I hung up on him that day, he called me several times, but I couldn't be reached. In desperation, he left all his work at hand and drove to the hospital to find me. He was killed by a big truck driving in the opposite direction on his way to the hospital. When I heard the news, I was shocked. My willfulness killed him, and he became a ghost under the car for an undelivered card. Then, there is no right to be willful. I am like an abandoned kitten, and even lost the freedom to cry. My tears condensed on the night he left. I haven't cried since he died. No matter how touching the plot is, no matter how heart-wrenching the dialogue is, it can't be moved any more. I was deprived of my willfulness, and now I can only stare blankly at the empty room. No, I also have a cat and a computer that I seldom use. With a wry smile, I crossed the cat drinking milk and turned on the computer. It meowed a few times, as if to protest my disrespect for cat rights. I shrugged and habitually connected. Even though I know in my heart that no one will send me a letter, I can't help but expect someone to remember me, even if it is to send me some nonsense about how romantic Valentine's Day is. Meow, meow. Christine's sad meow attracted me. I turned around to see what had happened. It turned out that the milk was finished, and it wanted to drink again. I got up, went to the refrigerator, poured some milk into its cat bowl, then went back to the computer and stared at the screen. There are ... a hundred letters! This is too exaggerated. Who is so boring that he sent me a hundred junk letters about Valentine's Day? I'm a little annoyed. I was about to delete all the letters, but I received a message saying: due to system failure, the letters have not been delivered yet. I'm terribly sorry. The sender is the supplier of my electronic account, and he always damages my mailbox, asshole. I reluctantly opened the first letter, which showed that the mailing date was today last year, that is, Valentine's Day. My heart began to beat, and an unreasonable thought flashed through my mind: could it be him, could it be from him? I held down the mouse with my trembling right hand and almost couldn't open the letter. The letter was finally opened at my fingertips. The first thing that caught my eye was a red rose, which bloomed beautifully against the green leaves. Then, I heard a touching piece of music called Only Love. I covered my mouth in disbelief, because the rose was so beautiful and the music was so intoxicating that I almost thought I was dreaming, but what moved me most was the words under the rose, which looked like a touching poem. Rain coma. That's my name. I've known you for many years and never sent you any flowers. I send you a rose today. I received it and thought it was beautiful. You know we are always bickering, and we can't really put down our posture and open our hearts to say love to each other. Yes, but who is the culprit? Who told you to be so cold? I know I have a bad mouth, and talking always makes you angry. Not only bad, but also terrible, thanks to you. But today I want to say: I'm sorry, I want to tell you: I love you. Good. I've been waiting for you for so many years. Then, I will tell you one thing that makes you happier, that is, I have finally saved enough money. You have been rich for a long time. Why do you work so hard to earn? So rain coma, let's get married! I didn't dare to propose to you before because I was afraid I wouldn't give you a good life. Now that I have saved enough money, I don't have to wait in fear anymore. Who wants you to be afraid? I'm already your man. Today, I used this card to propose to you. Will you marry me, Yu Hui? Would you like to? This is the content of the whole card. I looked at his words while talking to him like a fool, as if I heard his voice and saw his shadow again, and I went back to the time when I fought with him a year ago, and I hope I can stay here for a while, instead of teaching reality to take it away forever. At this time, the music that Cary had been playing sounded again, repeating Nana's heartbreaking song over and over again. Only love can leave memories.
Only love can make a moment last.
Where you are, the whole world is young, and all the songs are not sung.
I remember when you loved everything, all you were alive, and how much you loved me ... Only love can create memories, and only love can stop the last moment. When you are here, the world becomes young. All the unfinished songs and bits and pieces in your life are my love for you and how you gave me memories.
Love ... the lyrics of this song are so close to our love. When he was alive, my world was so small that I quarreled with him on different topics every day. But after he left me, my life was only memories, and I couldn't kick it out. Will you marry me? Seeing this late question, my tears unconsciously flowed down and wet the innocent keyboard. Do I want to? If he is still in front of my eyes, I will kick him to death. Idiot, I wouldn't wait until today if I didn't want to. So, I moved the mouse, clicked on the field of "all replies" on the screen, knocked down the answer I had prepared for many years and told him: I do. I am willing; I am willing to accompany him from generation to generation; I will quarrel with him all my life, forever. I answered him like this, but the only thing that can give me the answer is repeated love. Even so, I still open every letter, hold up every rose and knock down every same sentence: I do. I answered it a hundred times, only love sang it a hundred times. On the cold night of Valentine's Day, the line was finally reconnected after a year's interruption. I answered you. What about you?