If you still love this boy, you must put down your so-called dignity and never give up ~ ~

Some things should be cherished only if they are lost.

Let me tell you something that happened to you.

Blue Moon

Laner met a boy and they fell in love.

The boy's parents died, and he lived a poor life alone. The boy is very kind to Laner, and he sends her to and from work on time, rain or wind. He wrote one poem after another for her, although some poems seemed profound and Laner didn't understand them. He will stew her a bowl of delicious sparerib soup, and then quietly insist on watching her drink it. The soup is white with red dates. He said LanEr pale, ribs and red dates can enrich the blood.

One day, the boy gave Laner a jade pendant the size of a walnut, which was said to be ancestral and was said to be very valuable. Laner doesn't have much affection for jade pendant, because jade is natural and rough, but there is a blue moon-shaped light and shadow in the center of jade, which is clearer under the light. The boy said that it is because of this light and shadow that this jade is unique. It is called the blue moon.

Two years later, Laner suddenly got tired of this ordinary love. She took out the blue moon and said to the boy, let's break up! The boy refused the blue moon and said, I sent it away with my heart, but my heart can't be taken back. What's the use of my blue moon

The boy left in tears, and Laner felt a little sour in her heart, but she felt that boys should not cry, and men should not flick when they have tears.

Laner gradually forgot the boy, but only occasionally opened the drawer, and only when she saw the blue moon would she think of the past. She thought there was nothing to miss in the past, so she sent the Blue Moon to an antique shop. Unexpectedly, she changed it to 1000 yuan. She used this 1000 yuan to buy a gold ring, which was big and gold on her hand. This is much better than the blue moon! She is very happy.

Laner married a businessman, who bought her a lot of jewelry and fashion, but the businessman was always busy, often busy all night, and came back with cigarettes, wine and powder. Lanerken asked a businessman, can you spend more time with me? Whenever this happens, the businessman will throw out a pile of money and say, Go! Go shopping! Buy cosmetics and fashion! Isn't that what you women like?

Laner was at a loss, even she didn't know. Did he say what he wanted?

In the countless lonely nights that followed, the past events that had been forgotten by her quietly surfaced. Laner remembered the boy again, the sparerib soup he stewed, the poem he wrote, and the blue moon with a ring. She often stays up all night. Her face is even paler. She has bought ribs and red dates many times and cooked them carefully, but she can't taste the past anymore.

Another lonely night, Laner turned on the TV. There is an auction in Hong Kong on TV, and all the humble things are sold at good prices. Laner couldn't believe her eyes when one of the exhibits was auctioned! There is a kind of jade pendant called blue moon! Obviously, it has been carefully carved, and it is bright and clean, and it contains dark blue light and shadow. In the end, it won the bid at a high price of HK$ 500,000.

Laner searched frantically in the jewelry box. She found the gold ring and threw it into the night sky! Then, she lay in bed, sobbing and crying all night, until no more tears came out. She knew that what she had lost would never come back. She lost not only a precious blue moon, but also a boy's pure and priceless heart.

Some things should be cherished, instead of crying in vain about how stupid I was.

If you put down your dignity, tell the boy well.

If it still doesn't work, don't force it.

There is a kind of love called perfection.

When he first entered junior high school, his mother held her and cried. She cried because she was hungry and didn't know the pain of losing her parents. He is very happy that a "sister Lin" has fallen from the sky.

In high school, he took her by the hand and sent her to kindergarten. She always pulled him away at the moment he let go, stood on tiptoe, kissed his soft mouth on his cheek, kissed him again, and immediately turned and ran to her classroom. He has been worried about her wrestling and shouted after him: Little sister, slow down! She answered happily, but did not turn around. The bow on the skirt is running and spreading its wings.

After graduating from high school, he was admitted to a local university, and she was just 7 years old. The doctor said that 7 years old is the best age for heart surgery. He asked for leave to take care of her with his mother. His heart tightened when he saw his father's signature hand shaking, but he bought her favorite comic album and read it to her vividly. After the operation, she woke up and called out "Brother" with great difficulty. The voice was misty, causing him to run out of the ward, holding Metasequoia glyptostroboides in the hospital and crying like a child. After graduating from college, he had many opportunities to go to a bigger city and find a position more suitable for him, but he always refused. Mother urged him, but he just kept silent. When he was in a hurry, he said, if I leave, my little sister will die! His mother scolded him for talking nonsense, but she no longer forced him to go abroad.

In early summer, when the water chestnut was first listed, she clamored for him to buy it back to eat. He refused, fearing that the hard water chestnut would break her hand or lips. She pretended to sob, but looked at his reaction through her fingers. He knew it and didn't expose it. She bought two catties of water chestnuts, cut them off one by one with a kitchen knife and squeezed out white rice one by one. She just picked it up and threw it in her mouth, and she was anxious. She smiled smugly, picked up a big one and threw it into his mouth. In high school, she was weak and her grades were always inferior to others. He simply changed to a leisure job with a much lower salary, but he can go home from work to tutor her every day. She cried, he coaxed, she smiled, and he also smiled: "Little sister, when will you grow up?"

When she entered the university, he was near and single. She began to take the boys home, happy and sweet. His mother urged him to get married, so he had to talk about his next girlfriend. When she met him, she politely called his girlfriend her sister and went hand in hand to a small shop called Ayaya to buy girls' red makeup.

The next spring, he went to Beijing to develop at the request of his girlfriend, worried about her, and she smiled easily and said, Brother, why are you so wordy? My parents and boyfriend are covering for me! In autumn, without any prediction and preparation, she had a heart attack. He hurried back and never heard her call him brother again.

The boy she once brought home stopped him: I was never her boyfriend. She only said that my brother was no better than my own, and I sacrificed too much for her to give him a normal life. He cleaned her bedroom carefully, as if she would come back from school as usual, but on the dresser, she met the tumbler he gave her. During the violent shaking, he saw two small lines engraved on the bottom: poems about the past and heartbroken. I don't know if you are stupid. That's her handwriting, probably carved after he went to Beijing. He fell to the ground with a glass, his heart ached.

He has been waiting for her to grow up, but he doesn't know that in the fleeting time, she already knows that there is a kind of love in the world called perfection. ...

So if he really doesn't love you, let him go. Maybe it will help him.

Think about your life.

People can't always live in the past.

People should try to change.