Chapter 1 Don't play outside. Is the man from school uniform to wedding dress still with you? Xiao Ya looked at the movie propaganda quotations on the big screen of the hospital and looked in a trance. She is holding the diagnosis list in her hand, and the words of the attending doctor are hovering in her ear-"The tumor has deteriorated, please inform your husband as soon as possible." Husband? Xiao Ya thought of the God in the omnipotent business circle of Haicheng, and an inexhaustible astringency came to mind. Looking at the slightly dull ring on the ring finger, she picked up the phone and skillfully dialed the number of ChuTianXuan. The bell rang at the end, and there was a sound of connection. "God." She called softly, trying to find a little inner peace. "What's the matter?" ChuTianXuan cold voice coming from the receiver. Xiao Ya heart a lag, to the word of mouth and pharynx back. She looked at the lovers hugging each other on the movie leaflet and turned her head: "There is a new movie released recently. Do you have time to watch together? " "Hey, there are many things in the company, and I can't get away." ChuTianXuan voice with a somewhat gentle. Xiao Yagang was about to speak when she heard a woman's Chen Jiaosheng coming from the receiver. She took a deep breath and her chest ached. "God, will you come back tonight?" Her hand with a ring is holding the list, which hurts a little. There was a rustle on the other end of the phone, and only after half a ring did ChuTianXuan's absent-minded voice come. "I'll talk about it in the evening. I am busy first. " Listening to the busy signal from the other end of the phone, Xiao Ya turned pale. Chu Tian Xuan knows better than anyone whether she is busy with the company or doing something else. What if the boss of the company doesn't go home after working overtime for half a month? Xiao Ya stiffly put his mobile phone back in his bag and slowly walked out of the cold escalator. The rain is pouring down, and the sky is gloomy, and it seems that it will fall at any time. It was May in the long summer, but Xiao Ya couldn't help wrapping his tight coat to drive away the cold. When she got home in the rain, she put on dry clothes and began to cook Chinese medicine. The doctor said that western medicine needs to be taken together with chemotherapy, and chemotherapy needs to be accompanied by family members, and she ... Xiao Ya restrained the astringency in her heart, but she couldn't stop crying. After graduating from college six years ago, I followed Chu to this city. From then on, he was the only one in her world. But now that man has disappeared from morning till night, this huge city has lost its original warmth for her. At this moment, there was movement at the door lock, and ChuTianXuan in a suit came in. "What's that smell, so bad?" He frowned at the woman in the kitchen. Xiao Ya turned on the exhaust fan in some confusion, but the room was still filled with the smell of Chinese herbal medicine. "Oh, my God, it's just some traditional Chinese medicine that nourishes the body ..." She explained. Hearing this, ChuTianXuan walked towards Xiao Ya and looked at her anxiously: "Why do you want to take medicine suddenly?" Xiao Ya looked at him, and I couldn't help recalling the woman's voice on the phone before. "I feel sick." She whispered, with a hint of bitterness. ChuTianXuan paused, face the color of concern. "Ya ya, I don't like you pretending to be sick and pathetic every time." There was a hint of impatience in his handsome appearance, so he went to the fireplace and turned off the fire. "God, I ..." Xiao Ya froze in place, with a mouthful of bitter herbs, ChuTianXuan feel sick. She never knew that it was so boring to be slandered by someone she loved. ChuTianXuan perceive Xiao Ya mood is wrong, the line of sight fell on her pale and thin face, couldn't help zheng. How did this woman lose so much weight? Looking at the traditional Chinese medicine pot on the stove, ChuTianXuan some flash back. "If you are really uncomfortable, I will take you to the hospital for a physical examination tomorrow. Don't take medicine indiscriminately. " He paid perfunctory attention and turned into the bedroom. Xiao Ya looked at the closed door and said in a low voice, "Why don't you ask me if I have seen a doctor ..." There was silence all around, except for the sound of rain beating on the window, which was full of sadness. Late at night, Xiao Ya repeatedly confirmed that he didn't smell Chinese medicine before entering the bedroom. ChuTianXuan on the bed has closed his eyes and fallen asleep, and the warm yellow bedside lamp reflects a layer of gentleness on his handsome face. Xiao Ya sat on the bed, carefully raised his hand and gently stroked his five senses. ChuTianXuan suddenly opened his eyes, and his eyes were clear. Xiao Ya looked at the clear reflection in his deep eyes and could not help but speak softly. "God, don't play outside for the last few months, okay?" In the second chapter, I will take over her voice with a hint of humble pleading, as if it were as low as dust. ChuTianXuan eyes flashing, then put her in his arms: "What nonsense, go to sleep." Xiao Ya's throat stagnated, and the pain in her heart surged, making her unable to breathe. In the past two years, the scandal of Chu has never stopped. Xiao Ya heard all these things, but she chose to turn a blind eye. Because he plays, but he still remembers to care about her. It's just that I'm getting distracted. Now that he has the courage to say everything, he has chosen not to admit it. The man's hug made Xiao Ya feel less warm, and the pain coming from the depths of the bones brought a chill. She remembered that six years ago, when she accompanied ChuTianXuan to travel to Haicheng alone, they were so sad that they broke into a bag of instant noodles and ate two meals. Later, Chu Tianxuan earned the first bucket of gold for his business. He took her to the jewelry store with great interest, bought a ring and solemnly put it on her ring finger. "Hey, you have suffered a lot with me, and I will never fail you in this life." Every word the man said still lingers in Xiao Ya's ears. But this hot-blooded boy has disappeared ... Xiao Ya closed his eyes and tears fell silently on the pillow. She gave Chu Tianxuan ten outstanding young people in her life. Why did she get such an ending? I couldn't sleep all night, and Xiao Ya didn't close her eyes until dawn. When she woke up, ChuTianXuan had left. Xiao Ya was about to get up, but a stream of heat came out of his nose. Ticking nosebleeds fell on the sheets, enchanting and harsh. She used to pick up a paper towel to wipe her nosebleed, and she looked trance-like. The doctor said that the more frequent nosebleeds, the worse her condition. Will (male name) ... even she can't make it through the summer? After stopping the bleeding, Xiao Ya went to the hospital. "Dr. Gao, give me some more medicine." She said to the attending doctor Gao Wen. She wants to live, at least through this summer. Gawain's eyes flashed a trace of pity: "In this case, you take too much medicine and treat the symptoms rather than the root cause. Let your family take you to chemotherapy as soon as possible, and hope is even greater. " Xiao Ya smiled and felt a little weak: "Chemotherapy is too painful. I ... can't stand it alone." "Where is your husband?" Gawain asked in surprise. Xiao Ya's hand holding the medical record book can't help but tighten: "He is busy." What are you up to? It's hard for her to say it. Gawain paused and said nothing. As an oncologist, she has seen too much, but lonely people like Xiao Ya are rare. "Nothing, we are doctors and patients, but also a person of hometown. If you invite me, I will accompany you. Nothing can't pass. " Gao Wenkuan said with a voice. Xiao Ya felt a long-lost warmth, and she smiled sincerely: "Thank you." She got up and left the clinic and almost ran into a man in a white coat who was about to come in. "I'm sorry." Xiao Ya bowed his head and kept apologizing. Gao Hang, a male doctor with gold-rimmed glasses, looked at the back of her departure and a strange color flashed in her eyes. "Elder brother, why are you here?" Gawain asked. "Is Xiao Ya your patient?" Gao Hang didn't answer this rhetorical question. "Well, in the late stage of cancer, I always come alone." Gawain felt sorry when Xiao Ya was mentioned, and then he looked at his brother in surprise. "Do you know her?" Gao Hang frowned, and I couldn't help thinking of the beautiful image I saw outside the church six years ago in a white wedding dress. For a long time, he picked up Xiao Ya's medical record book on the table. "I'll take over her illness." Chapter III Xiao Ya queues at the payment window. She still wants to reconsider the chemotherapy advice put forward by the doctor. Once upon a time, there was a god by her side. She was not afraid of eating too much or suffering too much. But now ... Xiao Ya looked at ChuTianXuan walked out of gynecology, and his secretary. Her chest was like a fire, and the sudden pain spread inch by inch. After two years, even if I heard more anecdotes about him, I saw it with my own eyes for the second time, and the pain in my heart was even worse than that of that year. Xiao Ya gawk at two people walk away side by side, fingers are all out of his phone and took photos. Some things, it's time to face. She took a deep breath and dialed the telephone of ChuTianXuan. "God, where are you?" As soon as the phone was connected, she asked directly. "In the company, what's the matter?" Chu Tian Xuan has a good voice as always. But the noise from the receiver is exactly the same as that from Xiao Ya. "... nothing, just suddenly miss you. "She whispered, her eyes full of disappointment. Chu Tianxuan's voice came from the other end of the phone after half a ring: "It's an old couple, and you still say such a melodramatic thing." Smell speech, Xiao Ya's throat like a card, never say a word. After a long silence, ChuTianXuan seems a little guilty, tone eased a lot. "I will come back to accompany you as soon as I am busy today. I will hang up first. " He lowered his voice for fear of being heard. Looking at the phone being hung up, Xiao Ya only felt sad. God, since when did it become a habit for you to lie to me without a heartbeat? At this moment, suddenly there was a burst of footsteps behind him. "Xiao Ya." Say hello to Gao Hang. And after a pause, Xiao Ya looked back and looked at the man wearing Phnom Penh glasses. He was surprised after being confused. "Gao Hang? Why are you also in Haicheng? " She asked incredulously. Gao Hang is a high school alumnus in Xiao Ya. After the college entrance examination, the contact between the two gradually decreased, and she did not contact after she got married. I haven't seen him for many years, and his elegant temperament made Xiao Ya almost not recognize him. After a brief greeting, Xiao Ya knew that Gao Hang was the younger brother of his attending doctor, Gawain, and felt even more incredible. The world is really small, so small that friends I met more than ten years ago actually meet again on such an occasion. He is a doctor and she is a patient. "I will accompany you to do chemotherapy in the future." Gao Hang looked at the medicine bag in her hand, with an irresistible tone between the lines. "Living is the most important thing anyway." Xiao Ya pulled pull corners of the mouth, the bottom of my heart mixed feelings. Living is the most important thing, but what is her hope of living? Suddenly, Xiao Ya's nasal cavity gushed out a stream of heat flow. She looked up again and again, but the nosebleed still flowed down. "I'll help you sit down." Gao Hang hurriedly stopped bleeding for her. After the treatment, Gao Hang still didn't trust him and insisted on sending Xiao Ya home. The car stopped at the gate of the community, and Xiao Ya's pale face was a little weak: "Thank you, Gao Hang." Gao Hang clenched the steering wheel and said seriously, "I'll pick you up for the next chemotherapy. Don't refuse. " Xiao leng, some wry smile. After being sent to Shanghai Airlines, she turned and went home.

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