Unfortunately, although Liu has an extraordinary accent, he is an ordinary or even too mediocre person after all. After he walked out of town, he was drowned in the sea of people.
Sadly, Liu is too much like the real one. All we get with all our strength is trying to live. We are exhausted, but never give up.
Tebieliushisan
As Cheng Shuang said, Liu XIII is an "orphan". My father died and my mother remarried. For him, the only relative in the world is grandma Wang Yingying.
Fortunately, under the influence of optimistic Wang Yingying, Liu XIII had a normal personality and did not grow into a problem child. On the contrary, capable Wang Yingying created carefree growth conditions for this precious grandson.
Liu Shisanzaohui, when other children in the town were still at an idle age, began to study quietly and consciously away from the noisy environment. When other students are not doing their homework, he is studying against the clock and reciting all night. He also has a magical notebook in which he writes down his goals one by one and finishes them one by one. This notebook is equivalent to what we call a timetable.
When I was a child, Liu was very good. He is self-disciplined, studious, can set goals and make plans, which is one dimension higher than the thoughts of his peers.
Such Liu XIII, as soon as he appeared, took his extraordinary tone. He will definitely enter a key middle school and attend a key university. He will cut through the thorns all the way, realize his childhood dream, make a beautiful turn and have an extraordinary life.
But the reality is cruel. He was not admitted to a key high school or university. Tsinghua or Peking University in his mother's mouth is even more daydreaming to him. Like most of us, he studied hard for decades at a cold window and was only admitted to an ordinary university.
This is the first time he realized that many things in the world can't be done by you with a plan and perseverance.
Ordinary Liu
This is the first time that 13-year-old Liu left the town and went to a university in other places.
In college, he saw brand-new things and people with different personalities, met his strange roommate, Brother Zhi, and met the most special peony for him.
Peony is special because it is Liu XIII's first love, the projection of his decades of love fantasy and his understanding of what his mother said about happiness. For Liu XIII, peony is youth itself, peony is love itself, and peony is happiness itself.
But Liu knows nothing about peony. She is not the kind of simple and kind girl he only knows. She has two faces. He deceived Liu with a mysterious face. With a boyfriend and a long-distance relationship with him, she fell in love with Liu, who was kept in the dark, enjoyed Liu's contribution and regarded him as a temporary pastime.
Liu XIII's understanding of love is simple and beautiful. He was eventually hurt by Peony and beaten black and blue by Peony's real boyfriend. Liu XIII's understanding of love is also naive and superficial. After he was cheated, he naively imagined that he could recover the peony and turned a blind eye to the good girls around him.
After being hit by love, Liu XIII was soon hit by graduation and unemployment. After graduating from college, shouldering the burden of survival alone and facing a broad and heavy life is a much more severe challenge than finding love, completely defeating the cowardly Liu XIII.
Like ordinary college graduates, Liu XIII finished college step by step and graduated without any skills and experience. Of course, he can't find a satisfactory job, or even a company willing to accept him.
Finally, Liu Thirteen bluffed into an insurance company. But there is nothing he can do when he enters the company. What's more, his rival in love, Peony's boyfriend, is actually his immediate boss.
After graduation, Liu Thirteen, like a drop of water, followed countless ordinary young people and fell into the sea of people one after another. The mediocre Liu Shisan didn't even stir a splash. Leaving the town and the ivory tower, the special Liu Thirteen became an ordinary Liu Thirteen.
What kind of life do you want? Sixty-three
Liu is ordinary, with ordinary looks, ordinary abilities and ordinary luck, but being an ordinary person is not so terrible. Ordinary people have ordinary people's fun, ordinary people have ordinary people's happiness, and most ordinary people are not as unlucky as Liu.
In addition to mediocrity, Liu XIII also has a great weakness, that is, naivety, never thinking clearly about what he wants, and being confused for a long time.
It seems that everyone in the story has their own goals and beliefs, except Liu, who is like a confused empty shell.
When I was a child, my goals were slowly idle, because too many goals could not be achieved. Maybe Liu's ability is average, but he has accomplished nothing. The reason why his life has been going downhill is because he doesn't know himself and what he wants to do.
When he was a child, he took his mother's words as a belief, admitted to Tsinghua Peking University, went to live in a big city, and married a beloved person. He did this, but he didn't get happiness, didn't get into a prestigious school, didn't live in a big city, and didn't find someone he loved. These are the rules of mother's happiness, and he never thought about whether these are true or not.
When applying for a job, Brother Chi resolutely gave up his dead-end job to pursue his musical dream, but found an unexpected job by carving insects, and dreamed of finding peony to get her back when he made money:
Maybe Peony is married and has children, so it doesn't matter. No one loves her more than he does, so she will definitely get a divorce. When we met in the streets of Nanjing, she held the child's hand and the ice cream in the child's hand fell to his feet. She quickly said she was sorry. At first glance, it's his face.
In this way, he held the fantasy of love and stayed in this hopeless city and this hopeless post. Liu told Brother Zhi that the life he wanted was to find a good job, buy a house and marry a wife. But what is a good job? How to buy a house without a job? How to marry a wife without love?
The life that Liu Thirteen wants is just an unthinking prevarication, just a vague life that goes with the flow.
He is even more blind in love. Peony deceived his feelings, but he stubbornly stuck in his fantasy and refused to come out. He wants to sell 1000 insurance and get the peony back.
These ideas are interesting to read. Liu is so naive. He seems to be taking part in a little boy's game, but this game is just his fantasy, because his opponent, the successful rival in love, has never really seen him.
Liu Zheng was busy posting his peony upside down, but he couldn't see the person in front of him, and turned a blind eye to Cheng Shuang, who had been quietly paying for a long time.
A terminally ill girl, wandering at the door of death at any time, did nothing, found Liu's whereabouts, helped him chase his ex-girlfriend, helped him sell insurance, and constantly hinted at silly love vows when he was a child, but the fool Liu just couldn't see this intention.
Like a naive little boy, Liu Shisan has always been protected by people weaker than him. Wang Yingying and Cheng Shuang were too tolerant of Liu XIII and treated him unconditionally. Until Wang Yingying died and Cheng Shuang left, he was left alone, and he no longer had any dependence. It seems that he has really grown up.
Ordinary people probably won't be as unlucky as Liu XIII, nor will they be as ignorant as Liu XIII.
After reading this novel, you will find that Liu XIII, who seems heartless, is actually very poor, and Liu XIII, who has accomplished nothing, actually deserves applause.
As Brother Zhi sang in the song he wrote for him:
Liu,
Living is not failure.
Liu,
You won't die like this.
Main author: A Qiu.
Editor: Rumu Shudan
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