Xu Deming in the Heart of Grass.

In all my life, I am the most ordinary.

No one can calculate my sufferings and grievances.

But I don't want to win pity for it.

Although my limbs were covered with tears during the long night,

But the reproduction of life will not stop because of the change of seasons.

The scales of life are just,

Everyone belongs to this law from birth to death.

Life does not bring, death does not bring, what is worth lamenting.

If you only have yourself in your heart,

What is the point of living?

So, I forgive the past,

All the injustice done to me, all the abuse done to me.

It's not mine. I never asked for it.

I will never give up what belongs to me.

Peace with the world is not burying yourself,

No one can deprive me of my right to live.

Although I don't live a glorious life in this world,

But since you are alive, you have to have your own color.

I don't like dressing myself up, but I dress up the earth.

Every heart has its own sun,

Every sun has a shining field.

As long as I live,

As long as my delicate arms can be raised in the morning breeze,

I will have green songs,

On the sunny hillside,

By the clear canal,

Bloom my life!

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Qiao Zhen: I found a poem in a magazine called Heart of Grass. I was very moved when I saw it, because I appreciate grass very much, its simplicity, its low-key, its tenacious character and its constant silent and selfless dedication. So I have recited this poem for more than 30 years, but every time I read it, I have new feelings. Today I also want to dedicate this poem to our father.

"Optimistic in the face of setbacks, persistent in pursuing the value of life"

When I first got cancer, I was at a loss at first. But then I immediately had a belief that my spirit must not collapse and I must not be depressed. People should be open-minded. Each of us came to this world to realize our own life value. I feel that as long as I work hard, I have achieved it, been recognized and loved by everyone, and that is to realize the value of life.

I can't control my fate with my own will, I can only face the reality calmly. Later, I was both a myocardial infarction and a cerebral infarction. I am not discouraged or depressed, but I still have a pursuit and desire. I still have a lot of things to do, and I must work hard to recover.

Because I think I will continue to do it, continue to do what I should and like to do on the stage and in front of the microphone, and do what everyone wants me to do.

"To be a man, follow the art first, stick to the faith and treat others sincerely."

To be an artist, you must first be a man and cultivate your own character. My father told me from an early age that to be honest, to be serious and to be considerate of others.

In fact, this is also to treat yourself sincerely, to have an accurate evaluation of yourself, to see how many strengths you have, and to carry them forward through actions; At the same time, how many shortcomings, weaknesses and flaws you have, you must transform, abandon and hone through your own efforts.

Therefore, I think we should be honest and sincere people. And what I do, I either don't do it or try my best. This is my creed. Only in this way can you move towards a goal, you can see your own ability and give full play to your vitality.

Minhang Daily-Caoxin