Although everyone says that inner is the most important thing, which woman doesn't want to be beautiful! It's nature. If you really want free plastic surgery, you can contact some plastic surgery hospitals that want to do publicity, but you must sign a contract and use you for publicity after you finish. You should be mentally prepared.
In addition, I can understand your situation, but I also want to advise you here: Man, you can't put all your hopes on your appearance, so even if you succeed in plastic surgery, you can't fundamentally solve the problem of self-confidence.