Mother's experience (family background)
Born different, growing up spiritually, the pain of losing my brother, the separation of marriage, and the introversion of personality, a man of practice who bears the burden of humiliation vaguely feels fate and strangeness.
The fate of children (real life)
Because of my mother's words, I had him and all kinds of happiness and love during pregnancy. Everything is happy and willful, and everything is quietly taking shape. How can an insecure mother have a safe child? ! !
Everything is so accidental that it enters the mirror of the soul of the mandala world.
Everything about me comes from me, maybe I am arrogant, maybe I am conceited, maybe this is the key to my heart.
I painted these two mandalas in different periods. There is no requirement for the "unlimited" painting on the left, which is my favorite way. Template is different from spontaneous Datura, and it is the best choice when the heart is fragile and confused. Spontaneous Datura is best painted in a state of full protection and encouragement, so that the prompt will be clearer. Of course, this is just my own opinion. The best way is to draw alternately. I found that my inner strength is so strong that I don't limit myself. I made it clear that the middle road (blue) and other roads are black. I found my pattern again, and "persistence" pushed me to the wall. Yes, this is what I think is a dead end (black), which makes me find my inner light. I smiled and suddenly found that the inner light can illuminate everything, no matter how the road goes.
The right "limit" requires painting, from outside to inside-from left to right. It's like a job, you must obey the boss's command, you can't have your own innovation, limit yourself to always exploring, and of course you can only stop. Safety, comfort and peace of mind. Step out of your comfort zone and meet a better self.
Grateful!