The peach blossom on the last lake only bloomed a few days ago.
I have dreamed for countless times that when exotic flowers and plants are in full bloom, there will be my own figure among the people who break branches by the lake. At that time, my mind was as simple and urgent as everyone else, but my eyes were more confused and trance than yours. Senior three that year.
After ten years of grinding a sword, you get almost a piece of scrap iron.
When I was a freshman, I really almost turned myself into a rusty iron. Sleeping in class, chatting, reading cartoons and eating snacks, followed by boys yelling, made the young female teacher cry, and then complacent. It was a terrible day, like a colorful black hole, which looked spectacular, but the ghostly attraction unconsciously pulled you to the bottomless abyss. So I fell, so I fell, and what is more sad is that I know I am falling, but I have no ability to change. The power of habit is so great that I can't help it, so I gave up my last struggle and effort. Now think about it, it's just cowardice, laziness, a seemingly grandiose reason for self-indulgence, and everything is self-deception.
But at that time, no one pointed at my nose and scolded me, saying that you just wanted to break the jar like this and end your life like this. Sometimes I think, maybe they have given up on me. Then there is that ridiculous disdain, disdain, self-righteous free and easy-who wants who. In fact, at that time, there really should be a person, just like many people have experienced, pointing to the tip of my nose and poking my spine and saying, do you know what you are doing, what you want, and what your tomorrow will be?
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Extremely restless person, but during that time, I was unusually patient and practical, as practical as an ox. In fact, I have been on the verge of collapse countless times. I recited five history books in high school six times. Recite a book six times and you will know what it feels like. I shed tears while carrying my back. Really, I can hardly recite it, and I am about to throw away the book. Just, when I can't help it, I can't help it. Persistence is indeed the greatest quality in the world. During that time, my only way to rest was to stand in the corridor and look at the distant sky. Later, it was found that there was a big scarlet letter on the wall opposite the building, which was used by the school to motivate students. I'm not sure. But that sentence accompanied me through the last few days of senior three-the power of will is the power that determines success or failure. I used all my experience and experience to practice and prove this sentence: the power of will is the power that determines success or failure.
The howling wind rolled up the yellow sand all over the sky. That spring in the north, our hair was unkempt and our skin was rough. Silence and noise appear alternately like the ruling party in the United States, which makes people wonder whether there are strange and magical hands in the dark. We greet and send away the first, second and even N patterns with awe and expectation. Every nerve has been smoothed away by the ruthless reality, whether it is accustomed to the poetry of Yang Liuan Xiaofeng's waning moon or the artistic conception of graffiti. In this hasty season, all sensitivity and delicacy are as luxurious as Caesar's thick clothes, leaving countless hopes shattered in the face of countless disappointments and countless inspirations shattered in countless setbacks. Everyone is more aware of the insurmountable gap between ideal and reality than yesterday, and at the same time, they are struggling harder than yesterday, trying to squeeze through the narrow wooden bridge, although they know it is futile.
-Will it be in vain?
When this conical question mark knocks on the door of the soul again and again in the dead of night, everyone can't bear the panic and confusion that flood in, so they force themselves to bury themselves, bury themselves in books, papers, and impenetrable black cocoons-just to break cocoons and become butterflies one day. Dark circles, swollen eyes, dry fingers, and blisters on the corners of the mouth. I don't know whether pink, blue, fruity green or indigo, silver and gray were popular that spring. The small mirror was quietly put away, because I couldn't bear to see my haggard face and dim eyes, because I was afraid that something would spread wantonly on Wang Yang's long-lost face-God, I'm a girl.
God is speechless. A silent smile. Smile and tell me you will. Yes, I do. I don't regret my original intention. This road is my own choice. Whether it is flat or rugged, I will go on. I want to continue. I will continue.
So all the shouts were swallowed, and all the lofty sentiments were put away. I am like a cow in February, moving silently and moving forward silently. When hard work is replaced by hard work, Shangri-La has become an eternal distant and hazy dream in my heart, and all efforts are just to make this dream no longer "beautiful as flowers", even if the sky is high and the clouds are light and the green water is surging.
When I entered the examination room, I was calm. "People who can't be the best can have no regrets." In fact, I never thought that I would be admitted to any school other than Peking University. This is not so much confidence as a hunch. I thought, even if Peking University only recruits one place, why can't it be me? Nothing is really impossible in this world.
Walking on the way home after the exam, looking at people who are still in a hurry, my heart is still empty. The eyes are blurred by the fog of tears, but the things in the field of vision are clearer. There is a scientific explanation for this, but I prefer to believe that this is because all true perception comes at the expense of tears and pain. Yes, we always have to learn to give up something before we can get something else. If what you care about is worth everything you pay for, then all giving up is just the pain before giving birth. There is always a trade-off. The reason why the butterfly's life span is so short is that its wings are too delicate. Sometimes, giving up is just to really get it. The key depends on what you want and how much you are willing to pay for it. God is equal to everyone.
In fact, I miss those days and will always be grateful. Not only did I complete my transition and transformation during that time, but also because everything at that time was deeply branded in my plastic character and became an eternal wealth of my life. That is wealth that no amount of money can buy. There will never be a time in life when we are single-minded, simple, firm, almost stubborn, full of faith and hope, and even isolated from the world, striving for a certain goal. When you think about your giving up, your persistence and endurance, your persistence and giving up, your sweat and tears in a leisurely afternoon after several years, what will be your touch and joy, what will be your relief and respect-respect for yourself. Yes, in the process, please allow me to repeat that the most important thing is yourself. I thank my parents, teachers, classmates, friends and all those who care about me and help me, but I am most grateful to myself. Nothing is impossible. This is what I got through bit by bit efforts and attempts. And I also believe that this will be something that will benefit me for life. Here, I want to send you a sentence that I believe most: nothing is impossible.
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Why did you go to Peking University? The writer is He, a graduate of Shandong Yanggu Middle School (liberal arts). In 2003, she was admitted to Peking University Law School with a score of 64 1. Although this article has passed many years. However, it still affects many young people who are preparing for various exams and suffer greatly.
Peking University, founded in 1898, was the first national comprehensive university in China and the highest educational administrative organ in China at that time. It was renamed as 19 12 after the Revolution of 1911.
As the center of the New Culture Movement and the birthplace of the May 4th Movement, as the birthplace of China's earliest dissemination of Marxism and democratic scientific thoughts, and as the earliest activity base of China's * * * production party, Peking University has made irreplaceable contributions to the national rejuvenation and liberation, national construction and development, social civilization and progress, and played an important vanguard role in the modernization process of China. The traditional spirit of patriotism, progress, democracy and science and the study style of diligence, preciseness, truth-seeking and innovation are endless and passed down from generation to generation here.
19 17, the famous educator Cai Yuanpei became the president of Peking University. He "followed the principle of freedom of thought and adopted the principle of inclusiveness" and carried out fruitful reforms in Peking University, which promoted ideological emancipation and academic prosperity. Chen Duxiu, Li Dazhao, Mao Zedong, Lu Xun and Hu Shi all worked or taught in Peking University.
1937 after the lugouqiao incident, Peking university, Tsinghua university and Nankai university moved south to Changsha to form Changsha temporary university. Soon, the temporary university moved to Kunming and was renamed National Southwest Associated University. After War of Resistance against Japanese Aggression's victory, Peking University resumed his studies in Peiping on 1946 and 10.
After the founding of New China, 1952 national colleges and universities were reorganized, and Peking University became a comprehensive university focusing on basic teaching and research of arts and sciences, which trained a large number of talents for the country. According to incomplete statistics, there are more than 400 alumni and teachers in Peking University, and quite a few influential people in the field of humanities and social sciences in China are also from Peking University.
Since the reform and opening up, Peking University has entered a new era of unprecedented development and construction, and has become one of the two key universities under the national "2 1 1 Project".
1998 On May 4th, on the occasion of the centennial celebration of Peking University, President Jiang Zemin delivered a speech at the centennial celebration meeting in Peking University, calling for "China should have a number of first-class universities with world-class level to realize modernization". With the support of the state, Peking University launched the "Plan of Building a World-class University" in due course, and since then, the history of Peking University has turned a new page.
On April 3rd, 2000, Peking University merged with the former Beijing Medical University to form a new Peking University. The predecessor of the former Beijing Medical University was the National Beijing Medical College, which was established on June 26th, 2002. 19 12. In 1930s and 1940s, the school was once named as Medical College of Beiping University, and was merged into Peking University 1946 in July. From 65438 to 0952, in the adjustment of colleges and departments in colleges and universities nationwide, Peking University Medical College separated from Peking University and became Beijing Medical College independently. 1985 was renamed Beijing medical university, and 1996 became the first batch of medical universities supported by "21/project". The combination of the two universities has further broadened the discipline structure of Peking University, and laid a foundation for promoting the combination of medicine, humanities and social sciences and science and reforming medical education.
In recent years, with the support of "2 1 1 Project" and "985 Project", Peking University has entered a new historical development stage, and has made remarkable achievements in discipline construction, personnel training, faculty building, teaching and scientific research, laying a solid foundation for building Peking University into a world-class university. Today, Peking University has become the cradle of cultivating high-quality innovative talents, the frontier of scientific research, an important base for knowledge innovation and an important bridge and window for international exchanges.
Party Secretary Qiu Shuiping and President Hao Ping.