To be sure, your confusion is temporary and normal. Everyone will be more or less confused when growing up. To get rid of this situation, I suggest you set yourself a goal, that is, planning, according to your own ability and future market demand. Then set some stage goals and jump by yourself to achieve them. After reaching it, set the goal that you can achieve in the next step, so that you can reach the final goal step by step. The goal should not be too big, but it should be visible and within reach, so as not to be confused and discouraged. If you keep doing this, you will.
The goal can be anything, such as finding a job you like, or determining a skill training you need, and then making a work/study goal, so that you can make a little progress every day, work hard and accumulate experience, and you will certainly gain something; Then set a new stage goal, and then try ... give it a try. Instead of being confused, it is better to do something beneficial to your future.