Yingtingluo

( 1)

We are both surnamed Wei, and we have been together.

Others said: It's a pity that you are such a good law. They're all women, otherwise.

Oh, I don't know why. Haiqi doesn't care. She still goes in and out together.

No one can but pay attention to haiqi. If a person is beautiful, she is everywhere.

I brought a large class of 200 students in the first grade. She is often late and doesn't take notes. She still kicked away from the front door of the classroom and gave a lecture in front of everyone.

Outline and attendance sheet, Shi Shiran took a seat in the front row, and then the whole class looked around. She fell asleep as soon as the light dimmed during the screening. Mr. Shi walked off the platform and patted her on the shoulder.

Wake her up. Is Mr. Wang kind, afraid that Haiqi will fall asleep and forget to go home?

When Haiqi lifted her sleepy little face and yawned like a baby, Mr. Wang's eyebrows melted at once, thinking that this class was to wake up this lovely person, and the rest turned out to be.

Secondly.

When I revised my thesis at the end of the term, I remembered the child's rare white face, and my husband was inevitably absent for a moment, so the devil made a phone call and approved an A+.

Who says it's cheap to be born? In addition, Wei Haiqi, such a cunning woman, insisted on taking that person away, all of them.

(2)

In autumn, I met her in the same class "Asia-Pacific Tradition and Society". This time, a female lecturer was changed.

Before class, next to the sink in the locker room, a group of people crowded around Wei Haiqi and made irresponsible remarks. Once inside, he stopped looking at me in an instant.

After a summer, her long hair grew wilder and wilder. Unreasonable and chaotic. Her hands were covered with water, and she kept sipping her hair and squinting at the mirror.

Look at me.

"The devil is one foot high and the Tao is ten feet high." She snorted and sneered: "Wei Haiqi met this old maid today and dared to lose a trick and a half. That's too humorous. " Go around and echo

Sounds like. I'm missing only one face. Hey, listen to this Jianghu accent.

I wipe my eyes.

The female lecturer's name is Ting Anne, and she is not a fuel-efficient lamp. Thirty or forty years old, unmarried, with many boyfriends. He wears heavy makeup and likes to comb the river boy's head. The hair in front hangs down to cover half of his eyes. Recently, he has lost all his face.

. Kiyomize, plastic surgery, plastic surgery, Kiyomize, Japanese is originally homophonic.

I guess she can't stand Heidi's arrogance.

Look at how this old man fights with two women.

The world is full of evil souls.

But what I didn't expect was that Steve made a malicious attack and spent a lot of effort to stop the real knife and gun.

The list of books issued by the Qing family is as long as a plaint. Haifa really found it all and swallowed it, but he actually knew it by heart. The library once ran out of relevant documents, and everyone complained.

Everyone lamented that this semester's self-study report didn't know how to write it, and it was bound to fall to Wei Haifa's right to pick up her wisdom.

I finally know that Wei Haifa's efforts are going to do this. After the results of the first independent study were published, Ting Anne sent an email to Haifa's mailbox, asking for detailed slide text materials and speeches.

It's really hard for her. It turns out that Japanese people have a good command of English, but their listening is limited. Shanghai grew up in England, and all of them were reserved in English, which surprised the young family secretly.

Sweat profusely and regret underestimating your enemy three times.

Wei Haifa is such a kid that he doesn't know what forgiveness means. He likes his strength and hurts others. Overnight, some paragraphs and web pages in the bibliography were collected and made into more than 20 pages.

Read it and send it back to Ting Anne. Interesting, this is upside down. She changed her homework.

Word of mouth, and the love affair with the help of good people soon became known to everyone and became the escape story of that year.

This battle, Wei Hai made a great victory. More colorful in and out.

I shave my eyes.

At the same time, I am convinced. Although my grades are good, I won't get to Haifa in the end, but I will be happy to get revenge.

At the end of the semester, our names were on the list of academic ministers' awards. Wei Chihiro is juxtaposed with Wei Haifa and Shuangwei, which is really beautiful. So I looked around and started talking about sisters and girls. She was always addicted to them.

Tao, the struggle for strength lies in light, so I guess I enjoy the whole process and taste of sealing the gods. As for me, I like to put everything in a cold face and come and go in a low-key way, but I just don't listen.

Until then, I still haven't said a word to her, but maybe I have taken several parting scenes in the dark, and I don't know if I have torn two or three pens apart without a trace.

There is nothing to say in the following winter.

(3)

Everyone goes back to China during spring break and runs in Europe and Australia. I have been short of money, so I have to put down my body and go to work. I saved a small sum of money, but I went to Okinawa alone with my bag, looking for fiery tropical flowers in full bloom in the hot sun. I watched them alone on the cliff, and strange corals floated under the green sea water. At this point, life is not bad.

In this world, life is as brilliant as flowers and as beautiful as corals.

At the moment of my return trip, the sun was suddenly blocked outside the tent of a cool local specialty shop. I bowed my head and thought about it. No one wants to bring gifts back except a few familiar mentors. My journey

There is no need to explain to anyone. Come, or go, are naked loneliness, don't care about anything, don't worry about anything.

I touched the wandering man's warm and burning neck. Who is close to me? Who am I close to? Who should I listen to and what do I see? Who said anything about counting days? Who warmly expects me to return to China?

Lonely, still with you.

The long winter has passed. Start school.

I tidy up my messy mood and prepare to read. Everything is fake, only my homework is extremely real. I have never been a gifted child, and I have no special abilities in my body. I am superstitious about my career and career.

The economy is still to be planned. In this world, in the future, I can only rely on myself.

In a blink of an eye, cherry blossoms are everywhere, and spring has arrived. See also Haifa. It feels very different.

Her snow-blue hooded sports shirt is very refreshing and lovely, but denim trousers have to be cut several times on the knees. I hate this way of dressing, but she is Wei Haifa, who is beautiful in life, eccentric in behavior and more loving.

Over and over, who doesn't forgive? Forget it. Besides, it's really nice.

I guess she doesn't know how to go out alone, but she won't be alone when she meets her. Always behind you, under the three or five skirts with the minister, behind the saddle with loyalty. At this time, she put on slippers and shook her hand.

Each of her agents held a big box as if nothing had happened, and then they followed suit and strode into the hall of the house. It depends. It's a move, not a trip to the Grand Duchess.

She's so tired. Why on earth did she come? Do you miss this undeveloped land? Who has she never conquered in this land?

A group of people crowded into the elevator and the box rolled to my feet. Wei Hai was born in a narrow space, burning everywhere like a flame, laying a tight encirclement and measuring me inch by inch, reaching my head. From time to time, suddenly

I'm your new neighbor.

So I was honored to listen to all the voices and shouts all day. This is her day, and it must be infinitely colorful. Her will is done on earth as it is in heaven, and her measurements spread all over the world.

Wei Haifa moved in and quickly packed up. On the door hung a small mahogany plaque in a book, which read: Department of Maritime Law in Japanese. Hanging a comic book at the same time makes me laugh. She is worried about the believers, no

Know where to make a pilgrimage.

(4)

Haifa knocked on my door for the first time. I thought she was a good neighbor. She handed a chestnut cake and Kirin beer, grimaced, and said, Little Witch delivered it in a limited time, bringing the treasure of the world, Qian Wei.

Look, won't you eat?

Haifa knocked on my door for the second time, carrying a pot of flower seeds and a small bag of nutrient soil, and earnestly urged: sow in spring, sow lightly, keep the room temperature constant, and Cold Mo is warm and sunny.

Injured, in summer, green vines can hang down and open trumpet-shaped flowers, written in Japanese as: face to face. Didn't you say that you have a sweet face in the morning?

Haifa knocked on my door for the third time. I stood in the middle of the room, puzzled: Chihiro, Chihiro, I can't hear you every day, and the wind has its own voice, but you only have.

Very quiet. How can you be so quiet? You get seven A+ s when you are quiet, and you are just one person in the crowd when you are quiet.

Haifa knocked on my door.

Haifa knocked on my door. In the middle of the night, when everything was silent, I wore a sloping-shouldered nap skirt made of snow-white yarn, which was thinner than the wings of cicadas, light and exquisite, like a budding lotus flower, and walked barefoot through the corridor to my door.

Explore his heart with one hand, empty, empty, knock.

Wei Chihiro, are you worried?

Yes

What?

Fear of life.

Do you want to listen to me?

No, I understand at all. Well, millions of people gave Wei Hai a green eye, but in the end she was hardworking and lonely, and she was only willing to please me.

I patted her and she was in my arms. The pulp is soft and fragrant. After all these years of silence, I almost forgot how my skin is harmonious, how my arms are entangled, and how my lips fall on my lips. What's that smell?

Today, I finally made up with Haifa, only to find that this contest has been protracted. I don't know what I covet her, except that if she comes to me at night, life will be short and safe.

I fell in love with Haifa in summer.

We * * * went to a dance, * * * ate an ice and secretly enjoyed the taste of a kiwi fruit in the evening breeze. Early in the morning, I held her unruly long hair, carefully braided it and tied a few colored rubber bands. In the evening, she carefully folded my clothes and trousers, hung them one by one and smoked them with fragrant flowers. When it rains, she laughs and gets under my transparent raincoat, and often misses sending my notes to the classroom.

. One day, when I was not at home for lunch, she posted a note on my door: Chihiro, I left you a lunch. Sometimes when she is busy with the report, she can't get off the stage with me, so I stare at her seriously: how presumptuous! Kneel in the corner

! She's jealous. She can't see who I'm friendly with. She looked at me many times for no reason. I also restrained her a lot: go out without a bra and don't enter my Wei family's door again!

At this time, it has been a year and a half since I first met Haifa. In the world of two people, big and small, we all changed our temperament for each other in a hurry. She stopped talking loudly, and I was no longer quiet and lonely.

Autumn is coming again, Haifa and I both have a feeling that the years are getting deeper and deeper.

Everything is safe and human feelings are used to it.

(5)

Who knows, the scholarship was issued that season, and I won the prize, but I fell behind. I searched the column carefully, but it didn't work. Finally, I don't have my own name. Walk back quietly

Lock the door and restore two days of silence.

Haifa didn't understand the times, so he came to discuss with me at this time. It's getting late for Christmas, and she plans to use half a month's holiday to go back to England with me and take me to see my loneliness.

Cambridge, blue light rain, and the same fog as this place.

Let's talk about it It was cancelled this time. I gave her a cross look and suddenly hated her natural superiority and acquired arrogance.

Why? She began to jump. Didn't we agree?

Hehe, Haifa, what does Cambridge like about me? What's the use of the agreement with me? It is my daily task to settle down, you ignorant girl.

But a round-trip ticket, why make a mountain out of a molehill? It doesn't matter if you spend a few cents at most. She was dissatisfied with my introduction.

Oh, she wants to share her wealth with me. I shouldn't smile and refuse to accept it. I must identify with her through such a secular life.

At this time, I was shocked. I was the one who really wanted to be competitive, but Haifa enjoyed it and didn't cling to anything. What used to be, it was just a scam, son.

I sincerely said: Haifa, how can we be the same? You can make your life perfect, and you can be perfect in all directions. I, on the other hand, have to walk steadily, with clear footprints at every step.

. You got it?

How can she understand the hardships of life?

But I have made up my mind to be brave and catch up. Go out early and come back late every day, sitting at the head of the library until midnight.

Haifa came up to me and suddenly took my book. I held it down and told her to go with a cold face. She was so embarrassed: Chihiro, Chihiro, are you breaking up with me like this?

I looked up at her for a while, said nothing, and looked down at my book. Let her choke down her voice, try to hold back her tears and rush to Russia in a rage.

Haifa and I used to be close. Bad blood has gradually developed.

When trouble begins, it will always exist.

I remember reading a book, which said: people are not as good as heaven. It's all true.

Coincidentally, at that time, I met Cunyu.

He came up behind me and picked up the library card I left behind. He glanced at it and said, so word of mouth has spread to Wei, and that's you? So thin.

I quickly replied to him: thinner than you? He froze and then smiled. He looks very relaxed, wears thin glasses, is very scholarly, and is comfortable with his gestures.

I bowed my head in embarrassment and blushed.

The general school bus that leaves the mountain at six after class is the most crowded. He held my schoolbag in one hand and gave me a quiet one in the other.

Someone got off the bus and he said, sit down.

The car stopped, he said, come with me.

At the corner of the shop, he stretched out his arm and said, red light. I put away my steps.

At that time, just as dusk approached in mid-air, it was colorful. Neons compete with each other, and the evening breeze rushes through the city that never sleeps, blowing light and shadow everywhere. Every minute in this city,

How many encounters and wrong shoulders, how many injuries and tenderness, and what kind of corruption and pain? I can't help feeling life and looking up. As soon as Yu Cun came, heaven and earth suddenly disappeared.

My eyes suddenly saw electricity and dew, and my heart went out in an instant, so I left a mark. I think it was him. It turned out to be so suitable. I waited, and my heart was cold, but it was not in vain.

This man, with his long sleeves, may dance for me, cover me, block me, cover me, protect me and wipe me off. No wonder I recognized it as soon as I saw it. I have never been a stranger.

(6)

On the other hand, Haifa began to be very polite to me. With a polite smile on her face, Lu Yu nodded and greeted her when she came in and out. I know this demon, there is always a war hidden behind the jade, with worldly wisdom.

Chihiro, how are you? I see you seem to be very happy recently. -At least Wei Haifa has the courage to say hello like this. It seems that it is not insincere.

I couldn't be mean, so I answered her well.

That boy, what's his name? She brought it up again in her spare time.

Yang Cunyu, Department of Business Studies.

I have tried my best to be open-minded, and I think I have always been fair to Haifa. Actually, it doesn't matter whose wrist is stronger. Come and go voluntarily and understand, strive for or seek, but explain.

Clear and unambiguous. I never knew that if you love someone, you have to send some smart people to point out the situation. There is a truth that is extremely tolerant when to retreat and when to refuse and welcome. I am straightforward.

Come and go, of course, will suffer. But in the future, no one can guess that a joy in hand, even a floating foam, has its temporary beauty, so he took care of the fictional years and took care of it.

The year of the world?

One night Cunyu touched me, and I couldn't help shivering. Chihiro, your hands are so cold. Then put it down slowly, and then get excited. Chihiro, your feet are so cold. Then he came in and looked at it several times.

Surprised, then he quit and predicted faintly: Chihiro, you will fall in love with me. I'm afraid I'll hurt you.

It was the middle of winter, but he broke out in a sweat. I wiped his sweat and put it in my hand. I said angrily, no.

I'm afraid it's not for you or me to decide.

Then I'll hold you and tie you up now. I raised my hand and pulled a hair, held his little finger and tied a fast knot. Call another one.

Is it okay? He sighed: what a fool.

Who knows that a word becomes a prophecy.

I still regard this man named Cunyu as my eternal inheritance. When the winter vacation came, I left him at ease and went far away.

Christmas is coming, and everything is very lively. Although a little reluctant, I want to: seize the day. This trip was a small farewell, but several members of the research group took the team out to shoot.

Some short films about hot springs, and I plan to do a self-help tour consultation collection when I come back. Therefore, I also brought less luggage. When I said I was leaving, I moved my body. I just handed him the key: this house is my heart, and people will leave.

Yes, but my heart still invites you to spend Christmas Eve with me when I come back.

On the third day of Hot Spring City, the filming was in a hurry and messy, and the laughter ended hastily. Surrounded by simple and happy people, what bothers me is just a pot of sake and a crazy song about izakaya. I'll let them go

I was stranded in the hotel and wanted to enjoy a moment of leisure. I took off my clothes alone and walked into the small outdoor bath facing the sea. The night is clear and cold, and the air is cold and cold. The half-bay moon, illuminated by two opposing sides, shines with bamboo shadows and Jieshi.

After that, the sea was calm. My body was immersed in a pool of water vapor. I lowered my head and pitied my bright hands for no reason, reflecting on Shui Ying's face, full of willing but willing faces.

I couldn't help singing a melodramatic sentence: the sea rises and the moon rises, and the horizon at this time is * * *.

At this moment. Isn't that man, the man named Cunyu, who also opened the curtain of heavy encirclement, * * * staring at me and thinking about me this month?

Suddenly I feel very eager to see him, and the idea just came into being, just like being poisoned, and I can't wait to test the effect immediately. As if there is a lingering voice in my heart, singing and sighing-go home, go home. So I left in a hurry.

In a few words posted on the door, a person just trudged under the starlight to catch a night express Shinkansen and returned to his city.

I ran in a hurry because someone tied my hair to his hand and lured me to recruit me. Because my soul is nailed somewhere else, and I can only get it back if I get close to it.

When it arrived, it was in the deepest and darkest place at night.

The elevator jingled and spit out me, a ghost who didn't sleep, but the ghost didn't have my surging sweat and blood, nor did I have the sudden fear of standing in front of the door. It is ominous that I am in such a hurry.

I don't know what to catch up with, whether it's sadness or joy, whether it's grand and abundant, or whether it's empty?

I took out my key, quietly opened the door and raised my hand to turn on the light.

Like a mystery novel, I was shocked to see the last-minute answer. The camera in front of me was startled and the mountain suddenly turned sharply. Who conceived it? !

Wei Haifa and Yang Cunyu, the people I am determined to go to, all sleep in my bed. Wei Haifa's plump and noisy hair is thrilling and rolling forward.

The waves were rough and messy and landed on the sheets. A white arm took a step sideways, like a strange vine around his neck. Hey hey, how to describe it? This beautiful jade arm, this beautiful woman is amazing, this pair

Live in both places!

My heart sinks and my blood rises. A dull scream came out of my mouth. Maybe I thought I was yelling hysterically, but I wasn't. My voice is dry, my throat is choked by gas, my mind is shining and I am thinking.

At that moment, I wanted to short circuit, but I couldn't speak. I just kept saying: Oh, too bad, too bad, really bad, it shouldn't be like this, the world is funny-when did it start, where did it start, and how did it take several steps to get here?

Fields? I don't even know. I have never been lucky, but it shouldn't be so bad. It is so boring.

At this time, the two men also started, as if they were more qualified to be surprised than me and looked at me straight. Yang Cunyu's face is not without embarrassment and shame, but Wei Haifa, pupil.

There was a hint of cunning in the middle, and it passed, but in fact I already understood her satisfaction.

This is just another play of hers. She took great pains to direct the film. She plays wholeheartedly and enjoys it.

(7)

It's just the wrong place. The characters are all wet.

I lost two people around me at that time. -These two. I used to believe in love the most. However, these two people came to sleep in my bed, covered my quilt and put it on my pillow when I was away.

Go ahead, honey.

I have a hard face. Should I fly into a rage or look on coldly?

In the end, I can only choose to leave, close the door and give up silently. With qi and blood, try to clean up, the last bit of dignity.

I signed a house carefully. The bedroom of the Hehe room and the kitchen hall of the villa are very small, with only 14 stacks of tatami, but they are all well-equipped and suitable for one person to live. I am not good at acting. I can't pretend to be in this garbage.

Plot. Just move out of this house and save everyone's heart. Otherwise, going in and out of the same door, looking up and down, meeting again and again, it's too ugly. It's best to avoid it and not stay in the wrong place for a long time.

My life, suddenly derailed, messed up the chapter. What used to be noisy today has become quiet and dark. I work at sunrise, rest at sunset, do my homework diligently, watch the door, pay attention to diet and live rationally.

I stubbornly locked the heavy curtains, extinguished the last embers in my heart, ignored the fineness of the sun, laid a good foundation on the curtains gently and shallowly, and woven the grid of days-seemingly warm, but actually decadent.

Things have changed, and I have experienced more than the word time.

It was very easy to get to the end of winter, but suddenly there was a snow. It was freezing and my breath became frost.

I feel uncomfortable coming and going, and my limbs are restrained. I hate winter very much, especially at this time. I'm afraid the arrival date of this spring will be delayed because of the snow. I want to escape to the south.

Ryukyu Island, far from the population here. But how can I recognize it? Can it recognize me? I didn't expect Haifa to see me again and knock on my door.

Empty, empty. She knocked hard at the door and concluded that I was at home.

I opened it. It looked like her. I didn't invite her in. Naturally, she was not invited in, so I had to go to this clean place.

Her face is tired, her hair is not flying, and her shoulders are soft, which seems to echo this season.

Let's leave now. I will put on my shoes, close the door behind me, say hello, and then go to the nearby park.

We just walked back and forth three or five feet apart. At that time, the snow fell on me, dark and quiet.

Chihiro, she suddenly caught up with a few steps.

I stood with my schoolbag in my hand and turned to look at her.

She lowered her head for a moment, as if she didn't know how to deal with my calm and dull face. After a pause, I finally said, Chihiro, I'm really tired these days.

Oh? I raised my eyebrows. That's not like Wei Haifa. Wei Haifa is always the winner.

But this time I lost. She grabbed the road: Chihiro, Chihiro, I wait left and right, suffering every day. I just want to change your mind. I took the lowest road by hook or by crook, but only for a while.

I hope you can understand what an unrealistic dream you had, and easily gave your body and mind to men in an attempt to design the future and long-term together with them. In fact, which one of them can support you?

What about love? It's just that a man can be his wife and let nature take its course. I thought you would always understand, it just takes time, just sooner or later.

I always fantasize that one day you will turn around.

I imagine, you will say to me: if I knew this, why should I have it?

I'm still imagining it. You said, Haifa, look at your hair. It's going to hinge again. Why don't you braid it?

Will you say to me: this is the same root, and speculation is boring.

You will say to me: don't forget, don't leave.

Will you tell me?

I listened silently to Haifa's detailed complaints and questions. I just feel frosty on my face, and quarrels are all ice.

Wei Hai felt a sharp pain and came to shake my shoulder ―― Chihiro, Chihiro, who are you looking for? Maybe not me. But I only came for you.

I shed two lines of tears before I finished.

I looked blankly for a long time and suddenly smiled. Is there a worse relationship in the world? The three of us, lovers and rivals, are really cruel. Behind the so-called love, the truth is ugly and ugly.

I slowly removed my shoulder and Wei Haifa's hand: What you said is actually good. But I'm still willing to stick to mine. Anyway, it's just a mistake, no matter where it slipped or fell.

Only one thing, you shouldn't try this person yourself, you take yourself as bait. I'll look down on you for it. There are many men in the world, but this one is my favorite.

. Wei Haifa, you are still young, and you are born with such capital. You don't need to work so hard, the world is yours. Why bring disgrace to oneself? . .

Haifa called me bluntly: Chihiro, Chihiro, this time you missed my mind. . .

Oh, Haifa, but we shouldn't have a heart.

The world is nothing more than this. If I don't come to you, you will come to me. There are no exceptions.

No, no, don't explain it to me. Please go to your own heart. The so-called ins and outs are just some secret stowaways and the eyebrows in private cars. That's what you give and get, not one.

I'm blind, but I won't feel sorry for myself and I don't want to find fault with others. You can say love or not, but please don't explain it to me.

I did it as soon as I explained it.

I suddenly looked up, gave her a resentful look, then leaned down and left alone.

She's not pathetic. Go cry.

After separation.

After the separation, there are still people who are good at gossiping about Wei Haifa. Once I said I was close to a certain line, and once I said I was close to someone, as if I had changed people around me.

The more you play, the crazier you get, but what's the ending? May have been completely ignored.

Haven't Haifa grown up yet? And I'm getting old.

I'm just waiting for someone to tie the knot, hold hands and travel with them. I'm not talking about a few bleak, unaccounted-for love or love. She's so hot that I'm almost burned.

Burning forced me to come over, but after all, I couldn't warm the cold deep in my bones. The coolness crept in, and I became sick and sore all over, but I couldn't help it. It was an old man.

A person's illness overnight is by no means a fire that can warm him up overnight.

This should be a joyful drama, accompanied by drums and music. Wei Haifa actually had the capital to be willful and naive all the way, but I was cruel enough to be a Vivi and grew up overnight.

This is how she was sacrificed by me.

And I was saved by Yu, Yu was saved by her, and I lived and died.

I still get up in the morning to dress up in front of the mirror, take care of myself carefully, or perfunctory.

After that, the sun will still rise and set in the east. Trees are red and trees are green, cold and summer meet, and day replaces night. Who can't live without who?

Only occasionally, for a moment, the flowers are blooming outside the window, the clock ticks, or the wind blows through the window, and the branches of western Western jackdaw begin for no reason. I sat up, my thoughts were surging, and I remembered myself in a trance.

People with stories.

The woman in the mirror, although she is green and has a pair of red and brittle hands, is now shriveled, wrinkled and drooping.

My father, give me blood. My mother, casting my flesh and blood. Let me bring these six roots into this world.

But now I suddenly hate my daughter's body. Because of it, I don't know freedom for a moment.

I arrange tactfully, earn hard and make plans. But always hurt by it, degenerate for no reason, shake hands with troubles and fall into endless dark days.

All my life, I long to be collected, properly placed and carefully preserved. Avoid my surprise, pain, wandering, and no branches to follow.

But that man, I know, I always knew, he would never come.