At first, I thought I would finish college for four years like other international students, and then I might go back to China or stay in Korea to work.
Until I met him, Han.
When I first met him, I was a little overwhelmed. He is very handsome, very temperamental and excellent. I know I don't deserve him, and I've been avoiding him-because I'm afraid I can't hold on.
Until he told me that he really wanted to possess me.
I was scared by him that night, but I can't deny that it was a beautiful night.
After that, everything was logical. We are together.
I know I work hard. I often quarrel with him over trifles. I knew in my heart that it was my fault, but he never said anything, as if he would tolerate me no matter what I did.
He is really good to me.
But I always feel something strange.
We have been quarreling for three years, and our relationship seems to be getting better and better.
What can I do, Ji Cheng? I can't live without you.
Until that day. ...
I think I will never forget what happened that day.
It was my birthday. I wanted to spend it with Han, but Song He asked me to go to the movies and said that he would help me celebrate my birthday.
I don't want to refuse her kindness, besides, she and I are good friends.
I calculated the time and booked an early movie. Unexpectedly, Song Heqing didn't come, but sent a message:
I have a sudden emergency! I can't go. I'm sorry, Linnaeus.
Followed by a small expression.
Well, whether I come or not, I can go to Han in advance.
Just as I was about to leave the cinema, I saw Song Hetang coming in a hurry. According to him, it is a waste to buy all the movie tickets. Why don't we watch it together?
Now that I think about it, Song and Tang were not surprised that they couldn't come, as if they knew about it in advance. But I didn't think so much at the time. Since Song Hetang is here, let's have a look.
After watching the movie, it's just time for dinner. Song Hetang wanted to invite me to dinner, but I refused-I was anxious to see Han.
Song Hetang didn't force me. He bought me a cake. Whether I like it or not, he sent me home on the grounds that it is not safe for girls to be alone at night.
I hurried upstairs with the cake, and the room was dark. If there were not a pair of men's leather shoes on the porch, I really thought there was no one at home.
"Come back?"
As soon as I changed my shoes, I looked up and saw Han leaning against the wall. To tell the truth, in such a dark environment, it is quite scary to suddenly find someone around you.
"Did you have fun?" He seemed to see something, reaching for the cake I put on the shoe cabinet, looking at it like a rare thing, and then throwing it on the ground like garbage.
Unconsciously, Han grabbed my neck.
"Linnai, am I too good to you at ordinary times?" I was stuck in his neck, unable to breathe, unable to speak, and could only stare at him with my eyes.
I can feel Han's hand tightening a little. I'm choking! Fortunately, Han didn't lose his mind. At the last minute, he let go.
I tried to breathe hard to get the oxygen I just lacked. I almost died!
"You are crazy!" Looking back at that moment, I was really scared, afraid that I would be strangled by this man in front of me, and afraid that I would never see the sun of tomorrow again.
It was laughter that responded to me, not that kind of happy smile. It's terrible, it's terrible. He stared at my face, but his eyes were full of melancholy.
He grabbed my wrist, dragged me into the house, threw me on the bed and bullied me.
I don't have time to think about so much pain from me. I subconsciously hugged Han's neck and gave a shallow whisper.
He took off my clothes, kissed me hard, pinched and bit me, and made a lot of red marks. His nails were deeply embedded in my flesh, leaving a deep scar. Even if I cried for mercy, he couldn't hear me.
He came in unprepared.
I don't remember how long it took, but I remember that my legs seemed very hot, sticky and particularly painful.
"Remember today, come back before five o'clock every day. I will come to see it every day. " Han got up and adjusted her clothes, and left without looking back, leaving me sobbing alone in the empty room.
It hurts.
Han really did it. I didn't dare to move in bed and fell asleep in extreme drowsiness.
Vaguely, I saw Han propose to me. I'm so happy. I watched him personally put on my wedding ring, then picked up a knife from the table and stabbed it into my heart with a smile. ...
I suddenly opened my eyes and found that it was just a dream.