Wife's original book:
I will use this book to say goodbye to you! When I wrote this book, I was still alone in this world; By the time you read this book, I have become a ghost of the underworld. I wrote this book with tears and pen and ink, so I can't stop. I'm afraid you won't pay attention to my intentions, say that I will die without you, and say that I don't know that you don't want me to die, so I will bear the sorrow for you.
I love you, that is, I love you enough to die. Since I met you, I have been wishing all lovers in the world well; However, there are red clouds everywhere, and the streets are full of wolves and dogs. How many can win? Sima Qing, I can't learn much. As the saying goes: the benevolent "is old, and people are old; Young and young, and young people. "I love you and help the whole world love what they love, so I dare to die before you, regardless of you. You care about my heart, and when you cry, you care about the people of the world. You should be willing to sacrifice your well-being and mine for the happiness of the people of the world. Don't be sad!
Do you remember? One evening four or five years ago, I tasted this sentence: "Let me die first, and I will die first." You were angry when you first heard the news, but after I explained it, I didn't say that my words were affirmative, but I didn't answer a word. I mean, with your weakness, I can't stop losing my sadness. I will die first, leaving my suffering to you. My heart can't bear it, so I'd rather let you die first and I'll bear the sorrow. Hey, honey! Who knew my minions died before you?
I really can't forget you! Recalling the house in the backstreet, I entered the corridor and passed the front and back halls, with a 30% to 40% discount. There is a small hall and a room next to it, where you and I live together. I got married for three or four months for the first time, and around the day of hope in winter, the moon shadow was screened out of the window and vaguely disappeared; I'm holding hands with you, low and serious. Why don't you say anything? Why not complain? Think about it today, extra tears. I also recall six or seven years ago, when I fled back to my hometown, you cried and said to me, "I hope I can tell my concubine if I travel far in the future." I am willing to follow you. " And I promise you. When I came home more than ten days ago, I just wanted to talk to you about the trip. I was opposite you, but I couldn't say it. I was even more afraid that you would be drunk every day because your body was sad. Hey, honey! The sadness in my heart at that time was beyond description.
I really want to die with you. First, judging from today's situation, natural disasters can die, thieves can die, thieves can die on the day of partition, traitors and corrupt officials can die, and we live in today's China and can't die anywhere in the country. Then let me watch you die, or let you watch me die what can I do? Can you restrain yourself? Just won't die, just won't meet, will only make the eyes of the two places into bones and fossils. How many times have you seen ancient second time around? It's harder to die, so what do you do? Today, I am lucky to be with you. There are countless people in the world who die unworthy, and there are countless people who don't want to leave. Can people who love like our generation bear it? I dare to die spontaneously, regardless of you. I die today without regret, and people with their own comrades can't succeed in national affairs. In a flash, Yixin is five years old and an adult. You are good at caressing him and making him filial to me. I doubt what's in your belly. Women will be like you. I am very comforted. Still a man, then teach him to be a father's ambition, and then there will still be two holes after I die. Ok, ok! After my home, I will be poor, poor and bitter, just living a quiet life.
I am speechless for you today. I live under the grave and hear you cry, so I can cry together. I don't believe in ghosts on weekdays, but now I hope there is. Today, people talk telepathically, and I hope what they say is true, so when I die, my soul will still be with you, so you don't have to be sad because you don't have a partner.
I have never talked to you with ambition in my life, which is my fault; However, I am afraid that you worry about me every day. I sacrificed my life to worry you, which is beyond my capacity. I love you so much that I'm afraid I can't finish what I planned for you. You are lucky to meet me, so why not be lucky to be born in China today! I am lucky to have you, so why not have today's China! A pawn can't stand loneliness. Hey, honey! There are still thousands of unfinished things, which can be simulated. I can't see you today! You can't leave me, can you always get me in your dreams? A fear. Xin Wei played four drums on the evening of March 26th, which means calligraphy.
Mothers at home are all literate, so I hope to ask them for advice if you have any questions. I will be lucky to do my best.
Translation:
I love my wife because I saw her: now I use this letter to say goodbye to you forever! When writing this letter, I am still alone in this world; By the time you read this letter, I have become a ghost of the underworld. When writing this letter, I shed tears. I can't bear to finish reading it, but I want to stop writing. I'm afraid you can't understand my feelings and think I have the heart to abandon you and die. I thought I didn't understand how much you wanted me to live, so I tried to write it for you.
I love you very much, and it is the thought of loving you that makes me die bravely. Since I met you, I have always hoped that all lovers in the world will be well. However, there are blood clouds everywhere, and the streets are full of fierce wolves and dogs. How many can be satisfied? Jiangzhou Sima sympathized with the Pipa girl's experience and shed tears. I can't learn from the sage with high ideological level and forget my feelings. As the old saying goes, caring people "respect their old people, so as to promote them to respect other people's old people and love their children, so as to promote them to love other people's children". I expand my love for you and help people all over the world to love their loved ones, so I dare to die before you and ignore you. You can understand how I feel. After crying, you also regard the people in the world as the people you miss. You should be willing to sacrifice the well-being of you and me all your life and seek permanent happiness for the people all over the world. Don't be sad!
Do you remember? One night four or five years ago, I once said to you, "I would rather let you die first than let me die first." You are very angry when you hear this. Later, after my euphemistic explanation, although you didn't say that I was right, you had nothing to answer. I mean, with your thin body, you can't bear the grief of losing me. I'll die first, leaving the pain to you. I can't bear it in my heart. I'd rather you die first and let me bear the grief. Alas! Who knew I would die before you? I really can't forget you! Recall our home in backstreet, enter the gate, cross the corridor, pass the front hall and back hall, and turn three or four corners. There is a small hall and a room next to it, where you and I live together. Just married for three or four months, just before and after the fifteenth day of the winter month, the sparse plum branches outside the window covered the shadow of the moon; Holding hands with you, whispering and saying nothing? What feelings are not to talk about? Up to now, I recall the scene at that time, leaving only tears. I also recall that six or seven years ago, when I left home with my family and came home, you whispered to me, "I hope to fly away in the future." Please tell me about it. I am willing to travel with you. " I promised you, too. I went home ten days ago and wanted to tell you about this trip by the way. When I face you, I can't speak. And because you are pregnant, I am even more afraid that you can't bear this sadness, so I want to drink as drunk as a fiddler every day. Alas! The sadness in my heart at that time could not be described in words.
I really hope to grow old with you, but according to the present situation, natural disasters can kill people, thieves can kill people, countries can kill people from the day they are carved up by foreign powers, and corrupt officials can kill ordinary people. Our generation in today's China, China may cause death at any moment. At that time, I will watch you die, or let you watch me die. Can I do this? Or can you do this? Even if we don't die, but the husband and wife are separated and can't meet, let's see each other in vain and turn bones into stones. How many couples have separated and reunited through the ages? Parting is more painful than death. What shall we do? I'm lucky to be with you today. There are too many people in the country who die unworthy and don't want to be separated, so it is impossible to count them by numbers. Can people with deep feelings like us bear to see such a terrible situation? So I died for the revolution, leaving you alone. I don't resent the death of the revolution now. The success or failure of state affairs depends on my comrades. Yixin is five years old now and will soon be an adult. You should take good care of him and let him think of the country like me. I guess you're pregnant with a girl. This girl must be like you. (In that case) I feel very relieved inside. It may be a boy again, so we should educate him to aim at his father's ambition. Then, after I die, there will be two Lin Juemin. Very lucky, very lucky! My family's future life must be very poor; It doesn't matter if you are poor, just live quietly.
I have nothing to say to you now. I heard your crying from a distance under the grave, and I should respond with it. I don't usually believe in ghosts, but now I hope so. Now some people say that telepathy has a way, I hope this is true. Then when I die, my soul can barely stay with you, and you don't have to be sad about losing your partner.
I never told you my ambition, which is my fault; But tell you, I'm afraid you worry about me every day. I die for my country, and I won't refuse to die a hundred times, but worrying you is really beyond my capacity. I love you to the extreme, so my plan for you is not comprehensive. You are lucky to marry me, but you were born in China today! I am lucky to marry you, but I was born in China today! I can't bear to take care of myself after all. Alas! The square towel is short and meaningful, and there are thousands of words to be said. You can use this book to understand unfinished words. I can't see you now, and you can't forget me. Maybe you will see me in your dream. It's so sad to write here! Xin Weinian signed his autograph at midnight on March 26th.
My grandparents at home are familiar with writing, but there are some things they don't understand. I hope I can ask them for advice. Be sure to fully understand what I mean, this is my last hope.
Precautions:
Yi Ying Qing Qing: Yi Ying, the name of the author's wife. Qingqing, an old nickname between husband and wife, was often used by husbands to address their wives.
Jing Shu: Finish this letter.
Intention: heart.
To: extremely, most.
Guo u: the same as "enough"
Sima Qing: Bai Juyi, a poet in the Tang Dynasty, was once demoted to Jiangzhou Sima. In the long poem Pipa Xing, "Who cried the most? ? This Jiujiang official. My blue sleeves are wet with poetry. Later, I used "Sima Qing" as a metaphor for extreme sadness.
Taishang: A saint. Forgetting: not moved by emotions.
"Benevolent" two sentences: "Mencius Hui Liang Wang Shang". The "old" in front is a verb to show respect, and the "young" in front is also a verb to show love.
Ning Wu: How about.
Prohibition: tolerable.
Looking at the sun: the fifteenth day of each month in the lunar calendar.
Sparse plum trees cover the shadow of the moon: the moonlight shines into the room through the sparse plum trees and becomes scattered shadows, as if it had been screened by a sieve.
Vague shadow: refers to the moonlight and plum shadow set each other off, can not see clearly.
Hand in hand with me: according to the text, it should be "hand in hand with me"
Cut in a low voice: the way you whisper.
Possessed: pregnant.
Inch tube: synonymous with brush.
Number one: But.
Inhibition: still.
Fossil bones: Legend has it that a man went out and didn't come home. His wife climbed mountains and mountains every day, overlooking, and finally turned into a stone called Wang Mi Stone.
Broken mirrors can be reconciled: Chen and Xu Deyan in the Southern Dynasties, at the time of national death, broke mirrors embraced each other for half a letter, and then reunited. Later generations used the second metaphor to describe the reunion of husband and wife after separation.
Yixin: Lin Juemin's eldest son.
Italian Cave: Lin Juemin.
Telepathy has a saying: some idealists in modern times believe that people are still conscious after death and can interact with strangers.
Yiyi: the appearance of attachment.
Yes: indeed.
Body: Put yourself in others' shoes.
Even me: take me as a spouse.
Towel: refers to the white cloth square towel used by the author when writing this letter.
Simulation: try to figure out, guess.
Xin Wei: It should be Xinhai, and this is Xin Wei. Four drums: four more days.
Mother: Aunt and aunt.
Appreciate:
This article is a letter written by Lin Juemin, a revolutionary martyr in the late Qing Dynasty, to his wife Chen Yiying. In this last letter, the author expressed his deep affection for his wife and his deep love for the motherland in dire straits. He linked family happiness and conjugal love with the future of the country and the destiny of the people. Combining the love for his wife and relatives with the love for the people of the country, this paper expounds a profound truth: without the happiness of the country and the people, there will be no real happiness for individuals. The full text is full of true feelings, and the style of writing is euphemistic and moving, which makes people deeply moved and infectious after reading it.
The whole letter begins with "reflecting your feelings like a meeting" and talks about your heart around a flesh-and-blood word "love". "Call", put pen to paper. I love you so much, I love you so much, I really can't forget you, and this book is written by me with tears and pen and ink, all of which are full of feelings and make readers shake their hearts. It is precisely because of the author's deep love for his wife that when writing a book, the past between husband and wife that was infinitely attached and could not be relived rushed to the bottom of the pen.
The first thing is a conversation with my wife "one evening four or five years ago". The author said to his wife, "I would rather die in front of you." At first glance, this is unreasonable for readers. Everyone wants his lover to live a long and healthy life. No wonder his wife "got angry as soon as she heard the news". According to the calculation of time, this remark should be made by Lin Juemin when he returned to Japan to study on holiday after marriage. He is closer to the center of the anti-Qing revolution in Japan than in China, and his ambition to devote himself to the revolution and die for his country has been established. He is just worried that once he dies, his wife will not be able to stand the grief of losing her lover. "So I'd rather let you die first, I'm sad!" This kind of love, which is "ruthless and affectionate", is the most beloved.
The second thing is the scene of honeymoon life after marriage: "Three or four months after the first marriage, the hope of winter is around, and the moon shadow is reflected outside the window, vaguely hidden; I'm holding hands with you, low and serious. Why don't you say anything? Why not complain? " Flowers and the moon set each other off, and beautiful people are together, which is poetic and sweet. Beautiful youth, infinite happiness, can't let him forget, this deep feeling is love.
The third thing is "six or seven years ago, my home where I fled came back." Shortly after the wedding, the author wrote to his father that he was going to Nanyang. He was so anxious that his father went to Xiamen to look for him, but he had already gone home. I obviously have a special task when I go out this time, but I can't tell my wife directly. So I want him to "take a concubine when he travels far away", hoping to travel far away and look like a lover.
The fourth thing is to "go home on the tenth day". This time, the author came back from Japan, shouldering the heavy responsibility of revolution and planning to tell his wife the truth. Considering that my wife is pregnant, I am afraid that she will be sad. "That's why she buys wine and gets drunk every day", trying to relieve the unspeakable pain of suppressing her heart. Just as the ancients lamented, "It's more worrying to raise a glass to eliminate sorrow", the pain of drunkenness is still caused by the love of his wife.
In addition to these four life segments, the author's love for his wife is also reflected in his imagination after his death. A revolutionary who doesn't believe in ghosts on weekdays actually wants ghosts, so that he can rely on his wife, Lacrimosa, spiritually; The dead world comforts each other with lovesickness and loneliness. At the end of the letter, it is difficult to do it because of the great pain of "short towel and long affection" It is summed up by "one fear", which can be described as one fear of ten, endless words and endless feelings.
What is particularly valuable is that, as a revolutionary who is determined to save the country and the people, while pouring out the love of husband and wife, the author tells the truth that the love of children must obey the revolutionary cause, and extends his love for himself to the love of all the people, expressing the lofty feelings of sacrificing personal happiness and seeking eternal happiness for all the people in the world. The profound combination of reason and feeling is seamless, and the deep sense of justice and heroism are the same, which brings the color of political discussion and the character of fighting to this letter, which is worth adding color to people with lofty ideals and the weak.
This letter was written by the author at the critical moment of the revolution. Life and death, wife and children, country, nation and people all affect his soul, and thousands of thoughts are like spring tides, rippling in his heart. The form of prose is just right for him to express his rich and complicated feelings incisively and vividly. There is no need to recall the past in chronological order. A past event is like a letter, each of which is full of the author's fiery blood and lofty belief in revolution and life. This letter is not the so-called combination of reason and reason, but based on emotion, and sees reason in emotion.
In this touching letter, we can also see the author's ability to control the language freely. The landscape narrative department is very refined and the scene is in front of us. Such as the memory of married life, a pair of lovers whispered in front of the window on a winter moonlit night, joined hands in court, and confided in each other in the moonlight and sparse plum blossoms. Peaceful, quiet, gentle and quiet nights set off and render intoxicating happiness on earth. This realm does not need to be declaimed. The author basically adopts four-character and seven-character sentence patterns, and the uneven and beautiful language is full of poetry and painting. This passage has both vivid image beauty and fresh and intoxicating taste beauty. The tenderness between husband and wife: "why don't you say anything?" Why not complain? " Only in fiction and fact can it be clear and subtle, giving people endless reverie. In order to express his love for his wife, overlapping words such as "low", "earnest", "true", "sincere", "day by day" and "Yi Yi" appear from time to time, conveying the author's strong feelings of infinite love for his wife and infinite attachment to life.
This letter is magnificent and radiant in expressing revolutionaries' commitment to the world and condemning the bloody rule of old China. Generally, long and short sentence patterns are used alternately, and the meaning of the sentence is progressive or tortuous. The sonorous voice is like throwing a stone at the ground, and it presents the characteristics of similar sentences with uneven levels, which adds the tragic bearing of the article and the eloquent color of political theory, and organically unifies emotional progress and rational speculation. Therefore, although the author has expressed his ambition in the lyric department many times, it does not give people a complicated feeling; On the contrary, it gives people a cordial infection and beneficial edification. Because the author has profound classical literature accomplishment, he can freely integrate the language rhythm of poetry and prose into his pen, properly extract expressive reduplicated words from daily spoken language, and forge a prose language with personality, which fully embodies the original intention of this letter: to seek happiness for the world.