1942 65438+1early morning of October 22nd 10, Xiao Hong, one of the four talented women in the Republic of China, left this world with nostalgia for her hometown and loneliness in life.

Xiao Hong was born in Hulan Town by the river. The day when Xiao Hong was born happened to be the day when Qu Yuan jumped into the river. Xiao Hong was born in 19 1 1.

At first, Xiao Hong's name was Zhang Xiuhuan. My second aunt knew that the word "ring" in Zhang Xiuhuan's name was very heavy and felt unlucky, so she changed her name to Zhang Naiying. Xiao Hong, now widely known, is the pseudonym used when writing Life and Death Field.

Longwang Temple in Hulan County runs a primary school, only 50 meters away from Xiao Hong's home where she started studying. 1925 to Hulan County No.1 Girls' Junior High School.

1927, Xiaohong went to Harbin to attend middle school, but her family disagreed. She thought that the atmosphere of "Oriental Moscow" was too free and open, and her female classmates went there to fall in love. Finally, Xiao Hong was forced to become a monk and her family was forced to agree.

At that time, the tide of the New Culture Movement had blown to the north, where the ice and snow melted and the youth gradually awakened.

Art teachers teach fruit portraits; The Chinese teacher taught Lu Xun's articles. Xiao Hong likes Weeds best, and she can almost recite them.

Xiaohong began to publish her own articles in the school magazine. That's her pen name Yinqiao, which means singing quietly.

1928, the Japanese began to build railways in the northeast, thus entering the northeast. When the newspaper reported the news, the crowd was furious for a moment. People took to the streets to take part in demonstrations, demanding the protection of railway sovereignty. Xiao Hong is also involved.

The railway was built in spite of people shouting and bleeding. This is China at that time.

Grandfather died on 1929. Grandfather is the closest person to Xiao Hong. From grandpa, Xiao Hong learned that besides indifference and hatred, there is warmth and love in life. It was the warmth given by grandpa that enabled Xiao Hong to face the hardships of life bravely in the future.

After grandpa died, the family arranged a marriage for Xiaohong. This man's name is Wang Enjia, and he is a primary school teacher. At this time, Xiao Hong just wants to go to Beijing to attend high school. So she proposed to the family to dissolve the engagement, and the family did not agree.

Finally, Xiao Hong pretended to promise to get engaged, stole the dowry money and left home to study in Beijing.

/kloc-in the autumn of 0/930, Xiao Hong came to Beiping and changed into a costume. She cut her hair short, wore a suit and put her hand into her trouser pocket from time to time. At that time, New Youth magazine founded Ibsen, specializing in translating foreign works. Among these foreign works, A Doll's House is deeply loved by young people. At that time, no one among the educated youth knew Nora (the new female image in A Doll's House). Xiaohong wrote to her friends to share the joy of being Nora.

People say we are young and frivolous. Before making a decision, we often can't figure out what kind of storm this will bring, and so does Xiao Hong. In a tightly structured society, individuals do not exist. Father Zhang was dismissed because his goddaughter was incompetent, and the Wang family (fiance's family) did not allow Wang Enjia to continue to associate with Xiao Hong; Lujia also warned my cousin to cut off his financial resources.

Mr. Lu Xun once said in the article "What will happen after Nora leaves": There are only two ways before Nora, either to fall or to come back.

Without economic independence, no matter how beautiful the dream is, there is nothing we can do in the face of reality.

In desperation, Xiao Hong had to return to China. After returning home, Xiao Hong was placed under house arrest in Fuchang, where there were no books and newspapers and she was completely isolated from the outside world. At that time, the September 18th Incident happened in China, which made the whole China boil, but the village was as calm as ever, without a ripple. Later, Xiaohong hid in the car with cabbage and escaped. Without financial resources, she turned to her ex-fiance for help, hoping that he could support her to continue studying in Peiping. However, Xiao Hong found herself pregnant before she finished reading the book.

Wang Enjia (fiance) arranged Xiaohong in the hotel and said that she would go home and get the money to settle the bill. Since then, there has been no news. The boss stopped supplying Xiaohong with food, drove her to the utility room, and kept pressing debts. Xiao Hong felt desperate.

Xiao Hong wrote to the deputy editor of Literature and Art of the International Writers Association, asking for help. Fixin Garden sent Jun Xiao, a newspaper colleague, to the hotel. Xiaohong told Xiaojun what had happened to her. Xiaojun gave Xiaohong fifty cents from himself and walked home by himself. Jun Xiao visits Xiaohong every day, and they naturally fall in love.

Xiao Hong found the right time to escape from the small balcony on the second floor of the hotel. The two of them met in Fixin Garden, and then they were free together.

As the days passed, Xiaohong was about to be born. Because there was no money, Hong Qiang Jr. was admitted to the hospital. The child was given away by Xiaohong as soon as he was born. Xiao Hong covered her head with a quilt, and tears flowed in the quilt. The child didn't know that his birth mother had sent him away.

1932, 1 March, the Qing dynasty was established. With Xiao Jun, Xiao Hong met a group of radical young people. They set up a star troupe to act, and also do plagiarism and stereotypes. At that time, Xiao Hong began her writing career.

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I have suffered with Xiaojun, but we have not shared joys and sorrows.

1933, the two published a book at their own expense and co-authored Hiking, but the joy of publishing a book did not last long. This book was banned because it had not been censored by the puppet Manchukuo Bureau.

At the suggestion of a friend, two people went to Qingdao. Jun Xiao is the editor-in-chief of the supplement of Qingdao Morning Post, and Xiao Hong is the editor-in-chief of New Women Weekly. At this time, Xiao Hong wrote the novel "Field of Life and Death".

Not long after, the Qingdao party organization was destroyed, newspapers and periodicals stopped publishing, and they lost their jobs. 1934165438+10, Xiao hong and Xiao Jun went into exile and went to Shanghai.

With the support of Lu Xun, Xiao Hong and Xiao Jun established a "slave society". Mr. Lu Xun once emphasized that the difference between slaves and slaves is that they dare to resist.

1935, "Slave Series" was published one after another, and Xiao Hong and Xiao Jun became famous gradually, so there was no problem in paying for the use.

But Jun Xiao has a lover, and they don't love each other as much as they did when they were in trouble. Little red's face gradually appeared black and blue. Once a friend visited and asked Xiaohong what happened to her face. Xiao Hong explained that it was a fall; Aside Jun Xiao replied with a smile, What hurts? I was drunk yesterday. .....

1June, 936, the miserable Xiao Hong took refuge in Japan, emotionally to be exact.

1936 10, Xiao Hong didn't know the news of Lu Xun's death until the day he was buried. The person she was most emotionally dependent on died. She couldn't help crying, fell ill and had a fever for more than a month.

1937 65438+ 10, Xiao Hong returned to Shanghai in advance. The first thing she did was to visit her husband at the international cemetery. It was three years before Xiao Hong dared to write Mr. Lu Xun's eulogy. Her "Remembering Mr. Lu Xun" fills the gap in the history of literature about Lu Xun's life.

1July 7, 937, the country was in trouble, many newspapers stopped publishing, and Xiao Hong and Xiao Jun fled Shanghai. 1938, Xiao Jun abandoned his pen to join the army and bid farewell to Xiao Hong. Xiaohong hates war. What she cares about is not the war itself, but the humanity in the war.

1938, when Xiao Hong met Xiao Jun again in Xi 'an, Xiao Hong broke up. Fate is so absurd. Xiaohong was pregnant with someone else's child when she was with Xiaojun. When Xiao Hong was with Duanmu Hongliang, Xiao Hong was pregnant with Xiao Jun's child.

1April, 938, Xiao Hong and Duanmu Hongliang fled to Wuhan.

1940, Xiao Hong and Duanmu Hongliang went to Hong Kong with the help of friends.

Xiao Hong has been wandering around since she was sensible and has suffered all kinds of hardships. When I really settle down, I am in poor health.

Biography of Hulan River is her last work, which was written intermittently for three years due to physical reasons.

Still in a foreign land, Xiao Hong's memory of her hometown is getting clearer and clearer. By the Hulan River, her grandfather once lived there, and now she is buried.

She always thought that she would go out of here, go back to her hometown, and go back to her grandfather, but she couldn't go back after all.

Step 3: finish line

In the town of Hulan River, my grandfather once lived, but now he is buried.

When I was born, my grandfather was over sixty years old. When I was four or five years old, my grandfather was almost seventy. Before I was twenty, my grandfather was eighty years old.

Grandfather died as soon as he was over eighty.

The former owner of the back garden is gone now.

The old master died and the young master escaped.

The butterflies, grasshoppers and dragonflies in that garden may still exist year after year, or they may be completely desolate now.

Cucumber and pumpkin may be planted every year, but maybe not at all now.

Whether the morning dew still falls on the flowerpot stand, whether the noon sun still shines on the big sunflower, and whether Xia Hong at dusk will become a horse and a dog in a short time, so it will change.

These are unimaginable.

I heard that my second uncle passed away.

The old cook is not young even if he is alive.

I don't know what happened to my neighbor.

As for the mill official in the mill, I have no idea what happened so far.

There is no beautiful story I wrote on it, because it is full of memories of my childhood, which I can't forget. It's hard to forget them, so I wrote them here.

19401completed in hong kong on February 20th.

From the last chapter of Hulan River Biography.