But to be honest, although I have a new relationship now, I still can't let him go until he called me last night.
Last night's night scene was as colorful as usual. Because of overtime, I didn't go home on time at around seven o'clock as usual, but stayed in the company until nearly nine o'clock.
During this period, my boyfriend Chen Gang called me, and then I remembered that I didn't send him a message when my boss asked me to work overtime. Call me now, I must have come home so late, and my heart is already very anxious.
We talked with Chen Gang briefly on the phone for a while, and then told him that he might not be off work tonight, and told him to go to bed early, so we ended the call.
I don't know how long it took, but my cell phone rang again. Didn't look at the phone screen, I thought it was my boyfriend Chen Gang calling again. I answered the phone without hesitation. To my surprise, the voice from the other end of the phone was not Chen Gang's.
"Xiao Rui, how have you been recently?"
When this familiar and strange voice came from the other end of the phone again, I slowly realized that it was not my boyfriend Chen Gang who called me, but my ex-boyfriend Zhang Lu.
"Zhang Lu, why did you think of calling me?"
"Xiao Rui, I'm glad you can still recognize my voice. Now I think it's been almost two years since we broke up. In the past two years, I have tried to call you several times, but I have never got up the courage. "
"Since I didn't have the courage to call me, why did you call again today?"
"Well, I'm getting married tomorrow, and I want to say goodbye to the old me completely. I want to see you one last time tonight, okay? "
After hearing the news that the man is getting married tomorrow, I suddenly feel that my whole body has been evacuated. But I didn't show too much disappointment, but replied calmly.
"Since you want to say goodbye to your former self, it is even more unnecessary for us to meet. I wish you a happy wedding here. All right, I won't bother you. It's not good for you or me to keep it from your wife. I have to hang up. "
With these words, I hung up the phone without hesitation. At that moment, my tears slowly flowed out along the corner of my eyes.
After crying for a while, my mood gradually calmed down. I remembered the dribs and drabs I spent with Zhang Lu before, and I remembered that Chen Gang took good care of me during this time. My heart is slowly relieved!
Just as I was about to pack my things and go home from work, my cell phone rang again. What I didn't expect was that this call was from Zhang Lu. I was going to hang up, but my finger still pressed the answer button reluctantly.
"Small core, you listen to me. I really want to see you again, to be honest. The reason for breaking up is not because of the two of us, but more because of parents' problems. So I always have you in my heart, but I also know that the two of us are doomed to have no result, so I didn't disturb your life. I will marry another woman tomorrow. Can't you give me another chance to chat with you? "
Listening to each other's sincere words, my tears came out unwillingly. My heart is really complicated. I want to refuse, but I still want to see him again. In the end, sensibility prevailed over reason, and I agreed to Zhang Lu's request.
I packed my things directly, walked out of the company building, took a taxi and drove to the address Zhang Lu gave me. In the car, I kept thinking about what to say after meeting. But when we really stand face to face, we can't say what we prepared in the car.
We both looked at each other and just stood there quietly. After almost ten minutes, we slowly broke the silence. Chatting and chatting, I feel like a needle. The man standing in front of me, once so familiar, is now so strange.
When we talked to the depths, Zhang Lu took out a bottle of red wine from nowhere and poured me a glass in a very gentleman's way. After refusing for a while, I finally accepted the glass handed me by Zhang Lu.
It is often said that every bosom friend is short of a glass of wine, and most lovers talk. Just chatting, I can't remember exactly how much wine I drank, but I feel groggy and sleepy.
Just when I was at a loss, my cell phone rang. I slowly took out my mobile phone from my bag and found it was Chen Gang.
"Xiao Rui, where are you now?"
"I'm still working overtime in the company. Go to bed early, I'll be right back. "
"I'm at the gate of your company now. The whole office is dark and there is no you in it. You also told me that you are working overtime here now. "
"When did you come to my company? Why can't I see you now?
"It's okay, small core, you don't lie to me, tell me where are you now? I'll drive to pick you up. "
"Oh, Chen Gang, don't worry. I'm such a big man, there won't be any accidents. Go back to rest first. I will go home right away. "
Say that finish I didn't listen to Chen Gang's answer, just hang up the phone directly.
Hung up the phone, I'm going to say goodbye to Zhang Lu and take a taxi home. But when I said I was going home, Zhang Lu suddenly lost control and stood in front of me with tears on her face, standing at the door.
In this way, the two of us were deadlocked for almost ten minutes, but I looked at Zhang Lu with tears in his eyes and still relented. The two of us sat back to our original positions calmly and talked about the time until the next morning.
Zhang Lu left early because he had to prepare for his wedding. I left this sad place with red eyes and just wanted to take a taxi when I came to the road. Suddenly a man appeared in front of me.
I looked up at the man standing in front of me. My heart thumped when I saw his face clearly. This man is none other than my current boyfriend Chen Gang.
"Are you curious why I will appear in front of you? To tell you the truth, Zhang Lu called me half an hour ago and told me your location. But also told me what happened last night. "
"Chen Gang, don't get me wrong. We just talked for a while last night. I don't know what Zhang Lu told you. Anyway, I didn't do anything sorry for you. "
"Small core, to be honest, I am not a particularly generous person. I've been thinking a lot since you lied to me last night. I don't care that you broke up with your ex-boyfriend What I care about is that you don't care about me at all. You have a lot of things to hide from me, which really makes me unacceptable. "
"Since you can't forget your ex-boyfriend, it will only make it harder for you to choose if I continue to be with you. Zhang Lu called me today and didn't say anything that made me angry. But he kept telling me about your usual preferences and how to take care of you when you are sick. It makes me feel instantly that I don't know you as well as your ex-boyfriend. Forget it, I don't care, you're free from now on! I choose to quit. "
With these words, Chen Gang drove away from me, leaving me standing alone in the rustling wind. Since I met Chen Gang, I haven't put that old man down in my heart. It's really unfair to Chen Gang. Maybe Chen Gang's choice is not so cruel to me. Maybe it is the best result!