You are always ashamed.

Will anyone be that important?

Without them, you will feel nothing.

No one will understand how painful it is.

You feel desperate, as if nothing can save you.

Whether it's over or over.

You almost want all the bad things to come back, so you can live a good life. ......

It's like you're shouting, but no one can hear you.

You always feel guilty.

Who can really be that important? You can't feel anything without them.

No one understands how painful this is.

You feel desperate, but nothing can save you.

Whether it's over or gone.

You are always (/almost) eager for those unbearable memories to come back to you at any time so that you can have a good memory. ......