Many years later, recalling this scene, Lv En said to himself, "Wu Zuguang still has feelings for me."
LVEN
I'm here because of a photo. I think it's probably because Luen and Wu Zuguang have never taken a photo together since they met and got married.
However, this photo is 50 years later than their divorce.
1938, due to the fall of his hometown, Lv En was forced to flee. After fleeing from Changshu, Jiangsu Province to Chongqing, she was admitted to the National Theatre Academy, which also moved from Nanjing to Chongqing. This started her long acting career.
At that time, Cao Yu and Wu Zuguang, the well-known future dramatists in China, were the education director here and the secretary to the headmaster. They are entering the life of Lv En in different ways.
Cao Yu later became Lv En's best friend, and he kept in touch with his relatives all his life. Wu Zuguang, on the other hand, became her short-lived lover, and she suffered all her life.
Wu Zuguang
Wu Zuguang was born in a scholarly family. He was immersed in academic calligraphy since he was a child. In middle school, he made a clear performance in literature. What is commendable is that this childe is not only brilliant, but also has the style of Song Gongming. One of his great hobbies in life is making friends and treating people. Because of his generosity and generosity, he also got the nickname "Money Spending Boy".
Shortly after Lv En entered school, he was included in the guest list by Wu Zuguang.
Just after the performance of this year's drama Phoenix, Wu Zuguang invited its guests, including some literary and art celebrities. Surprisingly, Lv En was among them.
At that time, Lv En, who had just arrived at the Theatre Academy, had not attended classes and lived in a dormitory. There is not much overlap with the principal's secretary, at least in Lv En's view, they are not even ordinary friends.
After two people familiar with, Lv En expressed doubts when thinking of this meal:
"I just entered the school. How can you invite me? "
"I like you!"
At that time, Lv En 17 years old, while Wu Zuguang was only 2 1 year old.
Wu Zuguang is cheerful, especially fond of joking. According to the situation at that time and Wu Zuguang's generous temperament, even if he said "like", it was just pure love between friends and had nothing to do with love between men and women.
In fact, his real pursuit of Luen was five years later.
After graduating from the Theatre Academy, Lv En joined the Central Youth Theatre Society and became a professional actor. Wu Zuguang also left school to become the editorial director, and the relationship between them changed from a teacher-student relationship to a colleague relationship.
1943, the drama Cowherd and Weaver Girl was performed in Chengdu. As creators and actors, both of them arrived in Chengdu. During this time, their relationship became closer and closer.
After the perfect ending of the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, Lv En returned to Chongqing and was taken into the "second-rate guild hall" by his friends. This is a gathering place for young artists. Actors Zhao Dan, Qin Yi and Zhang Ruifang, writers Ryan, Ding Cong and Zhang Leping have all splashed ink here and talked about their ideals.
As for Wu Zuguang, he stayed in Emei Mountain to create new works.
On this day of separation, they passed books and established a relationship.
Interestingly, in those months, every time Wu Zuguang wrote a letter, Qin Yi, who lived in a "second-rate club" with Lv En, also received a letter. Over time, members of the "Second-rate Pavilion" knew that Wu Zuguang not only fell in love with Lv En, but also launched a love offensive against Qin Yi many times, and love letters kept coming.
More interestingly, Wu Zuguang and Qin Yi talked, and Lv En knew about it, but she felt nothing, let alone jealousy and jealousy. Years later, when she recalled this feeling, Lu Enyou could not understand:
"I'm surprised at my feelings, which is very interesting. He said to others,' If Lv En is jealous, she will love me', but I am not jealous. "
/kloc-in the winter of 0/944, after Wu Zuguang returned to Chongqing, he lived in a "second-rate guild hall" and lived with Lv En.
Qin Yi
This year, 17-year-old new follow-up troupe came to Qingdao, Shandong Province from Tianjin and began to be starred. It was six years before she came to the scene where Wu Zuguang lived.
As a pilot, Hu commanded operations at the front. At that time, he didn't expect to get into trouble with a woman named Lv En, and this woman and his cousin Hu Die were in the show business.
Wu Zuguang and Luen never mentioned marriage from establishing a love relationship to living together. Until the end of the Anti-Japanese War, when Lu En returned to his hometown like the young people in the "second-rate pavilion", something happened.
Luen has a cousin from the same town. After graduating from college, he went to work in an Indian base. This place was abandoned. Cousin can't bear loneliness, so she will write to literate Lv En.
There is a woman in this cousin's house, and he has come to take care of his mother. Over time, her mother treated her as a daughter-in-law and ordered her to get engaged. Cousin is far away, considering the wartime, it is good to have someone to comfort her mother. She agreed.
LVEN
But as soon as the Anti-Japanese War ended, this cousin went back on his word and wanted the woman to go out and get married. This woman refused to live or die, and she even tried to commit suicide. At the same time, she also heard that her sweetheart fell in love with her cousin Lv En, and they even had children outside.
So when I heard that Luen was going home, I rushed to inquire about the news. Lu's mother knew about it and told her daughter that Lv En was angry and afraid after listening to it.
Coincidentally, Wu Zuguang didn't communicate with Lv En in advance and came to our house that day. That night, mother Lu talked with her all night and was very satisfied. Now she orders Lv En to marry Wu Zuguang.
Three days later, they got married in Shanghai. Ye Shengtao and Xia Yan are the main marriage partners. And they don't even have time to take wedding photos.
From the beginning, Wu Zuguang wrote letters to Luen and Qin Yi at the same time, and then decided to get married overnight. In this relationship, there is little love, and more should be the mutual admiration of a pair of straightforward and easy-going young men and women. They are more like friends than lovers.
Therefore, once you step into marriage, with responsibilities and constraints, various contradictions begin to appear.
Lv Enying is energetic and lively. Every time I dance with Zhao Dan and others on the dance floor, Wu Zuguang becomes the background board.
When he arrived at the pear garden where Wu Zuguang was addicted, Lv En couldn't sleep.
Their schedules and eating habits are also quite different.
The two seem to be two parallel lines, each taking its own trajectory, and it is difficult to intersect again. At the same time, Wu Zuguang has gradually become an island, and Lv En has gradually been called "Mrs. Wu", which, in the view of lofty and aloof Lv En, means that she is not respected, which makes her feel very uncomfortable.
The marriage lasted for five years and ended peacefully on 1949.
Also in this year, Wu Zuguang returned to Beijing from Hongkong, and his income dropped sharply. Once short of money, Lv En mortgaged the house and gave all these thousands of dollars to Wu Zuguang, plus a new Leica camera and a set of auxiliary equipment. "You are a director. Go back and use it for filming. "
Wu Zuguang and New Xia Feng
Compared with Miss Ye, Tian Han and Zhang, the breakup between Luen and Wu Zuguang is really decent to the extreme. It can also be seen that when they are together, they are more attracted by each other's personality and talent, while selfish and crazy love is rare, so they will be so respected when they leave.
Just, later, Lv En also insisted on it for decades.
I often think that besides the reason she said, there may be another reason why Luen gave Wu Zuguang Lycra camera, that is, she and Wu Zuguang never took a photo together from their acquaintance to their divorce. Even if Hao Ying is a big girl, she will feel a little sorry, so I use a camera as psychological compensation.
At that time, the price of cameras was comparable to that of cars. Who would have thought that in a few months, Wu Zuguang would spoil his mind.
After returning to Beijing, Wu Zuguang fell in love with New Xia Feng under the introduction of Lao She, and they got married on 195 1. Because of the tight economy, Wu Zuguang sold his Leica camera as a reward.
On hearing this, Luen froze and didn't know who to talk to.
Later, Lv En mentioned it to Yufeng, and she didn't put it down until Yufeng forgave her. Until the interview in her later years, when she talked about it, she was still inevitably lonely:
"Think about it too. How can I limit him if I send him? So now I don't feel anything. "
Wu Zuguang found his beloved new girl and sang "Love in" with * *, which moved people to tears. Even though there were many twists and turns, Wu Zuguang still thought he was "born at the right time". I think the main reason is that he met the new Xia Feng.
And Lv En's luck is not bad. Shortly after Wu Zuguang married Xin, the pilot Hu came into her life. Hu is the cousin of Hu Die, the "best actress", but she brought Luen into close contact with this idol.
Then, they played the piano and sang, and their son was admitted to the Water Conservancy Department of Tsinghua University, which is rare among children in the art world.
Maybe it's because they are so wonderful that they don't interfere with each other after separation. People believe more and more that there is no love between Lu Enzheng and Wu Zuguang. I'm afraid even Luen thinks so, so when Wu Zuguang, who has a language barrier, invites her to take a photo, she will be sad: "Wu Zuguang still has feelings for me."