The understanding of lyrics varies from person to person, just like misty poetry, there is no standard understanding. Some lyrics tell a sad story, while others just express an emotion. My understanding of flower wedding yarn is pure:

This is a lonely girl, a little narcissistic, who commemorates her long-lost love with "flowers". From "trying to bloom but not waiting for him" to "deceiving yourself that he is coming" to "being strong in despair and thinking about him constantly after being strong", in fact, from the emotional beginning, the girl knew that "he" would not come, so she had to comfort herself with the help of a virtual wedding dress, and then kept saying "It's raining, my heart is like a needle, my eyes are like sand ...".

Finally, she reminded herself that it is meaningless to be strong, because I am just a flower in the sun, and I can only wait helplessly, but I have no right to look for it. So, "she lost her love for him, her heart pricked and her body died helplessly."

What makes us feel is that although the girl's "letting go" seems to be very calm, she can't get rid of it after all, so she leaves us with the last sentence-"I don't have the trouble of deceiving myself."

Without flowery words, I tell complex emotions in very plain sentences. This is my type.