Have a skill first, accumulate initial capital, and then develop. If you can still learn, you can go to a technical school or learn some skills from an old master, eat well, work hard, earn some living expenses, save some money and do some small business. Or go to the construction site and work in the city, or open a small shop.

Life in the countryside is more leisurely now. I stay at home every day and may have nothing to do. Why don't you learn something or get a job? I don't know your age and other information, so I can only make a general suggestion. I wish you happiness!