It's not good to be too self-centered ... don't always expect your expectations and wishes. Think more about others and think about what your husband's expectations and wishes are. What are the expectations and wishes of your parents and in-laws? People who always think about themselves are selfish and immature ... your husband certainly doesn't want this. . . Things have passed, what can I do if I have regrets? We can't turn back the clock. . . Think more about the present and the future, and don't give up the beauty of the present and the future because of past mistakes and regrets.