20 13 may be the most depressing time for ice. Forced to put down the microphone, closed business, treacherous brothers, recurrence of old injuries, overdrawn bank card accounts …
That year, Da Bing suspended his hosting career and began to write books. It is difficult for a publishing house to publish a new book with a cold theme. At that time, Da Bing lived in Yue Yue's home. According to the description in the book, Yue Yue is a very understanding girl. She took in every friend who needed to save money and helped without a trace.
She never asked Da Bing, who went out to visit the publishing house every day at that time. How did it go today? Any leads? Every time Da Bing comes home late, he needs to climb over the railing. Every month, he always shines with a flashlight, which not only illuminates the road, but also shines into his heart. In the guest room, the dining table is full of tea and coffee, as well as red bull and hot water kettle that always overflows. She knew that he would write till dawn every day when he came back. At least this dining table is warm in Beijing. During that time, every month's food was delicious, and she was around on time every time she ate. When Da Bing writes and can't see her, she will wake him up in her way. He ate her, watched, and tutted Gherardini.
Reminds me of a sentence, when others care about whether you fly high or not, and I only care about whether you are tired or not?
In the first half of the article, I thought Yue Yue was a lively and lovely girl, but later I could feel her loss. Later, Da Bing's book was finally signed, and she was happier than him.
As a result, Da Bing left his home in Yue Yue, Beijing, and held the first book release conference, which lived up to expectations and finally became popular. This is also due to his efforts. He said that Shandong people resisted making, and the first book held a reading meeting of 100 in three months. From 2065,438+03 to 2065,438+07, he completed 654,380 million handshakes and handshakes. So I sent a circle of friends to coquetry and sell cute, and all kinds of expressions of condolences, except for one rule, were "Oh, come on."
This is certainly an encouragement, but I feel more alienated. He answered "thank you" politely. He didn't expect Yue Yue to leave a message for himself, because Yue Yue has blocked his circle of friends. Once, they didn't need to say "come on" and "thank you", saying that they wouldn't climb with fate. How could they not be sad after all?
Da Bing always feels that no matter what decision he makes, he will forgive him every month, but he will feel alienated from him every month. Even in the same city, I don't contact him every month, as if I were deliberately hiding. The book wrote: "At that time, I didn't know what the problem was. I just feel that I don't know where I offended her and I don't know that I have lost her. "
The moon is very kind to Da Bing, asking for nothing in return, but accompanying him and taking care of him at his lowest ebb. Yue Yue chose to stay away from the surface just as Da Bing went uphill. When having dinner together, she saw the Rolex on Da Bing's wrist and thought it was a high imitation. Big ice put her wrist in front of her: this is true, isn't it good? Newly bought. Don't see him every month. Then you will say: big ice, don't change …
Although there are only two words, it contains many months of missing. Maybe they will never go back to the way they were before.
In fact, I bought this Rolex because I bought it when I was a host, and this watch also witnessed his last hosting career in order to be on the show. Later, Da Bing began to prepare his first book, 100 Reading Meeting, which only cost him the money to sell his watch.
She came all the way to visit the class, but he didn't welcome her with everyone because he didn't say. Several meetings were temporarily cancelled due to emergencies and urgent work, and he did not elaborate on the reasons.
In the article, Da Bing said more than once: I should explain to her … I should tell her all these things truthfully. If I don't say it, how can she understand … she will forgive me month by month … there are many misunderstandings that could have been avoided …
At the end of the article, Da Bing didn't know until he had dinner with his friend Yue Yue. Over the years, Yue Yue fought with many people to protect him. The official account of WeChat gave itself more traffic by spraying him. As long as Yue Yue knows the input and forwarding, she will scold him! From his concert to now, anyone who dares to speak ill of you in front of her will turn against you immediately ... no matter who!
Suddenly I understand that Yueyue is always the kind of person who needs help, not the icing on the cake. As the song goes: friend, friend, have you ever thought about me? If you are enjoying happiness, please forget me …
What moved me the most was that in 20 15, Da Bing held a concert for a group of wandering singer brothers. After the celebration dinner, Da Bing drank too much. When he arrived at the hotel, he rampaged around the room with a notebook, shouting to change the manuscript and find a dining table all over the world. In fact, what Da Bing is looking for is Yue Yue's dining table. Later, he never wrote anything on the familiar dining table again.
After reading this article, I think Yue Yue's feelings for Da Bing are different from others. If you don't like being just a friend, you won't block your circle of friends or defend him behind his back. All this is beyond the scope of friends, and this alienation may come from his non-response.
I think for Da Bing, the meaning of month is different from others, and he may remember that time all his life.
Don't forget, there is no reply.
Miss each other, but go further and further.