Amy stared at Ramon in shock, her brain as messy as a hurricane. She really can't understand what she saw. Ramon, her husband who slept with her for 8 years, is a muscular man of 185 cm. Facing the big mirror of the bedroom dresser, she smeared her mouth with newly bought rose pink lipstick.

Ramon felt Amy's eyes and turned around. Unexpected, nervous, embarrassed. The two men looked at each other, and the air solidified into foggy ice.

Amy almost fainted when she looked at Ramon. Is it him or her in front of you? Long curly hair, exquisite makeup, a sexy low-cut skirt, tall and straight chest proudly firm, with a deep cleavage in the middle. Leopard fishnet socks are wrapped around two long legs, and you can also see lace garters with bows.

But she, no, he, is Ramon, her husband. Amy wanted to scream, but there was no sound in her throat. She found absurdly that she was actually identifying which cosmetics Ramon used to draw such charming effects.

Purple smoky eyes are unique and enchanting, pink blush blooms on cheeks like petals, and wet lips are fresh and tender like apples just picked from trees. The whole face makeup is painted perfectly. Amy never imagined that her husband, who always seems to be careless about cosmetics, turned out to be a hidden makeup expert.

Those two lips as delicate as roses pouted, "You just went on a business trip ... how did you come back?" Amy heard her voice, like a ballpoint pen short of oil, and drew a colorless dent on the paper: "The client changed the itinerary temporarily, so I came back early."

Silence.

"What is this?" Amy has to ask.

Raymond is embarrassed. After a moment's hesitation, he bit his lip as if he had made up his mind and said, "I like to wear women's clothes." Amy suddenly understood what a bolt from the blue meant. Although everything in front of her was the most obvious, she still felt a strong dizziness after hearing Ramon say it word by word.

Why ... Her husband is obviously the most masculine. She still remembers that when she was in college, he was an athlete, heroic and spirited, and he was the male god in the dreams of countless female students. He became her boyfriend, which attracted many women to envy and hate. She loves his handsome appearance and is fascinated by the smell of his man.

They got married after graduation, and it has been eight years now. Their careers are all developing well. Raymond is an engineer and Amy is a senior translator. After working for several years, they have bought a house and a car. They also have a 6-year-old child, many smart and lovely little boys, who just entered primary school this year.

Everything looks great. Amy doesn't understand what happened. She tried to remember, but she couldn't find a trace.

Ramon's working environment is mostly male, and he always disdains sissy men. He still grows a beard from time to time and doesn't shave for a few days. Life is also informal. Amy really can't connect this Ramon in women's clothes with her.

Ramon's confession came from my ear. "I have always been eager to wear women's clothes, and I have been suppressing it and trying to pretend to be very masculine." It really hurts. I want to dress up more and more recently, so I can't help it. But I only try it occasionally when you are on a business trip, and it won't affect our lives. I don't love men. I love you and our children. I just like to wear women's clothes ... "

Amy, don't look away. She didn't dare to look him in the eye, or rather, she.

"Go and change clothes first." Amy tried to calm herself down.

Ramon walked away silently.

Amy sat on the bed, burying her face in her hands. She wanted to cry, but she could not shed tears. It was so sudden that she was fooled. She thought her beautiful life was just a lie with a mask, but now she was brutally smashed to pieces. She thinks she knows Ramon best in the world, but in fact, she hasn't even seen the true face of the person who sleeps with her.

Ramon took off his makeup, changed back to men's clothes and sat next to Amy. "I'm sorry, I really don't want to hurt you. Sorry, it's very painful. " He sobbed, suddenly shrugged his shoulders and sobbed in a low voice. Amy heard him crying and turned to look at him. She was very angry. She hasn't cried yet, but he has.

However, looking at Ramon's pitiful appearance, Amy felt another heartache. She had never seen this big man so helpless, just like a wounded little animal. Amy's motherhood was awakened. She loves him and can't bear to see him so sad.

She reached out and hugged Ramon, and tears welled up in her eyes. Two people embrace together, crying into a ball.

Ramon cried and begged, "Amy, I love you." Let's not be apart, shall we? I really love you! Amy heard her heartbreaking voice: "I love you, too." "

02.

Later, Amy often thought of that day. They just cried, turned all the pain into tears and swallowed it back with bitterness. At this time, Amy felt breathless, like being wrapped in a ball of cotton, a little tight, wrapped tightly and unable to breathe. Struggling hard, but unable to move. There are mazes everywhere, and there are no exits.

You must never tell anyone around you about such a thing. Amy searched online and found that she was not the only one. Many women have this experience. They are confused, desperate and don't know what to do. Some women even feel guilty and doubt what they have done wrong, which makes their husbands have such hobbies. More than half of the women finally had no choice but to accept it and regard it as a strictly kept secret in marriage. Some women can't bear it anymore and decide to break up.

After reading a lot of information, Amy gradually understood what was going on.

Ramon is a transvestite and a special form of fetishism. He likes to wear women's clothes, which excites him, but he is psychologically male and doesn't want to be the opposite sex. His sexual orientation is heterosexual and he has no desire for the same sex.

Ramon told Amy that in ancient times, men all wore skirts. Besides, why can women wear men's clothes and men can't wear skirts? Amy remembered his big breasts and fish fishnet stockings and said coldly, "You are wearing more than a skirt!" " "

Ramon didn't speak, and looked at her pitifully like a small animal. Amy can't stand his eyes. Sometimes she was so excited that she wanted to stab him to death, and sometimes she was full of sympathy and understanding for him. What happened to him? Besides, he is an impeccable husband and father. However, what happened to myself?

After knowing this, Amy always felt strange and lost interest in intimate contact. On the surface, everything is as usual. They are still a model couple that everyone admires. Only you can see the cracks on your back, and every night is endless bitterness.

03.

As time went on, Amy knew that she didn't want to leave Ramon. Despite his hobby, she is hopelessly in love with him in her heart. Besides, they have children. Every time I see Duo Duo calling Mom and Dad happily and smiling brightly, Amy thinks that children should grow up in a complete family.

If you don't part, you have to accept it. Amy tried to convince herself that she should be an extra girlfriend! Raymond is grateful and happy about Amy's change of attitude. He took out his hidden clothes and cosmetics, shared his experiences with Amy, and asked Amy to give him advice.

Looking at the things piled up in front of her, Amy thinks Ramon is a better woman than her. She couldn't call her husband by his first name to such a charming mother, so she said, "Your name is Anna!" " From then on, she had a husband named Ramon and a good friend named Anna.

Every once in a while, Amy and Anna will meet in another city. There is no one who knows them there. They are free to walk arm in arm in the street, go shopping together, buy new women's clothes and cosmetics in the season, do hair and manicure together.

Anna is very happy. She likes being Anna. Accompanied by Amy, she went to some good parties. She feels lucky that few people can be accompanied by their spouses.

Life seems to have returned to its original state. Amy thought. At the same time, she also deeply knows that life will never be the same again.

04.

"Ramon and Amy, 10th wedding anniversary", the golden words wrapped in roses sparkled, adding a romantic and festive color to the party.

Raymond's suit is straight, tall and handsome. Amy is elegant and charming in a close-fitting evening dress. The two greeted relatives and friends at the door, and everyone praised such a couple.

The party was a great success. Friends send warm wishes one by one. Put on more suits and have fun with the children like a handsome boy. There are songs, laughter and happy smiles everywhere.

Raymond and Amy danced one dance after another. Amy suddenly returned to her wedding. At that time, she was so young and full of longing for a happy life.

She is madly in love with Ramon. Ramon at that time was just Ramon.

Turn around, turn around again. Wine, cocktails, champagne ... Amy felt airy, and laughter overflowed like champagne.

The guests dispersed. Just her and Ramon. They kissed passionately, like first love, and they were never satisfied.

Amy can fly. The cotton tightly wrapped around her turned into soft clouds, and she relaxed, flew freely and was very happy. Butterflies are flying in front of her, with purple-blue fluorescence on their wings and silver spots on their bodies. They are sparkling and beautiful!

Giggling, she reached for the butterfly and caught it! I opened my hand and saw that it was an Okumo, with eight furry feet rubbing against her white and tender hands. Amy was frightened to disgrace and screamed. The spider spun silk and entangled Amy. She screamed in despair, and her body was entangled in spider silk more and more tightly, and she could never escape.

"Honey, what's the matter with you? Wake up, wake up! " Amy opened her eyes and saw Ramon, no, Anna's anxious face. She wore purple-blue fluorescent eye shadow and silver sequins, flying like butterfly wings in the dark. It's beautiful.

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