Have you ever loved such a person? He is a tattoo printed on your heart, occupying a large part of your life. You are inseparable, snuggling up to each other, hating each other, and madly loving each other. It is not until time wears away all the desperate courage that you see each other holding hands with others.

We may not be able to let go of each other in our hearts, but we really don't belong to each other anymore.

-One ...

My name is Zhou Yuyu, and his name is Gao Ze.

I am 20 years old and he is 2 1 year old.

I have known him for nine years, from 2008 to 17 and from 1 1 to 20.

I have loved him for eight years, but I have no reason to like him anymore.

Because he's getting married, it's on the National Day, 65438+ 10/0/day, tomorrow.

Today I wrote this story with him as a farewell.

-Two-

I was only 1 1 years old when I met him. I don't know how old I am, but I am willing to bend over for him alone. We became good friends and found that he didn't like delicate girls, so I turned myself into a woman. He was with my best friend, and I put aside all my pains and pretended not to care.

I have always liked him silently behind his back, thinking that I would be very happy if I could do something for him, so his cell phone stopped, and I took out all my pocket money to charge his phone bill. He doesn't eat breakfast at school, so I send him breakfast at the school gate every day. I try everything he likes and turn what he likes into mine.

We missed it many times. In those years when I first loved him, he loved more than one person, but not me. My love has become a deep love, accompanied by more bitterness than eating Rhizoma Coptidis by a mute. This bitterness spread throughout my youth.

Later, he went to a higher vocational school and became reckless and frivolous. His then girlfriend chased him. She gave her an abortion and borrowed my money. I thought we would never get together again, but fate pitied me, and finally he saw my existence. I feel very happy, because I like him for so many years, even if all his bad habits are exposed to me, I still like him.

-Three ...

After we are together, if it rains again, he will ask his buddy to drive me home and buy my favorite bread when I am hungry. Every time we go out, he likes to order fat sausage noodles and wear a half-sleeved white horse.

We have a lot of bits and pieces together, which are still fresh in our memory at this moment. I still remember that he had long hair at that time, and he said that he would never have such a stupid hairstyle again, so he has been an inch board ever since.

I still remember him saying that in case he couldn't give me a home in the future, I should know how to take care of myself. He can stand people pointing at me. He can eat instant noodles by himself and then save money to buy me snacks.

He loves me too, I can feel it. Just don't love after all. So he said. Tell me to stop following him. We have been together for three years and have experienced a lot together. I forgave him many times for being green, but in the end, he chose to leave me.

four

After we separated, I went to college. By that time, he had entered the society for many years. At that time, every time I drank too much wine, I would call him in tears. He won't say a word, but he will listen to me after I cry. His friends advised him not to worry, and he always waited for me to cry before hanging up.

But why can't we go to the end, Goz? I still like you so much. How can you be so cruel? Tell me when you leave and invite me when you get married. I want to tell you, how about we get married and spend the rest of our lives together? I don't want to be your guest, I just want to be your side, hold a glass and toast with you, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you hand in hand.

But what happened in two of a kind has now turned into my own reluctance, just like a tower that has been looking up for thousands of years, which instantly fell apart and was completely destroyed. After all, I can't accompany you to the end.

The most regrettable thing is that there is no fate. After trying to have it, only the scars of fire are left.

I thought I would wait a little longer, but this time, I know I can't wait any longer.

Gao Ze, will you remember me after a long time? Do you still remember that there was a person who had a crush on you for many years?

Gao Ze, Zhou will always remember you who loves to wear school uniforms, but he won't love you anymore.

Gao Ze, be nice to her. I won't wait for you behind you this time.

Gao Ze, I'm not going to the wedding. I hope you are really happy this time.

I wish you happiness is fake, and I wish you happiness is real.

-The end-