? 1 ? Xiaoqing is a simple and sensible girl, and also very simple. Dashu, who became her husband, was her first boyfriend. The tree is sunny and cheerful, but a little shy in the face of girls. Xiaoqing feels very interesting. They were introduced by others, but the process progressed quickly and everything went smoothly. Xiaoqing was only 18 years old when we met, and Dashu was 20 years old. The following autumn, they formally lived together. Soon, Xiaoqing found herself pregnant.

In fact, the real time to get along with the tree is only a few months, and Xiaoqing's understanding of the tree is not thorough. Maybe, I just think he is very interesting, but now that she has children, Xiaoqing has to choose to get married. It turned out that in early spring, Dashu's parents mentioned this matter to Xiaoqing's parents, and the marriage of the two children should be held when the Spring Festival approached. Everything seems so.

But Xiaoqing was disappointed all day. She didn't want to get married so early, but she had to abort the child. She thought it was cruel. Xiaoqing was taken back to her hometown by Dashu's mother because of Dashu's grandmother. At the beginning of pregnancy, Xiaoqing was always sleepy and couldn't eat, and the whole person looked haggard.

It's almost winter, and Dashu is back from work. At this point, Xiaoqing's reaction to pregnancy has gradually improved a lot. Xiaoqing thinks that all men who want to be fathers will be happy when they hear the news of pregnancy, but Dashu is not. He doesn't seem to care much about it. His mother asked him to take Xiaoqing out for a walk several times to relieve boredom. The tree didn't respond at all, just sat in front of the computer all day playing games. Xiaoqing see in the eye, the in the mind only secretly sad.

Xiaoqing suddenly misses her mother so much that she wants to eat the rice cooked by her mother and the baked sesame seed cake. But as soon as the meal arrived, I saw the rice cooked by Dashu's mother and the dishes fried at will, which were either burnt or salty. She has no appetite at all.

One afternoon, Xiao Qing just finished washing clothes with the washing machine downstairs and came upstairs. I want to eat potato flour, I said to the tree who was concentrating on playing games. Dashu never spends money as frugally as his parents. He usually buys snacks for Xiaoqing. But this time, the tree said impatiently, I have no money, call my dad!

Tick tock! Tick tock! Xiao Qing seemed to hear the sound of her heart dripping blood. It's really chilling

Xiaoqing ran downstairs alone and began to cry quietly in the toilet. After a long time, the tree mother went upstairs to find Xiaoqing, and found no one, so the tree slowly came down to find someone. Only he knows that Xiaoqing must be in the toilet.

The tree kicked the toilet door several times, the door opened and Xiao Qing, with red eyes, came out.

Sniffing and saying, I want to go home

The tree said quietly, then I will accompany you back tomorrow.

The tree is puzzled. What is Xiao Qing crying about? Thinking about women is really troublesome.

But by the next day, Xiaoqing had changed clothes and put on a backpack. The tree still didn't move. Xiaoqing left angrily, and the tree caught up with her and explained to her that it was because her father asked her to help in the backyard.

Xiaoqing was angry and annoyed, but she always wanted to go back. It is not good to go back alone. I didn't even see one or two cars that day. Dashu can ride a motorcycle, but she is afraid to take her. Xiaoqing walked back, but the tree couldn't beat her, so she followed her back.

Xiaoqing is relieved.

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Seeing the wedding day approaching. Xiaoqing's parents are still busy cleaning up the house, probably thinking that their daughter's wedding day will not be too shabby. Xiaoqing discussed with Dashu's parents that she didn't want to have a wedding, and it would be good to take a trip with the wedding money. Xiaoqing doesn't want to have a wedding because she doesn't want to get married with a big belly. It's not pretty at all. Since she was a child, she felt that a woman's best day must be her wedding day, so she didn't want such a beautiful fantasy to be shattered.

The tree doesn't have his own opinion, Xiaoqing says no wedding, and he doesn't have his own opinion. But when I heard my father say that it seemed disgraceful not to hold a wedding, which would cause people's gossip, he saidno. In fact, Xiaoqing later learned that Dashu's father thought that if they didn't hold a wedding, they wouldn't give Xiaoqing's parents bride price money. Xiaoqing's father said that he did not agree not to hold a wedding. First, he doesn't think it's like marrying his daughter without a banquet. Second, he probably guessed the little mind of Dashu's father. Ginger is still old and spicy. Xiaoqing, who has never experienced the world, can't think of these problems.

But after all, Xiaoqing can't beat the decision of both parents. On this day, Xiaoqing went to the streets with Dashu and Dashu's parents to find a wedding company. Because several previous wedding companies said that the schedule was full, they had to find another one. There just happens to be one or two on the street in town.

Xiaoqing and Dashu came to the back of the vegetable market together and found one there. The facade is not big, it looks like an ordinary family, but there are simply some black leather chairs and two or three computers in the room. Explain the reason. A middle-aged woman inside took them upstairs to see the wedding dress.

There was no light in the narrow corridor. Xiaoqing walked in and saw a row of "wedding clothes" in a corner, red and white inferior yarn with stained coarse cloth on it. Long skirt and short skirt, just a glance, Xiaoqing shook her head and turned to leave. That woman stopped them. "Which one do you want? I will wash it for you! "

Xiaoqing whispered, forget it. The tree followed her downstairs. Xiaoqing doesn't know why, but when she saw that row of wedding dresses, she was in distress situation.

At this moment, she suddenly remembered a chicken soup sentence I don't know where I saw: If a woman doesn't work hard, even the wedding dress is rented.

Let her get married in such a wedding dress, what she means is that she will do nothing.

Dashu's father watched them return empty-handed and said a little angrily, "What are you doing by the way!" " "

Xiao Qing kept a calm face and didn't talk. When she saw those "wedding dresses" dug out of the garbage, her stomach turned.

The tree comforted her and said, "Those wedding dresses are really out of shape. They are too rubbish. "

Xiao Qing seems to be in a better mood.

A few days later, they decided to visit the city.

After they went to the city to do business, Dashu suggested that they want to have a rest. Where to rest? He thinks Internet cafes are good. Xiaoqing said that she didn't want to do anything, not only because she was pregnant, but also because she didn't want to go to the Internet cafe to breathe the turbid air and disgusting smell. However, the tree said, let's look at the wedding dress online. There are many styles on the internet, and they are still new.

It must be amazing to think of those wedding dresses shining in bright glass windows. Xiao Qing also listened to his words.

Dashu is an old customer of that internet cafe, and there is still a balance on the card. After turning on two computers, Xiaoqing looked at the wedding dress and the tree was concentrating on playing games. After reading it for a long time, Xiaoqing felt bored. Dashu didn't help her with reference, but only occasionally talked to her. Xiaoqing is angry. She said she would come to see the wedding dress, but Dashu played a game. Xiaoqing left a message, I left, so I turned off my cell phone and left the Internet cafe.

Seeing Xiaoqing gone, the tree had to go after her.

The tree managed to coax Xiaoqing.

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On the wedding day, Xiaoqing wore a wedding dress rented by a wedding company on the street. Although it's a little far from her imagination, fortunately, the wedding dress looks a bit like it, so it won't make her laugh in front of everyone.

Think about it and you will know what a wedding in the countryside can look like. Simply set up a table, and the background is composed of various simple patterns. The front is an arched flower gate made of pink balloons. Because Xiaoqing and Dashu didn't take wedding photos, there were no other decorations and furnishings on the scene.

The lens elder sister has been following from Xiaoqing's house to Dashu's house. Then I carved a CD. When Xiao Qing heard that the background music was all Pang Long's songs, she got a headache and felt like a man in his 40 s and 50 s getting married.

On that day, Dashu wore a black suit, a pink shirt and a pink tie. In the video, Xiaoqing's mother smiles behind her back, like two dogs on TV.

Xiao Qing never dreamed that her wedding was like this. Completely disillusioned with the only fantasy left in her mind.

At night, no one made trouble in the bridal chamber. Xiaoqing's classmates and Dashu's friends have basically left. Only some relatives of Dashu's family will stay for the night.

Several relatives' children stuck to a big tree and asked him to turn on the computer and play games. Dashu's computer is in their wedding room. Xiaoqing didn't eat well or sleep well that day. I got up at 5 am in winter to mend my hair. She didn't eat breakfast, and no one cared about her lunch. Only one aunt kindly brought her half a bowl of rice. She didn't eat a few mouthfuls, so she was going to propose a toast. After a hard day, everyone is tired. I want to go to bed early, so the tree is still full of energy to play games with children. Xiaoqing is also embarrassed to say that she is sleepy and wants to sleep.

It was not until the evening 10 that relatives came to take the children to bed. The tree closed the door, ready to have a rest after playing the game.

Xiaoqing fell asleep, feeling a little unhappy, but didn't want to talk.

The tree turned its back on Xiao Qing and wanted to make out, but Xiao Qing ignored him like he was asleep.

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In July, the weather was hot and Xiaoqing was about to give birth. She has nothing to do on weekdays, so she buys some things that children need online. Dashu's mother didn't cook anything delicious for her, but she used money generously. Throughout pregnancy, Xiaoqing cooked and washed clothes by herself. Although I am a little tired in the late pregnancy, I also feel very free.

Dashu came back half a month early. Originally, Dashu's parents meant that they wouldn't come back if they couldn't leave work. But Xiaoqing's mother heard this from Xiaoqing's mouth and said angrily that having a baby is a big deal. If she doesn't come back, I will call him back. Xiaoqing has never shown anything in front of Dashu's parents. She just said to the tree in anger, don't come back until she comes back. I don't care.

The tree keeps saying, how can you not come back if you want to come back?

Dashu and Xiaoqing went to the hospital on the due date. When I went to the hospital, the doctor checked and said that Xiaoqing's stomach didn't hurt that night, but it hurt the next day. It means that the baby is about to give birth, and the internal examination has already opened two fingers. But Xiao Qing didn't feel any strange changes in her body at all. But in the car, I vaguely felt my stomach tighten. She also thought it was a normal contraction and didn't take it seriously.

Dashu, a father for the first time, was a little flustered, so he called his mother quickly. Mother tree rushed down. They went through the admission formalities.

But after a night, Xiaoqing's stomach still doesn't hurt. Until the next afternoon, the pain came, and Xiaoqing gave birth to Hong Haier in the evening.

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A week later, they left the hospital. The family is very happy with their children.

Xiaoqing came home and saw her mother who had just driven down. The mother was ecstatic with her grandson. Also told Xiaoqing to go to sleep for a while.

In the past few days, Xiaoqing has been nursing milk in the hospital, feeding her children and didn't sleep well at all. I went to the bedroom upstairs alone, but there were no cotton sheets on the bed. At present, everyone is very concerned about the child, and Dashu doesn't know where she has gone. No one cares about her at all.

I had to make my own bed. I just wanted to sleep for a while when Dashu's mother came upstairs to call her. The baby was hungry and wanted to eat milk.

Xiaoqing's mother took the initiative to cook a monthly meal for Xiaoqing, and Dashu's mother rushed to say that she would go. Xiaoqing's mother will go back in a few days.

The tree will leave before the full moon.

Xiao Qing can't say how disappointed she is. Every morning, Dashu's mother cooked breakfast for Xiaoqing, and she took her children downstairs to chat with people, and didn't cook lunch until almost noon. So the old chicken and pig's feet in Xiaoqing bowl can hardly bite. When Dashu's mother saw that she ate less, she always told her to eat more so that the children could have milk to drink.

The next day, the tree's mother chopped jiaozi up again. Xiaoqing looked at the oil and put it a little too much, so she didn't take a few bites. Unexpectedly, the next day, it was Mariko again, but Xiaoqing just scooped up a spoonful and smelled a sour taste. She can't eat that bowl of rice any more.

Xiaoqing looked at the child and didn't have much milk to drink. She was also in a hurry. She was just about to hold the baby when Dashu's mother grabbed the baby and took it to feed the milk powder. Xiaoqing's mood is even worse. When I saw Dashu's mother again, she insisted on putting her children to sleep in her room, and even gave urine to children less than 20 days old, instead of diapers made of old sheets ... Xiaoqing's heart was even more blocked, and she was not fat all month, but lost a lot.

Finally out of the month, Xiaoqing decided to take care of the children alone. Even if she tries harder, she is willing.

In the face of such a family, Xiaoqing can't say whether it is good or bad. But she knows very well that the only person she can rely on in this life is herself.