2017/11/it was sunny on Sunday.

Although the geese in the north have already gone south for the winter, there is still no chill in the winter in Spring City. There is no hustle and bustle like the magic capital of spring city, and the quiet and slow-paced lifestyle complements the climate here.

The red dot prompt of mobile phone information is a number that has been remembered for many years. When the content came into view, I looked up at the rising and falling geese in the distance, unpredictable, just like me and her, I could see the beginning, but I couldn't guess the end.

But I still inadvertently red my eyes, and my mind was full of that stinging message, "I am married."

I am a big man who actually squatted on the ground and cried for a long time with a mobile phone before saying, "Congratulations."

"I hope you have a better life than me, but don't let me know." This is a cruel sentence to myself when I broke up with you.

But I never imagined that just two years later, you not only lived better than me, but also found your own happiness and future.

- 1-

"Are you okay? Do you want to accompany you to make wine? " After learning the news of Yu Xia's marriage, Fat Brother's circle of friends immediately sent me a message.

I calmed down and pressed send. "All right, see you at the usual place."

In the bustling bar street, the leisure song "Happy Break-up" was inexplicably poked into my heart, with a dull pain.

Let go/congratulations on your breakup .....

I wish you happiness. .....

You can find something better. ....

...............................

"Fatty, do you think I am a coward? She's getting married. I am still single and still feel uncomfortable. " I picked up a glass full of beer and just wanted to drink it, but the fat man stopped me.

"I said old qi, for two years, you break up peacefully. Can you be less depressed? She is not the only woman in the world. " Say that finish, fat man mercilessly poured a large glass of beer into his throat.

Yes, she is not the only woman in the world, but she is the only one.

-2-

Yu Xia and I met at the school club. At the beginning, we were all small directors, and we often had things together. After a long time, we all have a dark feeling. We became boyfriend and girlfriend in the first semester, lived in college for four years, and broke up peacefully in the third year after work.

Yu Xia's grades are excellent. She inspires me to get a scholarship every year, but I am different. I was very interesting in college, so I just managed to pass a credit. At that time, Yu Xia always dragged me to the library to review before the exam, told me the key points and found me relevant materials to review.

She said: I don't like people who have fun and don't work.

So I followed in her footsteps, from playing computer games in the dormitory to going to the library to read and review with her every week when I was free. As a result, I, who had been fooling around and had poor grades, gradually became the top student in my class.

Because of the summer rain, I really became less decadent. Without her, no one expected that I could stand on the rostrum as an outstanding graduate and receive the diploma and degree certificate issued by the principal himself.

My brothers in the dormitory praised me for finding a good girlfriend, which not only enriched my talents and colors, but also made my college life feel like a duck to water.

-3-

Yu Xia is a girl who is very active in life and has great ambitions. After the failure of the postgraduate entrance examination, she was once desperate and sprouted the idea of the magic capital. She said that this is a big city where talents work hard and challenge their lives. So, she wants me to go with her.

By then, I had found a job I liked. Considering the future of Yu Xia and the employment situation in Magic Capital, I decided to stay in my hometown for the time being and reserve funds.

Disagreements turned into contradictions, and Yu Xia began to question whether I loved her or not, and began to turn over the old things in college.

The monotonous work during the day has paralyzed the love in daily life. Listening to Yu Xia's nagging, I didn't bother and said, "Can you stop taking care of me like my mother all day?" Isn't that annoying? "

As soon as these words were spoken, they became a sharp knife, which was cut in Xia's heart. So Yu Xia immediately picked up the phone and slammed the door.

In autumn, the autumn night temperature in Spring City also drops a lot, and the autumn wind blows through the trees side by side, making noises from time to time. When I calmed down, I ran out of the house and saw Yu Xia sobbing in a chair on the side of the road under the orange light.

Seeing Yu Xia sitting there quietly, my tense heart relaxed, so I ran to help her wipe her tears. The moment Yu Xia looked at me, her tearful eyes lost their light, and her eyes were empty. I know she has resentment and disappointment towards me.

I held Yu Xia in my arms and whispered in her ear, "When I quit my job, let's go to the magic capital."

Later, I really resigned, and Yu Xia and I took a green leather car for two days and two nights and went to the magic capital. Modu is a very prosperous city, full of bright neon lights and colorful nightlife.

People here are used to the fast-paced lifestyle. Whether in the subway, on the street or in the shopping mall, they walk at a fast pace.

In a metropolis full of talents, it is difficult for graduates with average education and qualifications like us to enter the eyes of big companies. Yu Xia and I kept submitting resumes, and we kept being returned resumes, looking for companies all day, waiting for emails. Getting up early in anticipation and going to bed late in disappointment has become the normal life when we first entered the enchanted capital.

One day, two days, three days ... for nearly two or three weeks, we didn't find any source of income. We only spend money every day and have no income. We can only live in this city for a while. I can't feel at ease for a day watching the bank card balance decrease bit by bit.

Whenever we feel tired and indifferent, I will drag the summer rain to see the night view of the bustling city under the Jumei lamp, lean against the railing by the river and watch the passing pedestrians, and then go back to the small rental house with chicken blood to submit my resume to find a job.

-4-

It's really cold in winter in Magic Capital.

The cold wind roared outside the window, like the devil's sudden attack that broke free when he saw his prey.

We have never felt the cold in winter, even if we hold a group to keep warm, it is still cold to our hearts. Because we can't afford heating, we didn't have many conditions to enjoy better living conditions when we first arrived in this city.

On a dark and cold winter night, the summer rain trembled slightly in my arms, and the friction between lips and teeth reached my ears and stung my heart.

Poverty has exposed decadent ideas, so there is only one plan in my heart, that is, I will never let her feel so uncomfortable and afraid of winter again.

I held Yu Xia's hand and asked softly, "Is it cold?"

Yu Xia rubbed his head against my chest and then said quietly, "It's not cold."

Life is hard, but a house, a partner and a bowl of egg noodles add sweetness to life.

In the lonely city of Magic Capital, there is no sustenance. Summer rain is my only motivation and my only weakness here.

Later, Yu Xia and I both found jobs, but in the initial stage, all the worldly wisdom, rejection and blows we experienced followed.

Finally, when we can live a more comfortable life, our contradictions gradually become sharp. At that time, we occasionally spilled our temper and complaints accumulated in our work on each other to solve our worries.

If you disagree with each other, you will lose your temper. It is often the case that there is either a cold war or two people have nothing to say in the eye. When I was young, I would blindly cater to Yu Xia's ideas and do what she wanted to do. However, after entering the work, the conceptual views and the friction in life pulled me away from her bit by bit.

She is noisy, and I am no longer so full of thoughts to coax; I only feel uneasy and guilty when she cries. In other words, I am a very incompetent boyfriend who failed to bring her a good life and let her buy the bags and cosmetics she wanted at will.

In the third year of staying in the magic capital, we are busy with life and will not be eliminated by this real society. Over time, I gradually ignored her feelings and became a "city dweller" who focused on adapting to the fast pace. But our life is still below average, and we can only live in this city on a little salary.

-5-

I am tired. The fast-paced life in the metropolis has increased my burden and deprived me of my freedom layer by layer.

At dinner, I told Yu Xia that I was tired. I don't want to waste my youth and energy in this city with no future. I don't want to work hard for years. I was just a migrant worker who couldn't afford a few square meters of magic capital.

Yu Xia's face suddenly became dim and suffocating. She put down her chopsticks and silently walked back to the computer to continue writing the copy.

I know, the calmer she is, the more disappointed she is with me.

I walked up to her, and she looked up at me, and then said indifferently, "Qiming, are you really leaving?"

My silence, the blow and disappointment of life have smoothed my spirit and dampened my passion in recent years. Smooth edges and corners are still stuck in the palm of your hand with a little red blood oozing out.

Summer rain is not noisy and noisy, just quiet tears for several years. Yu Xia's nails were pinched tightly into my arm, but I didn't feel any pain. Compared with the trauma my heart has caused her, these simple venting are nothing at all.

That night, we just hugged and cried. I love her dearly and I am angry at my incompetence.

I lost my life and my summer rain.

The next day, when I submitted my resignation, Yu Xia packed all the things she had left in the rental house. She left quietly. Looking at the empty room, there will never be a girl who has been in love for many years, and her heart is suddenly hollowed out.

She doesn't have to accompany me to suffer any more, and she doesn't have to accompany me to eat instant noodles at discount in department stores. It's good. No more shivering in Leng Ye with several quilts; No longer have to look at the clothes in the cupboard from afar, but I can't bear to buy them. .....

Xia Yu, finally don't have to wait for unknown love and future.

After the peaceful breakup, Yu Xia never contacted me again. I returned to Spring City and started a stable life. Until today, two years later, I received the news of Yu Xia's marriage again. It turns out that my heart will still ache faintly.

But fortunately, she doesn't have to suffer with me anymore.

I hope you have a better life than me, but don't let me know.

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