I've had your question before, and I've been annoyed for a while. After all, I'm a man and I'm good at finding answers by myself.
It's just that many things you said are different from what others think and remember.
During this time, your best thing is not to do anything, but to know more about yourself and the outside world.
Find an industry that you like and can make money and do it. Maybe money is tacky to some people.
As long as there is an ideal, it is too painful. I think the life of 99.9% idealists is miserable, that is, they have not lived well for themselves or their relatives and friends. You are now in adolescence, so you should explore more, followed by temptation traps. You can like money, but don't be too obsessed. Girls, just live a full life, there are many things to do, but not many things to like. At that time, I didn't want to learn computer. My parents say English is good at learning computers, but my English is poor. Other subjects are in the top few. Just because English held me back, I got 69 points in the English test. 150. Do you think I hate it? Later, when I entered the society, I found that I still liked computers. I taught myself everywhere and asked for advice everywhere. Only then did I know that English has nothing to do with computers. With translation software, I can have better memory. I interrupt, this is the consequence of not understanding. So many things are not that you are unwise, but that no one has told you that you have not tried to understand the industry you are interested in.
I can give you and most normal people job advice. Don't hear who made a lot of money in the promotion. You'll die a terrible death. All the people who died were young people. If you are really hooked, you can't find the north by being fooled. After staying for two or three months, you find that you are too poor to even eat, and you have to ask your parents to make money. It's time for you to reflect. At that time, it didn't matter if you wasted your youth. Don't do it, keep doing it.
I have finished it, but after reading the answers upstairs, I am in a bunker. To tell the truth, I sometimes like to play romance, culture and connotation.
A whole poem, idiom, etc. Later, my personality changed and I seldom used those unfathomable words. Moreover, it is foolish to cite foreign theories to discuss China's ideals, philosophy and principles. On the spiritual world, no one can compare with Confucius and Mencius. If you think the culture of China is superficial, I can only say that you have read several books by ancient celebrities, but they are so profound that I like them very much. The reality is that I can only wash once in a while. . A little boastful, but that's what I think. Praise anyone who wants to scold me. Have you ever seen me so handsome?