Xiang Li confided. Essays on emotional series.
My junior Linlin is a famous beauty in our school. She has a sweet mouth and looks small and exquisite, which is very popular with boys. We met in a shared house. At that time, she and I took a fancy to the same rented house It's too big to live alone, but two people are just right. First, we have a companion, and second, it is more affordable. That's how we met. Because of the same interests, we soon became good sisters and best friends.
When I graduated, I fell in love, and Linlin was still single. People say that Linlin and I are charming sisters and look alike. In fact, I am far from her, and my temperament, figure and appearance are not as good as hers. During my stay with her, I met too many rich boys who drove famous cars and chased her ass for sex. Nobody cares about me. But Linlin didn't want to fall in love at that time. She talked about a passionate love in middle school, and finally was betrayed by her boyfriend. She was also injured and did not dare to get emotional easily.
My boyfriend Hong and I met on a blind date. My mother saw that I couldn't bear to fall in love, fearing that I would become a leftover woman, and forced me to go on blind dates all day. I went there symbolically to perfuse my mother. I didn't expect Cai Hong to take a fancy to it, and he was particularly infatuated. There is an energy that I will never give up until I can catch it. In fact, at that time, I thought he was also quite good. His family is rich and young, but he is really ugly. He is not only short, but also has many yellow spots on his face.
Even though I explicitly rejected him many times, even hurt him and hit him with malicious words, it didn't change his belief in pursuing me. A year later, I experienced some ups and downs in my life. Finally, I was completely moved by him and lowered my criteria for choosing a spouse for many years. Do not talk about me. At the moment he proposed to me, even Linlin was moved to tears. She said, if only a man loved me so sincerely. I called her against her will.
Cai Hong managed to catch up with me, fearing that I would break my word, and set the wedding date early. Linlin also promised me that she would be my maid of honor. Cai Hong and I are planning the wedding, and I am in charge of furniture and interior decoration. He gave me a bank card to buy and spend. I take Cai Hong's love for granted. Sometimes I lose my temper with him recklessly, and every time he silently bears it. On the day before my wedding, I returned to my hometown, and wanted to bring back all the memorable things of my childhood and marry Cai Hong with me.
It was midnight when I came back, and Cai Hong was not at home. I think he may have been drinking with his friends again. Recently, in order to release inner joy, I always play all night. I tried to call him, but I found that my cell phone was dead and turned off automatically. I fell asleep because I was tired when charging. The next day, I just turned on my mobile phone and saw several missed calls, which were from my aunt. When I called back, my aunt told me in a trembling voice that Cai Hong had gone too far. Ask him what he did last night. And then I hung up.
Under my repeated coercion, Cai Hong explained to me the whole process of checking in with Linlin. Until now, I don't understand how Lin Lin can be emotional about him. But the fact is, Linlin fell in love with red vegetables from the moment she promised to be my maid of honor. Cai Hong seldom saw Linlin before, and I didn't know him very well. I thought she was a fashionable little princess, out of reach But when Linlin found out that I wasn't there that night, she couldn't help but accept Cai Hong's invitation to chat in a bar, and then confirmed that their ambiguity and affection were so strong. It is a wonderful thing to die alone. It seems that after that night, I enjoyed the beautiful scenery and died without regret. It seems that as long as the two of them don't talk about this betrayal, I will never know.
But what they don't know is that fate always arranges pain and beauty perfectly. They just foolishly walked into my aunt's hotel. When my aunt saw Cai Hong, she immediately confirmed that he was my fiance. I showed her his photo. It's only because my mobile phone is dead that they have fulfilled their indulgence time. In fact, as long as they want to betray me, even if it is not that day, they are doomed. I decisively broke off my engagement with Cai Hong. Move to another city and heal with pain. This kind of love can't be persisted and forgiven. In the face of impossible good feelings, giving up decisively is the best choice.