Gu Nan called me to inform me that she was getting married, and I had to be there.

If I didn't come, I admit that I hated the past.

Five minutes on the phone, I didn't say a word. Gu Nan was scratching and left alone.

Even my rival in love is married, but I am still single.

Although I didn't want to go, Gu Nan told me that if I didn't go, she would send a message in the university group, saying that I was small-minded and still obsessed with the past.

In order not to let her do such a thing, I explicitly promised her that I would dress up to attend.

She said with a sinister smile, it better be.

two

Her wedding date is set for the college entrance examination. I asked for leave, found a big red dress from the cupboard, put on a light makeup and took a taxi to the hotel.

When I arrived, most of my former classmates had already arrived, sitting together and chatting.

Everyone was a little surprised to see me coming. After all, it's a little strange to attend a rival's wedding.

I said hello and found an empty seat. The monitor sitting opposite me suddenly asked me, why am I here? I thought you wouldn't come. After all, you are fighting to the death.

I smiled and said that it was all in the past, and I had forgotten it long ago.

Maybe my reaction was so cold that they found it boring and stopped teasing me. I am sitting at my desk alone, like a proud plum blossom in winter. Cold and clear.

The wedding is about to begin. The groom is very handsome. I heard that he is a rich second generation, the boss of a listed company. He's okay anyway.

Gu Kai appeared in the middle of the wedding. He sneaked in and sat next to me. I look surprised. How did he get here? He said, after all, I chased it for a long time before. How could he not come to her wedding?

He brought a bunch of roses. The roses are delicate and charming, and they look beautiful and moving. Such a beautiful rose is very suitable for the bride.

I poked at the dishes in the bowl bored, thinking that I could finish eating quickly and leave early. Best of all, I don't even have to say hello.

Gu Ran had a good idea of my personality, so after the wedding, she came to my desk with the groom.

Everyone raised their glasses to express their congratulations. Gu Na responded politely, came to me with the groom, pointed at me and said to the groom, this is the person who chased Selinsing with me before. At that time, we worked hard, but unexpectedly, none of us could be with Selinsing.

I giggled in response to Guna, but Guna smiled. Even smiled at her with the groom.

What I thought at that moment was that the groom must have true love for Gu Nan. When he mentioned his predecessor in front of the incumbent, he could just laugh and not answer, without any unhappiness. I think that's true love.

I don't know how to answer Guna. When I heard Selinsing's name again and learned it from my rival in love, my heart was still aching.

Gu Na didn't notice my face change at all and told me that my name was Selinsing, but he was still in America. He said he didn't have time to come back, so he could come back and invite me to dinner as an apology.

My body is falling apart. I didn't listen to what Guna said. There is only one sentence in my head that keeps echoing. That's right. Selinsing was still in America. He had contact with Guna, but he never talked to me. I am immersed in deep sadness. I can't hear what Guna is saying. I want to escape. I want to get out of this place as soon as possible.

Gu Kai found something wrong with me, pulled me aside, gave the roses in her hand to Guna, and said to her, I wish you a happy wedding.

Gu Na didn't expect Gu Kai to come, so she took the rose and stuffed it into the groom's arms. Someone was calling her, and Guna made an excuse to leave first, so have a good meal.

Gu Kai helped me sit down and gave me another glass of water. I drank water and felt very comfortable. Gu Kai asked me, are you okay?

I turned pale and smiled and replied, I'm fine. Only I know that my smile is probably uglier than crying.

I broke up early before the wedding was over, because the company had something to do. I'm afraid I will burst into tears as soon as I sit down.

When we left, Gu Kai and I left each other's phone numbers and took a taxi home.

three

I slept for a long time that day and didn't get up until I felt uncomfortable. Guna texted me and asked me out for a drink.

Although I doubt that Guna will ask me for a drink, considering the passage of the day, I think it's better to refuse.

Suddenly, Guna knew me. Her text message was sent before the text message I refused was sent.

She said that if you don't come here, you'll never know why Selinsing went to America.

Look at this sentence, I can't refuse. Obviously, I think Selinsing likes me. Obviously, he could be together, but he suddenly went to the United States quietly, and there was not even a message from then on.

I got dressed in a daze and went out. I called a taxi and went to the bar. Guna was not surprised to see me coming. There are many empty cups on the bar. I think she drank a lot.

I sat next to her, and she looked at me with drunken eyes and said, I knew you would come, because you like Selinsing, which is your weakness, so you will come even if there is a knife in the sky.

I admit that Guna is right. After all, she used to be a rival in love, so she analyzed it so thoroughly.

I said, it's not your style to get drunk here without accompanying the groom on your wedding day.

Don't worry about it, you won't drink. Gu Na handed me the glass.

I shook my head. I said I wouldn't drink. The only time I got drunk and heated such a big load, the wine was shaved out of my life.

Guna didn't force me. After all, she is always there when I do anything.

She took a sip of wine and said to me, Gu Xiaoman, I have to admit that I lost to you.

But I didn't win either. I wanted to know, but I didn't ask. I am waiting for her next article.

Gu Na paused, and then said to me, you said that you are nothing like me, your grades are not as good as mine, you are not beautiful, your family is not as good as mine, and even your personality is not cheerful, but Selinsing just likes you.

Although I am a little unhappy, he is right, but what she said is that I am not as good as her. But I still didn't refute it.

As for whether Lin Xingxi likes me or not, I'm not sure. If I had known, I wouldn't have left without saying goodbye and secretly went to America.

Gu Na with a slightly drunk smile, lying on the bar, looked at me and asked me, do you know why Selinsing went to the United States?

I silently rolled my eyes in my mind. If I knew, I would still listen to you here, but I shook my head honestly.

I said I don't know.

She suddenly got angry because I pointed at me.

I look puzzled, I, how is it possible.

Gu Nan quickly answered my doubts. She said, do you remember the first time you drank?

I ordered a little and said I remember. How could I not remember? Selinsing's birthday, I confessed to him and he agreed. I got drunk because I was happy, and then I forgot anything. In the image, I only remember hitting someone, then the beep of an ambulance, and then I don't remember anything.

The next day, I went to ask the people present at the time, and they faltered and said that nothing happened.

Of course, there is nothing, because Selinsing has undertaken everything for you. Let's not tell you.

You are so miserable, you did it, why do you want Selinsing to help you bear it, do you know? How much I hate you, but how much I envy you You have nothing, but you have all the love of Selinsing.

I looked at Gu Na with confused eyes, eager to know what had happened.

four

I don't know how I got out of the bar. In summer, Changsha is sultry at night, but I still feel very cold. I hugged myself and sat on the side of the road, crying uncontrollably.

Guna told me that I was drunk that day and hit someone, not an ordinary person. I really like Ou Tian, the daughter of Mayor Selinsing. I hit Ota on the head with a wine bottle.

Ou Tian was sent to the hospital, and the doctor said that he could only be a fool in the future. Such a beautiful person, who was obviously fine during the day, suddenly became a fool and giggled at people.

But she only sticks to Selinsing, and others are crazy when they get close.

The mayor was very angry and vowed to send me to the police station. Selinsing begged him. He said he was willing to take care of Ou Tian all his life. He only asked him not to tell me that I was sent to the police station. He said it wouldn't be difficult for me to die in my next life.

The mayor had no choice but to agree, but only if Selinsing would go to America with them and never see them again.

Selinsing agreed. After he has settled everything, let's not tell me everything.

She said that night, Selinsing held you and cried all night, you know? He is proud, but he cries like a child. I think he loves you more than his own life.

Actually, I have nothing to envy you. I'll tell you the reason, not to pity you, but to make you feel sorry for yourself. Make you hate yourself.

In this life, I will never be redeemed.

I don't know how I got home. I opened Selinsing's mailbox and wanted to send him a message, but I didn't know what to send, sorry or sorry.

But it doesn't seem to matter anymore. I think I'd better leave him alone. In this life, let me redeem myself.

After understanding this, I sent an email to Selinsing. I said, I'm sorry, I love you, but please be happy and always be happy.

Only when you are happy can I be saved.