The last letter to my lover
Dear:
I no longer believe in love. Although I will get married one day, I will love the next person well. I'm sorry that you left, but we all have the same personality. We are stubborn and unwilling to turn back. I will visit the fortune teller. Your boyfriend is more naive than you. The hope of happiness you think now is true inner happiness, not a substitute for being angry with me. It's just that he can rely on you and comfort you. You don't study hard. Actually, I didn't expect you to talk so soon. I will smile at the sky.
In fact, the first thing I volunteered to fill in was Huainan, a university in your city. It's my fault. My parents are old, and I don't want to work too early to relieve my parents' pressure. You made me fall in love with you. I thought I had found the most beautiful love in the world. When I can't control you, I should let go. It's been five months since we broke up. Although I sometimes hear your voice innocently, it's just an illusion.
Although I always wake up in the middle of the night, I dream that you are crying in his arms in a pavilion. Maybe it's because I'm too romantic and I'm thinking about how to love you in the future. Actually, it's all my fault. No matter what you do, I hope to think more about your parents. You are the only child in the family. Better be with them in the future. I won't say any more. I'm minding my own business again and I'll never see you again. Everyone can never go back.
XXX
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The last letter to my lover the second part
Dear Zhou Chao:
Are you okay? It's been a year since I last wrote to you. Time flies, hehe.
Last autumn, for many reasons, my husband and I couldn't hold the wedding as scheduled, and it was put off until this year. I am very satisfied with the wedding, basically according to my wishes. I had a good time in the red sedan chair, and my wish finally came true. I have to admit the fact that you and I are getting old and our youth will never go back. I went to see "To Youth" the other day and cried very sadly. I remembered the scene when you and I fell in love at school. Things in the ivory tower are always so beautiful. Even if we don't walk into the marriage hall, I still want to thank you for your company when I was young.
Yesterday, your phone call made me insomnia. I think a lot, and my head is getting bigger. If I lose it, I lose it. But I think we have a good relationship now, and we will talk to each other about anything unhappy. If we are husband and wife now, there are some things we can't say. If you can't be husband and wife, it's good to be a bosom friend. After all, the shelf life of love is not as long as friendship.
Your precious son must be very cute. I don't have children yet. I can't fully understand what it's like to be a parent. You said you often tuck your son in. It's so loving. Parents all over the world are like this, pay for their children's obscurity? I was never ready to be a mother. I am afraid that he or she will inherit my bad genes, which is terrible.
I haven't eaten snow rice cakes for many years. I didn't expect your son to like it. I thought of you when I saw it a few years ago, and tears poured down my eyes. If you don't mention it, I almost forgot. This is my favorite snack. You have bought me several big bags, haha. Let's call it a day. Let's stop writing. Best wishes.
Cao yixun
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The last letter to my lover article 3
Dear:
Watching you work hard for your career every day, I can't bear to believe that you will give up what you have for me one day. I think giving up on you is our best choice. Give up you and give us a chance to live together like this. We have to bear too much.
"I'm breaking up other people's families", which kept me awake all night. I don't know when it started, but I always read something in your eyes that I don't want to see. I try to hide my anxiety every day, but I can't escape the ghost in my heart after all. I'm too afraid of being seen through. If something comes out one day, how should we end it? If this really goes on, it will hurt many people who love us and care about us one day.
Some people are not destined to live for themselves. I don't think I can accept the role I am playing now. I don't think we can hurt a trusted/innocent wife for our love. Please let go. Even if we are really together one day, I don't want to bear too many tears and guilt.
A tear fell down my cheek tonight. Why should I fall in love with you who stayed with her all night? When vulnerability strikes, what should I use to resist? When the reality occupies the hope in my heart, I think only letting go will hurt shorter.
Please forgive my sadness, because you can give me too little time!
XXX
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The last letter to my lover article 4
Dear Qiu:
This is the last time I call you that. My girl cried and thought all night. I know you won't treat me like before. You should know how brave my daughter is to take this step! It's hard to know each other for so long, don't you understand? Girls can really give up everything for you, but it turns out that it is too late to give up everything for you. I don't know if I am too persistent or you are too rude, but I know you don't need this love anymore!
When the girl gave up everything for you, got everything ready, and prepared for our beautiful tomorrow, you poured a pot of cold water on me ~ cold cold! Never bite a girl if she is chilling ... but the girl loves you and really loves you. No matter how you treat her, I don't blame you. ...
I don't know how I can live without you ... I dare not think. In fact, I have worked hard to accept and face it, telling myself to be strong every time, but behind these, do you know how sad and heartbroken my girl is! I always tell myself not to think about the past, but to look back over and over again. Our bits and pieces, your figure, your eyes, your smile ... are deeply engraved in my mind, lingering ... Every time I think of those pictures holding hands with you, I will cry with heartache. ...
Girl, even if there are more disappointments, I will do it ... This is the reality and cannot be changed ... The girl can only bite the bullet and bear all the consequences ... but the girl is really tired ~ very tired! I am extremely tired, because I can't see tomorrow! Without you, my sky is eclipsed and my girl can't hold on any longer. My girl doesn't know why I live in such a mess. Maybe it's time to leave ... ~ Let this beauty stay in the girl's heart forever ... Let the girl bear all the pain. ...
Thank you for bringing me happiness for so long. Although it is painful sometimes, it is also the only thing in my girl's heart. Being with you online for so long has made me understand what true love is. I have experienced that kind of worry, that kind of heartbreak, that kind of painful girl who misses day and night! There are no regrets now ... girls love you forever. ...
Goodbye, my love! A thousand words can't tell Ming Dow's deep affection for you ... but I hope to take good care of myself in the days without girls! Don't drink often, it's bad for your health! Don't spend too much time surfing the internet, it's bad for your eyes. Pay attention to your eyes ~ you are afraid of heat, and when it is hot, you will sweat profusely. Girls can't wipe the sweat off your forehead for you. You should be careful to avoid the heat! Promise the girl to cherish herself. ...
Girls will pray for you every day! You are a girl's eternal love, forever and ever! The girl will always remember the way you look at the girl ... the girl doesn't want this ~ but you are getting farther and farther away from my feelings, which makes the girl a little scared ... the girl is scared! The girl won't appear in the future, maybe this is what you want, and the girl knows it's good for you! ..... forgive that girl! !
People who love you: girl! !
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The last letter to my lover article 5
Dear:
I am about to leave this school, a place where we met, a place where our "love" began, and the happiest and most painful place in life. With my departure, everything will be sealed forever.
We met but never met, we met but never met, and everything disappeared without a trace with those short two years. Although I am sad, my tears won't make me look back, and time can make me stop remembering. Although I also know that the life I expect will not be so wonderful and shy, nor so sweet and dreamy, I can't find you and can only choose to return to the world without you.
I don't know what to call you. I tossed and turned all night, dreaming about money a hundred times. It is "hello", "you", "dear" or "lover", but now I know that "hello" is the right stranger, a meteor that has gone away in a flash in my life but stung my eyes. It turns out that we have never met,
I have written many letters to you, all of which have no address, and all of them have been sent to my heart. The postmark is love, and almost every letter says how much I love you and miss you. Unfortunately, honey, you can't see it and you can't know it, because I didn't send it and I don't know how to send it. Of course, I will never know, because tomorrow I will leave here, leave you, end my college life, end the beginning and end we didn't have, and return to the original point.
XXX
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The last letter to my lover article 6
Dear Xiao Rong:
Hello, in fact, I've always wanted to write to you, but I think it's too old-fashioned to do so today with highly developed information.
It's 7: 00 p.m. on September 24th, 15. I really want to send you a message, but I know you are having dinner with him now. You said he didn't like to be with girls who often send text messages and make phone calls, so I stopped sending them ... judging from the situation in the afternoon, you attached great importance to this dinner. I know you are anxious to get rid of your present living conditions, but I don't want you to work there either, but I am unable to help you.
Believe it or not, I'm really calling you. I can't even imagine what life would be like without you now. When I knew you were going to Huzhou, I was even a little desperate. I wonder if I can go back to my old life. Now I am indecisive, suspicious and sometimes even hate myself. It's not easy for you to work hard outside alone. When you are tired, you need to find a shoulder to lean on.
If one day you leave, please tell me and let me see you. I don't do anything, I just want to hold you and cry once. After crying, I will become myself again.
Well, I don't want to say more, and I don't know if you can see it. Dear Xiao Rong, I wish you happiness
XXX
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