I have been there before, and your situation is worrying. You should talk to your relatives or friends around you more, or talk to a psychologist. Don't keep unhappy things in your heart, it's not good for you. In the past, you did nothing wrong. Only by letting go of the burden can we meet a better life with our families. If the clothes are old, either mend them, continue to wear them or keep them as souvenirs, or directly put on new ones and get a new mood. Don't dwell on this, and so do other projects. If you care so much, maybe your father (or mother) around you can't let go of the burden and feel uncomfortable. You should apologize well, open your heart and chat with your family, face up to your inner feelings and problems together, and don't run away.