Xi 'an, before I decided to come to this city, there were only a few words in my mind: ancient capital, northwest, loess. I can only make up these words for science students.
Xi' an, when I leave, I only have three words: reluctant. Fourteen years later, I took my son to Xi 'an to travel, and there were only four words in my eyes: beyond recognition. At present, it is a strange modern metropolis with many tall buildings.
1. Meet.
It is said that youth is a feast. Maybe a few years later, you and I can only say four words gently: long time no see. But when I think of what we saw for the first time, it is really as beautiful as the spring breeze blowing across my face.
Seventeen years ago, you and I met in the university crowd. At the beginning, I was a thin, innocent girl in your eyes, with beautiful big eyes, black and bright, from the same city, and more cordial. In my eyes, you are well-proportioned and handsome among a group of northern men. You love sports and are very humorous.
At first, we only met in this ancient city, just like villagers who first met in a new city.
Until one day I had a toothache and found a female fellow villager to accompany me. Because I just came to Xi 'an for a month, I seldom went to the hospital when I was at school in my hometown. She decided to take you to the hospital with us. This hospital is the nearest to our school, and its name is 52 1 hospital. In those years, we didn't pay much attention to the meaning of its name. Now we all understand, but you and I have left.
I met the dentist in the hospital on May 2 1. He only said a few words: wisdom teeth must be pulled out. My parents grew up under their wings, and I didn't feel much pain. Pulling out a tooth breaks me down. I kept crying and crying. After more than ten minutes of successful tooth extraction, you saw me crying like a pear flower with rain. My big eyes are red, and your eyes reveal distressed eyes. You later said: At that moment, you fell in love with me.
Back to school, you started chasing me, so you and I fell in love.
Crazy in love
You and I, who are in love, love each other without any precautions, but instinctively. You can't live without me and I can't live without you.
You take me to eat all kinds of snacks on campus; You take me to play badminton; You announced loudly in the dormitory that I had a girlfriend, and you were ruthlessly killed by the buddies in the dormitory, as sweet as honey; You took me to watch you play football and saw many girls cheering for you. Not only am I not jealous, but I think you only love me. How nice! You showed me the ancient city of Xi, the city walls, the bell tower and Huimin Street ... You said you would take me to Xi 'an. ...
I remember once, I said "vegetable steamed bread" and you said "vegetable steamed bread". We all think this is right. You said you made a bet. If I lose, I will give you a gift. If you lose, you will give me 99 lucky hearts. You and I have a deal. Later, in the snack street, both names were correct. I still gave you 99 lucky stars and you gave me a ring. I'm really happy! Friends see the bright smile on our faces and say it's good to be in love!
The zero-point bell of the Millennium In 2000, a cross-century year, we waited in advance for the New Year bell ringing from the bell tower in the sea of people. When the bell rings, you say in my ear: Dear, I love you all my life!
Although after the New Year bell, you were flustered, your glasses were smashed, your rented camera was broken, and you were killed when you bought a cut cake, I still heard your happy voice.
At that time, we were basically together except those in our own class, and even went back to the dormitory. We also had to talk on the phone for an hour. At that time, we all thought the night was too long. ?
quarrel
Many people say: Love is too deep to live. Young people never know how to love in love. If you don't respond to me, I will feel that you don't love me that much.
After all, we didn't resist the temptation of Eve. After two years of love, we handed over each other's first time and began to live together secretly outside the school. It's natural. I've never cooked soup for you with my fingers. I can cook a table for you. You said: I really found the treasure.
You have a good family and never worry about money. Your mother is a teacher, and your father has a private enterprise outside of work. You never know how hard life is.
I started a woman's nagging. You spend money too fast. If you have no money, you have to borrow it from your parents or brothers. Although I lived comfortably since I was a child, I know that we are all over eighteen and need to be thrifty as adults. Finally, after you and your friends played computer games day and night for three days and lost money, I broke out. I tell you firmly: let's break up. Don't go back to your carefully decorated home on weekends.
You are very puzzling. You have never been wronged since you were a child, and you are also a person with strong self-esteem. You got a bald head in a fit of pique, and it looked so abrupt in the campus of ten thousand people.
All our friends came to ask us what had happened. At first, we were persuaded, and then we got together, but fortunately, you restrained a lot.
graduate
Many people say that graduation season equals breakup season. At that time, we were not defeated by this spell, but we were still together resolutely.
The summer after graduation, we went home and told our family that we would stay in Xi 'an, and they all supported us. We went back to Xi 'an. On the train, you hugged me affectionately, and there was a man in his thirties beside us. I think maybe he just fell in love, and when he saw us, he couldn't help saying, When I was young, I never knew what the future would be like. You answered him very manly: as long as you work hard, you will succeed, whether it is career or love. At that moment, I was filled with joy.
We started to move out of the village in front of the campus, rented a new apartment in the city center, and shared it with your classmates. The monthly rent is 1400 yuan.
You started to open a Toshiba notebook store in the western electronic mall with the 10 million venture capital given by your father. It is a one-stop process of decoration, recruitment and sales. I am here to help you. Two people doing the same thing, staying together at night, unconsciously began to feel bored. Coupled with the general business, I decided to start looking for a job to work in the company.
I don't know if you are inexperienced or something, but the specialty store is very ordinary, just like when you gambled all your tuition at school. Xi 'an, the classmate you shared with us, stayed in the game hall day and night, setting a record of not going home for three days. Dear, I began to see our future in those days.
split up
Dear, if I knew that you and I would break up forever this time, I would definitely hug you once when I left and tell you that I really love you. Please forgive me, ok?
During the Spring Festival of the first year after graduation, my parents asked me to go home. You saw me off at the railway station, watched me leave there smoking, and listened to the tone of my parents. I vaguely knew that I might never return to Xi 'an, but I didn't know how to speak at that time.
When I got home, my mother was distressed to see my thin face and asked about you. What I said was the truth of the company, and I didn't say much else. My mother didn't say anything I had a happy Spring Festival, so we can only continue to talk on the phone. Under the care of my mother, my little face finally gained weight.
During the Spring Festival, you also went home. We belong to the same city, but you are in your county, and I am in my county, separated by an hour and a half's drive. After the New Year, you called me and asked me the date of my return to Xi 'an. I told my mother, but I didn't expect her to tell me that I couldn't go back to Xi 'an and look for a job in my hometown in the future. You two have to break up. I never knew that I was always so firm to my gentle mother. I am at home and have to go to Xi 'an. My mother put away my ID card and ignored me. I go to Lacrimosa every day.
I didn't answer your phone at first, and I didn't read your love letter. Three days later, I called to tell you: Let's break up, I can't resist my mother.
You answer me: you give me all the love letters I gave you, and I will never marry in my life. I am in great pain. I called our best friend and asked her to advise you to be happy.
You asked your brother to take away the thick love letter you gave me. I asked him to bring you the ring, but he didn't answer it. In his eyes, I am a woman who gave up everything from the beginning. You and your family are so kind to me, but I will fail in the end.
Mom helped me put away all the photos of you and me, including the ring. She said: Daughter, I always knew that he was a good boy, handsome and really loved you, but Daughter, I am your mother. I tried to make you fall in love for half a year, but how did you lose weight? You are too bitter with him, and mom is too distressed. Although you are in pain now and your mother is distressed, your mother must do so for your future.
The year after the breakup, my married sister kept urging my mother to forget it, but my mother was still very determined. My mother began to entrust someone to find me a job in a prefecture-level city 40 kilometers away, and also began to find me a boyfriend. Honey, you know, I didn't go to work this year, and I was at home healing. Maybe I was paying tribute to our love, but you disappeared.
A year later, I started working in China Telecom and started dating a boy introduced by my family. He is not as handsome as you, but he has a good job. His position is manager, three years older than you, and he loves me as much as you do. We got married a year later, and in the third year after we broke up, I gave birth to a child.
Meet again
We have lost the coat of love, and when we meet again, there will be infinite ripples in our hearts, but we must put down all the words at this moment and turn them into one sentence: long time no see.
Four years later, I received customers at the telecom front desk as usual, wearing telecom overalls and light makeup, showing a professional smile. I am 28 years old. One day, after finishing a client's business, I looked up. You were in line, and you were in the first place, so I saw you again.
You said with a smile, long time no see. For the record, I'm not in business. I just came to see you. I smiled awkwardly and was at a loss. I tell you weakly: please wait a moment. Because my husband and I are in the same unit, he has improved me a lot, so I can't stay with you for too long. I can only receive you in the noisy hall. You have changed, and you no longer have the tenderness and sharpness of the past. Your handsome face is still there, just a little vicissitudes.
You said: Woman, I know all your whereabouts and life nodes. I am in love, married and have children. I'm relieved to see you happy. I left Xi three years ago, too. I left in frustration. Without you, Xi is an island to me. I'm going to start my life. You must be happy. My heart was suddenly stormy, and I endured tears and said, you must be happy. This is my greatest wish. You must refuel! Give you a bright smile. Seeing the back of your departure, I silently said: You must be good, and you must make me feel that my eyes are good.
Step 7 track down
? Everyone has his own way to go, everyone has his own story to write, but there is always someone in your heart and mine that you will never forget, if you love like us.
? In the next few years, you will occasionally leave me a message on QQ. Because my husband suddenly came into the room and I was reading your message, I pretended that nothing had happened and closed your interface. From that day on, I decided to blacklist you.
This year, in the fourteenth year of our breakup, on 20 16, one day, our friend said that you passed her WeChat, and she told me that you are now in Foshan and have been the chief home designer.
I told my friend to recommend your business card to me, and now my heart is really open. You passed me a second later and gave me a few surprised expressions. Come down, I only occasionally see you update your WeChat circle of friends. Until you forwarded a simple love story and finally got married after running for several years. You comment on her: the girl who loves her wishes her! I read it silently, but I didn't have the courage to praise it.
The fellow villagers pulled you and me into the WeChat group of university fellow villagers. I gave a red envelope when I came up. @ I said: Woman, still so young? Everyone made a lot of delicious food in Anfa. When they saw Hu spicy soup, you said @ I: We used to drink a lot together. I sent you a smiling face in the WeChat group.
You are a good husband and father now. Seeing your father's love for your children in the WeChat circle of friends, I think you used to love playing football so much. You will definitely take him to play football. Now you still invite friends to play football, and your figure is still so good that you are not fat at all. Our friend smiled and said to me: A woman is a school. Because you left, she has matured, and you have trained a good husband for her. I've heard it all.
Life goes on. We are ordinary friends now, and as a wife and husband, we will never meet again. The love of those years, like all the photos we sealed in our mother's house, was buried in our hearts. We just silently bless each other and praise each other from a distance. ...